My only dream is to have a happy and complete family with you in the future but it is impossible to happened now. A love story that ended with miserable goodbye. Oh , I forgot. You don't even say goodbye to me and left me hanging with a lot of questions that still unanswered until now.
We've been together for 7 years. I met him when I was 18 years old when we went to an outing in the resort near our place. You got attracted to me and your friends push you to talk to me and do the first move. You get my number and we became textmate until we became in relationship.
Our relationship was good , I can even asked for more. We are open to both families. Your parents treated me like they are my real daughter. I am closed to your relatives. Your cousins are my best of friends.
We finished college and plan to look for our luck in Manila. To make the story short , we live in the same house with our parents permission. We work together and dream for our future. Our relationship became longer and reached 7 years until a blessing came into our lives.
I am experiencing headache and fatigue at my work and lost my sense of reality and I realized that maybe my instinct were true. I am in the clinic of the company when the nurse asked me if when was the last time I got a period. I told her it was last month and I am 2 weeks delayed now. She give me a pregnancy test kit and it was positive. I am happy seeing those two lines. There's now a fruit for our love for 7 years. I am so excited to tell him about it and I am so excited to build a family with him and be his wife and a mother of our kids.
I went home so excited and happy. I told him about my pregnancy and I saw it in his eyes that he was so happy too. We talk about our future plans if I will continue working or I will go back to the province and wait for my delivery. I told him that I want to work until I reached my 7 months of pregnancy. I want to do it for us to save more for our baby.
Seven months after , I am finally leaving Manila. He's with me when I traveled going to province and I will stay on my parents house until I gave birth and do our plans after but the things seems happening not according to our plan.
He never message me since the day he's accompanied me to the province. I am starting to worry about him and think there's something happened to him. I am shocked when I search his Facebook account and he blocked me. I have no idea what was happening. I contacted his parents and they said they didn't know where thier son is. I got paranoid after thinking the idea that he was hiding at me and left his responsibility as the father of our child. I became deppressed and this is not for my baby but I am so emotional and I can't imagine that he can do this to me.
I gave birth to our daughter without his presence and still thinking about him. I didn't recieved ven a single message coming from his relatives just to check on me and my baby even they know that I already gave birth. I am so mad at him. All the love that I felt has changed to anger. He abandoned me and he abandoned his daughter. He's daughter that looked like him.
After 3 months , there's a news spreading that he was denying our child. He spread to the people around us that I am a white and I am having an affair to other guys while we were still in relationship. I want to find him that time and show him our daughter and ask him if he's not the father of our baby because she looks like him and he can denied the fact that he is the father of the baby.
I want to contact him but he didn't reply to my message. I am not asking for some money, all I want is he will recognize our baby as his daughter. His parents has still no comment and pretending to be blind on the situation. They are protecting themselves because of thier religion. They are protecting thier son with the issue of having an affair to a lady that is member of thier religion.
There's other news that I heard , he has in relationship now and it seems that the girl didn't know about the real color of his boyfriend. I confronted her girlfriend and find out the he was telling a lot of lies to her. I told her that his boyfriend has a child to me and she was kind and willing to convince his boyfriend to recognize my daughter but he was so hard hearted and dont want to recognize my baby. After 8 months they broke up and knew that he committed another mistakes. He had an affair to other girl and the girl got pregnant.
The girl is lucky because they got married. I am in pained that time because she was supportive with her wife and soon to be daughter. I saw in Facebook that they are happy and always flexing his wife. His parents are also happy and it seems they love the girl so much. I didn't force my request with him and raise my daughter alone until I met a guy and love again.
Now we are married for 2 years and with a son also. My daughter is now a sister and we are happy but there's still a piece of pity with my daughter because I am still hoping that one day his father will recognized her as daughter.
Earlier , I saw a post of her wife uploading of photos of thier daughter who is turning 7 years old months from now. She was having a photoshoot and her 7th birthday looks so fabulous. I thought of my daughters 7th birthday last year and her celebration was so simple because we have no money to give her fabulous one.
I thought of chatting the wife on her father telling her that the 8th birthday of my daughter is on next month but she only seen my chat. She still undenial about the fact that his husband is the father of my daughter.
Sinayang nya ang 7 years? Epro bay pinaabot pa ng ganon katagal ng bwisit na iyan. Ay awan naiinis ako.