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I Miss Writing I can't remember the last time I published an article here and I don't know what it feels like. It's like the burning passion in me was gone because of the days or should I say weeks that I have been so busy. In those weeks of absences, I struggled. I tried my best to write something but the tiredness in me kicks in every time I try to compose something. I had so many topics to write about and so many events that I planned to share on this platform, but weeks have passed and I don't know how I am going to write about it. It feels like I have a ton of backlogs in writing articles and blogs as I have so many ideas running in my mind. Some of it has already been forgotten by me and some of it slips on my mind from time to time. I have so many drafts in my Google documents that I never get to finish because I always experience tiredness in the middle of writing. It feels so tiring and emptying that only free time from school is enough for me to take a full rest. I miss writing, really. I never thought I'd miss it so much that sometimes I forgot how to compose something in a way that I can really express myself. With all of the weeks that I was missing in action, I realized something. I realized that it's not all about just the money that I gain from writing. And that my education was and still will be the top tier priority. I may be sad sometimes because I do not get to earn money. But I know that I cannot balance two things especially when I am already too occupied. You may stumble upon my posts on noise.cash and notice that I am not that active as I was before and to be honest, I have a lot of photos to share but my body is telling me to take a rest and not push myself to the limits. I am avoiding not to get burnout in this long due process of schooling and one way is that I lessen the workload that I have. I have taken so many exams in the last weeks and I have yet to take exams next week. It's so tiring that I just wanted this semester to end. Maybe I am sharing this with all of you because I just want to have a quick escape from studying but most importantly, I am sharing or I am trying to write this for you guys to know that I am still here. That I will get back to writing again soon and we will get to exchange conversations through our comments. I miss you all and I hope you still remember me. The frustrated med student who tries to write as much as possible and your friend. I hope you are all doing well and I hope I can really get back to writing again. XOXO, WanderingMedStudent 💗

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