@Usagi 14 November 2022 edited more from that month

FAIL: First Attempt In Learning

**Published: November 14, 2022** **Time: 6:30 PM** **Article #: 2****47** https://read.cash/@Usagi/it-is-no-big-deal-80980a29#published-october-12-2022-time-604-am-article-230 I haven't written in two days, and I never anticipated being sick so suddenly. This morning when I woke up, I felt quite heavy, as though I had been beaten by anyone, and as though there was grain stuck in my nose. I anticipate being scratchy at any moment. I continue to consume water since I genuinely don't want to become ill. There are still a ton of things I need to complete. Being uncared for makes it extremely difficult to become ill. They only consider you important when you have money to give them; otherwise, they will complain that they will see you sick and helpless if you don't have any. Hell Week is almost over because of the midterm exam for this semester, as I stated in my previous blog. But I was mistaken, as I now feel like I have a ton of work to accomplish as December draws near. The professors will shortly release information regarding the final project, modules, and other topics. Here I am again, overthinking all the time. I'm desperate for a break. I have moments when I just want to quit up and start looking for a job with a steady paycheck. But there's a part of me that believes I should never give up. My inner persona keeps on reminding me that, ***"God's plan for you is so much bigger than what you thought".*** Anyway, the negative market is another issue that worries me. Because I already have a lot of money stuck, it is really stressful. I would like to blame myself, but it would be pointless. I only need to keep in mind that this is where I began and that I must bravely tackle every challenge. I promised myself that I would re-study the stock market after this semester was over. I think I was meant to be in this industry for a while, but despite working in it for a while now, I still haven't adapted. My relationship with the money is something I wish to succeed. Yes, you can call me a gold-digger, but this is what I want: to be financially stable and getting drowned with lots of money. If only I could donate money every day, I would never get weary of assisting people when that time comes. I hope that as I grow, there will be no more hardship or grievances in life. Even if it's just my world, I'll use money to bring peace to the entire world. -Fin

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