Dear Self
I know things are hard for you these days but you know that you will only survived once you have the will to continue living.
We are all been balanced by light and dark aura in our life. We are all the same in having hardship in life. Every one go through in that stage. Surviving is an endless battle.
Dear Self,
I would like to remind you that your timeline is different from your batch mates or friends. Take it slow and surely you will reach in to your goals. You might lose some battles along the way but never lose hope. Think about your tomorrow. I know being optimistic is never been you but take in to consideration the sacrifices of your parents just to raised you. Your fight is a fight for your family.
One disappointed will never end your life it might end your hopes but do not entertain the idea of losing your life. Think about those sick people who wanted a healthy body and you will just simply wanted yours to end? Don't be such fool. As long as there is tomorrow, there is still hope for you.
Look for an alternative solutions, when you are down and you don't want to disturb your friends for your drama. Enjoy your solitude by reading books or watch happy movies that could inspire you to continue living. One hard day is never a hard life. Learn another habit where you can divert your mind from all your problems.
Life is not about your misery but life is all about living and loving. You have been loved by many, just open your eyes and heart and you'll see the people who are always been with you since the beginning. Fight your self. Fight all your demons. Your demons is created because of your negative thinking. To fight with them is you have to be smart in your life and see the beauty of having and enjoying a life.
God created you because He believed in you. He never give problems that do not have solutions. Trust him and enjoy your life with full of happiness. You may cry in the process but remember to stand up and do it again. When you fail that is because you try. So try to live.
Be strong and optimistic with things so that we convey a good outcome in everything we do, if we fail try again until we succeed.