Writing Dilemma

It has been days since I had problems writing an essay for my pharmacology subject, it's a 3-page long essay that we should submit for who knows the deadline. But thankfully, I was able to submit it this evening.

But going back to the days that I was inactive, I was under a lot of stress. Yup, I was. I think I shared in one of my blogs before that I'm not really good at academic writing. I hate it. It needs a lot of time and thinking about the topic. Also, it requires the use of formal words and sometimes needs to search for references about the topic.

I just found out that my last article was a week ago. Clearly says that I am not opening this platform because of my agreement with myself. I told myself that I am not allowed to publish on any platforms if I am not finished with any school requirements that I have. In this case, it was the essay that made me unproductive in writing blogs.

Actually, I can just not follow that agreement but I chose to stick with it. I promised myself that my education would always come first and along with that is my mental health. Because I know, pushing myself in writing blogs will just exhaust me more and I'll stress out thinking that why can't I think of something to put in my essay while I can easily compose sentences for a blog.

On those days that I was stressed out, my routine was messed up. Having been under a lot of stress resulted in an acne breakout that made me more stressed. It is not just a simple acne breakout but an entire body acne breakout. I had pimples on my scalp, on my back, and on my tummy area. It is just my body's response to stress.

Hays, I am quite sad that I am having an acne breakdown because I have events to attend. Tomorrow is my friend's wedding and I have acne on my face. Fortunately, I can hide it by wearing a facemask. I will just pray that wearing a facemask will not result in a more severe acne breakout.

I hope the days ahead of me will be okay and I can get back on track. But as of now, I am totally fine and now smiling since I have already submitted my essay. If you are interested in the field of science specifically in medicine, you can read it on Hive through this link.

Anyways, that's just it. I just want to let it out. Thank you for reading this!