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I am stronger than I thought **Published: September 11, 2022** **Time: 00:54 PM** **Article #: 20****3** https://read.cash/@Usagi/friday-is-just-a-5-minute-day-d4afb718#published-september-9-2022-time-1030-pm-article-202 Because I've been so busy these past few days, I'm afraid that some of my readers will just ignore my updated blogs. Honestly I am at the peak of nervousness with matching exhaustion. I wanted to stop, ignore all the people around me, go offline and just sleep. I am honestly craving for some rest. I badly need it. But my mind does not cooperates. I have this personality to lead and make other people be functional. Given the fact that I am always the one who leads the team, my obligation doesn't stops. And even weekends, I still do works.
I badly feel pity for myself. As I looked into the mirror a while back, my inner me whispered and asked me, how am I? My tears just fell off and I can't stop it. I feel depress as of this moment. I remember the moment I talked to @DennMarc on Facebook and asked me why am I so inactive on HivePH discord. As I said, I am having so much stressful days and I don't like to interact for now. Instead, I wanted to have much longer time to do and finished my activities. Honestly I wanted to talk with them but what I need now is not that kind of interaction. *Kumbaga, I am not for kulitan for now, sorry guysue.* Usagi is doing a lot of paperworks and just managing to survive. As the days went by I was doing a lot, I only learned one thing, I am so strong than what I thought. Honestly, I want to just give up but I'm scared. I also have many reasons why I don't want to give up. First is that I don't want to die too early, second, I don't want to die ugly, there's not even a glow up. Third, we are not rich and lastly, I am still young and I know that this obstacles I have are just so simple. Yeah, maybe God wants me to hold on because there will be some surprises in the near future. **"******Iiyak pero di susuko"****
Here's my daily reminder to myself. During this tough times, all I need is to pray and asked God for some guidance and wisdom. I know I can make it, and sooner, I'll be proud of myself for the reason that I still manage to cope up with these motherf$$$$$$ng rocky road in College life. Anyways, as of tonight, I see that everything I do as a team leader is having good outcomes. Sometimes I just think that this is really part of my career so I should just put up with it and soon, I'll just get used to it. To the students who are here, I am so proud of you because I know that even you, are also facing your own battles in life. I thought that maybe what you are going through is more difficult. So as your co-reader here, if you read this blog and you feel the same thing, always remember to ask God for guidance okay? Don't let your problem kills you.. There are people ready to help okay? ☺️🤗❤️ Ciao. All images used in this blog is mainly from Pexels.com
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Langga habang binabasa ko to dama kita. Langga you are a strong woman kaya nalagpasan mo lahat ng pagsubok na nadaanan mo kaya always be strong langga. Kaya mo yan. Pray to God. Have faith in him.
Thank you ate. Sa totoo lang gusto ko tlga makipag kwntuhan kaso ung 24 hrs sobrang kulang na kulang. Naaawa tlga ko sa sarili ko ni pag kain ko sa oras naiiskip ko na.
Kwentuhan tayo langga. Andito lang kami lagi sayo. Ramdam kita langga ang dami ko ding matinding pagsubok na pinagdaanan.
Awwwww ate. Payakap naman jan. 🥲🥲 Padayon lang ate, pag di na kaya, i rest natin ng todo yan. Hanggat kaya ate kino comfort ko na lang sarili ko din.
Hugs langga. Yes langga fighting lang palagi and I know kaya mo yan langga.
Thank u ate laban lang tlga.
Yes langga. Fighting lang palagi. Welcome. ❤️
We should make out time for ourselves and our health because without us functioning properly we can neither write nor read
Thank you sis, but I really have lots of things and works to do.
Pag stress tayo Yun yung time ayaw natin makipag socialize sa iba. Normal Lang yan sis and I know you can do it. Kaya mo Yan. Pahinga Lang pag pagod na di bangon ulit
Uy we have the same I am exhausted and tired for life because of lacking sleep but still trying to be normal, becoming more and more every day.
Aigoooooo. Padayon! Kaya mo yan yonong pero sanaol may time pa makipag kulitan sa discord eh 😔😔
Hmmm, sometimes I do fake my feelings just to hang along.
Normal naman yan pero wag lang regularly. Pero oks lang yan need pa din natin social interaction eh
Inisip mo pa tlga yung you don't want to die ugly 🤣.. You are still young and your son so you can't die. Fighting lang. Iiyak mo lang yan. But never give up 😊.. I open mic mo na yan 🤣
Ahahahahahaa ang hirap ng theme sa open mic ate pero naghahanap na ko mang haharana muna ng mga spanish hahaha si appreciator tlga nakakapag pamotivate sakin haha especially si rusty.. 🤣
Uwu. Ang hirap talaga ng college life tas problema pa sa bahay no? Tas iisipin mo pa pang content mo. Hays. Laban lang te. Konting push nalang.
Oo den sobra. Pero kinakaya ko kasi ayoko pa tlga memetey 😆😆
Try mo mag meditate para makapag reflect hehe effective
aigo nitatry ko nga kaso alam mo ung feeling na para kang nagmamadali..
Oo i feel you, ung feeling na parang gahol kana and you're out of time
aigoooo sarap nga manapak fren hahaa
You are truly stronger than you think :) I believe you can get through those trials you are facing and someday, you will be glad you fought head on :)
Thank you ate!! Padayon lang talga hihih.
go gorl! para sa kinabukasaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan, gagawin lahat makamit ang tagumpay sis!
sana tagumpay nga sis
I love the end part of your post. Praying to God to guide you. Yes, that is true. We all need a stress free life and all we can do is to talk to God to help us. Sorry about your challenges and all will be well.
Thank you sis for stopping by, well, that's life eh, we should just accept the mission and face it.