I am not a silent type I just don't want small talks.

September 18, 2022

10:37 PM

Hello guys. Happy Sunday to all. I hope you had a great weekend.

This topic is not my topic today but I just thought of this just this now as I have these thoughts on my mind and to be honest I don't know if I am the problem or what 😂

They always said that I am a snobber type of person. I am hard to approach and they think I am hard to be with because of my face who always frown all the time. I admit that I am like that and as much as I want to change it I can't as this is my neutral face. I am not a smiling kind of person.

I am the type of person who is not into talking first but mostly on stranger I do it. I am not a silent type of person when it comes on stranger especially when they look so interesting. I had so many stories to share about meeting and talking to strangers and I really enjoyed those conversations even if it's once.

I just thought of this topic because in two weeks time we will be moving on my in-laws house. The house there is just like a compound like when you open the door you will see your neighborhood already unlike here that our house has a brick fence and you can feel the privacy and safeness. I didn't also go outside our house just to talk to our neighborhood and make Maritesan. I am not like that. Maybe if they going to talk to me about business, goals , philosophy or other random stuffs for sure I will talk to them.

I just thought of this because my father said I need to be friendly or making pakikisama once we live there but the problem is that I am not taking too long on having a conversation to people not unless where talking to interesting topic. I don't know if it's my problem. Sometimes when my sister in-law started a conversation I don't know how to respond as I don't know what to answer or to make the conversation long. I am more on like listening that commenting on the story.

I have my 2 sister in-law who lives beside my in-laws house and my husband said if I am bored I can actually go there and making chitchat but the inner me said I will not be bored. I have lots of hustling online. If Im bored maybe I will go to discord or here or in Hive or promote products on Tiktok and Facebook 🤣

But seriously I don't know. Hahahaha.