This article is all about my past you can also try to answer some of my questions here to reminisce about your past.

• What are things that you're proud of doing in the past?

• Have you done something in the past that you truly regret?

• Do you have someone/something in the past that you unconditionally love and who or what that might be is no longer around?

• What are the things you wish you could have done in the past?

What are the things that I'm proud of doing in my past?

I don't have any set of skills I can brag about to anyone but I'm really proud of learning the English language, If I haven't tried to watch the anime season aired on TV5 when I was a teenager no one could ever really teach me how to completely understand something in English ultimately you will not be able to read this content if I haven't done something like that in my past. I don't know what came to me that night it's like a miracle that I comprehend a different language with minimum effort of just translating a word that I don't understand.

I can also play Riichi because I understand the English language.

I can bruteforce my seed if somehow the last word is missing or the paper I used when writing the seed will inevitably decay.

Have I done something in my past that I truly regret?

I completely understand my college classmate now. When I was reminiscing my past I remember one time that when we were on road she was talking too much I've said that even the jeepney driver knew what was the story of her life. Because her voice was too loud everyone can know what she's been going through.

How inconsiderate of me. Probably she was just happy to talk about her personal life that she's been opening her guard up to anyone she feels close with. I wish I could've said something nice or good instead of telling her to shut the f*** up.

Maybe I was tired or stressed out luckily I talked to her for god knows what year she completely forgive me for what I did when I opened up the topic about that.

I learned to smoke cigarettes. Yes, I'm smoking for almost 8 years now I truly regret learning to smoke because it affects my overall productivity and appearance the history was I learned to smoke because of the game Left 4 Dead if you know the game L4D you can remember that there was a character that wearing a military outfit and always wearing a barrette hat his name is Bill. I'm quite fascinated by this character because he was older than all of the characters and I idolize this character because while playing the game I can feel something in this character that I also had I mimicked everything this character was doing in the game and you can correctly guess that this character is smoking.

I'm just full of stress that year and don't know what will I do to the directionless life I stumbled upon a lot of big rocks in my path.

Fortunately, I discovered the song Wake Me Up by Avicii it really saves me a lot of time the song was released on youtube exactly the month I learned to smoke and was just a day apart from the birthday of my college classmate I talked about in this article.

I will put a few of my favorite songs of Avicii in case you want to be saved too xD joke ✌✌ it's not like you need to be saved too.

RIP Avicii your songs will always be remembered

Do I have someone or something I unconditionally love and that person or thing is no longer around?

Yes, I have someone I unconditionally love regardless of my situation she's always there for me it's like my well-being is all that matters to her when I always remember this person I'm always weeping in my restless night.

Grandma let me know where you are I will do anything just to be by your side 😭😭

Whenever I listen to this song I always remember my grandmother and the things she had done for me you will know if you listen.

What are the things I wish I could have done in the past?

1. I wish I could have said goodbye to my grandma in a certain way so that she will no longer have to worry about me.

2. I wish I could have studied more which my grandmother said to me when she was still alive.

3. I wish I never become cynical about life in general.

Now I know why.

"Ignorance is bliss" - Thomas Gray

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