@Winx1988 29 December 2021 edited more from that month

How can I write if... Hello writers, I was trying to figure out what topic should I gonna write today,but I don't have one.So,I will write my confusion and struggle in this matter,and I think it's also a topic already,hehe. As of the moment,I'm sitting here with a box,with a table in which I put my cellphone.I feel sleepy this afternoon after I ate my lunch which is hotdog,egg and rice with mayonnaise.I don't feel energize,maybe because those foods are not healthy at all unlike with fruits and vegetables.We only have one apple left and we divide it into four slices just to have fruits today. Back to my topic,how can I write if; **Here's my if number one** **Feeling sleepy**

**I** feel too sleepy,right now my eyes are almost closing down while I'm typing this letters.I don't know why but it's almost everyday that I feel this way.After we ate our lunch,I become lazy,I can't visit noise.cash because I will spend more time here. I do a lot of things to keep eyes awake,by eating food again,like sweets and drinking water,tea but not with coffee because it's not good for me.Walking outside and stretching for a few minutes did help me too.But sometimes I cannot resist it,and my cellphone have fell on the floor,or my daughter will get it from me while Im asleep.And when I wake up I will find her and she's playing an online game.Stetching my eyelids is also what i do recently,but what makes me sad is that I'm having a toothache today,it always happens when I used to eat hard food. There are some young people who came into my brother's house beside me and they are smoking ,and the smell of the smoke gets into my house,so I'm wearing a facemask as of now.I don't really like to smell it. How can I write if number 2 **Noisy place**

Here in my place,we live with my siblings houses around me,my brothers and my parents house.Beside me,is my brother our eldest,he has a shop of motorparts.And everyday,there's a lot of men who gather here,they bring their motorcycles to be fixed,and it's too noisy because of the welding machine sound,and the people and a very loud music sometimes . The other day,my neighbor had a videoke sessions,and it lasts for almost a half day or more.A noisy place can makes me confused and hard to focused to what I'm gonna write.What I'm gonna do is to get out from my house and go somewhere else to a place where there is calmness and peace on the mango farm a few steps aways from my home.As of now,there was a loud motorcycle engine sound in the shop and it's very disturbing. I don't want to feel bad about it,because it's my brothers way of living for his family.I just hope that it will just take a break so that I can rest my ears,hehe. How can I write if number 3 **Tv is always on** I am very fan of watching movies every afternoon when I finished my household chores.And I do prefer english movies,rather than tagalog.!When I on the tv and it was an action film,I will just let it on and back to my phone to type an article but my ear is also listening on the tv. And while I on the tv my daughter will get inside and change the channel right away into Nick Jr or Boomerang which is their favorites. How can I write if number 4 **Someone is waiting to grab my cellphone** Everyday,she's always asking me,"Ma,are you finished?And after a few minutes,she will comeback again and say,Ma,are you finished,and I said,"why?,I'll borrow your phone,she said. My daughter always asked me everytime I sit here to write an article,she's mad at me if I spend along hours of writing because she said,she will.have no time to go online later,because I'm using a wifi vendo,and I spend 30 pesos each day so that I can connect with the internet.I don't have a choice because we have a very poor signal here in the province,so poor. There are a lot of destructions around but I think it's manageable and there are some options to avoid. I think what makes me struggle everytime,is that I'm having a hard time to come up with a specific topic that the readers may like to read.I do have a thinking of what it's,what if the readers don't like,or will get mad with what they read. What makes it hard for me is that,we need to composed an original content for read.cash and not a plagiarized one.Of course,getting an ideas from other sites will be consider as cheating by getting others ideas which they have work hard just to create an article. Honestly,I spend four hours of writing,hehe,is that too long?But I really do consume that time before I complete my article,not as good as polished but it has no editing,and another time again to edit . My mind was often running because when I reach at exactly 4 'o clock,it's time again to proceed to my daily chores,and I don't want to be run out of time. Writing an article is a challenging one for me,for almost 1 year of being here,there are times that I felt laziness and have to rest from writing for almost a month,but I'm continuing because I feel that Im already belong with this platform already. BCH community like read cash is such a very nice one,nothing on the play store app that can compare how did it change my routine,and with all the BCH that we acquired here,it means a lot. So thankful to all of you.

2 days to go before 2022,wishing for more years with read.cash.