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Sorry if I become inactive lately anyways this account guys have been spam with I don't know what's the reason so I made a new account for its recover Here is my new account guys https://read.cash/edit/a1ad9b57 I'll just continue there my unfinish story Thank you for understanding Again stay safe and have a nice day
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Broken Promise (Part 2) ***"Andrei!!! "*** You covered your ears using your pillow cause this other human being visit your apartment and it's just early in the morning and now here she is again she's so loud and you haven't have enough sleep since you work your ass off yesterday, you worked as a professional photographer in a big company. ***"come on babe, you still have work to do"*** she sit beside your bed and tickle your body just to wake you up... ***"Its Sunday babe"*** you mumble only just for her to hear ***"arggh.... Stop it hahahaha... Heyy stop it hahahahaha... Pleaseee stopp hahahaha okay fine... I'm awake now hahaha"*** you said with annoying tone but at the same time you look at your annoying girlfriend and she just pouted... ***"where's my morning kiss babe?"*** she says with a sweet baby tone while pouting You smiled at her adorable action and peck her pouted lips which she look so satisfied You stand up and go to the bathroom to wash up and go breakfast with her... ***"babe, why you look so tired last night"*** she ask while serving you a toasted bread and your favorite black coffee You remember something from yesterday... You remember the email... You remember... Her ***"hey babe"*** she call you and wave her hand in front of you... You were taken a back and came back to reality ***"yah sorry Molly... It's just I have to finished my work last night so I work hard and I'm so tired so I just want to sleep haha"*** you reasoned out although it's not just the reason why you act this rightnow, it because of the message your received yesterday, it's because of someone, Because of Alexandra, your ex ***"okay babe, so we just stay at your apartment for this whole afternoon so you could rest"*** she assures you with worried face ***"thanks babe"*** It's already past 6 pm and your so called girlfriend Molly is already leave for you to rest early, until now your mind is still on the message you receive yesterday, you never really read it cause you don't know if you're ready. You just find yourself opening the message... *****Hey Bub,***** *****How are you?***** *****I know it's so random and crazy after 2 years of no communication or news about me, and here I am messaging you like nothing happen, bub I just want to tell you and explain everything why I did that, why I left you, just please I just want to talk to you so can you please just talk to me even for just a short time.***** You finish reading it and you were so confused, sad, longing, angry, how could she just did this... How could she just message you after 2 years of not knowing where she is, how she was, is she still alive... How could she just... How could she just make you feel like what you were before she left It's just brings back those memories you share with her, the thing you does together, the kisses, the laughters, the sweet cheezy words, the sweet gesture... It all brings back You miss her and you think that this is the way and this is the time for the closure you always wanted... Without hesitation you replied to her *****Hey you alive haha, yeah, I'm okay, so tomorrow by 6 pm is it okay with you?***** In no seconds you recieved a reply *****Okay 6 pm at the front of our place if you still remember***** Ofcoure how could you forget the place that brings you a lot of good and also a bad memories *****Ok then see you***** You don't know what you were doing after that and just wait for tomorrow to come... **Author' s note** So hello guys It's here guys the **part 2** of ***Broken Promise***, sorry I wasn't active for a while for personal reason, so how do you think guys, what could be the reason why Alexandra left Andrei... Hehehee anyways have a nice day, too lazy cause classes will start tomorrow yayyyy I'm too tired just by thinking of tomorrow hehehe.
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Broken Promise ***"If things go wrong... would you still stand by my side?"*** The question that both of you already know the answer just by looking at each other ***"What are you even saying bub I will always stay with you as long as you want me to" she sweetly replied to you*** You both feel the urge to feel the lips of each other, the romatic vibe that surrounds the park gave you tonight, and the each others presence hand by hand sitting at the park bench, just admiring the view and the feel the cold breeze of night. You know it's not the place or the time or anything else that gives you this kind of feeling, the feeling of being home, the feeling of being with her feels like home, she's your home, she always been and always will be. You smiled to her and she just says **"I love you bub, thank you for holding me tight and spending your 4 years with me"** You could feel the way your heart bounced at those words. You felt the urge to marry her, right here, right now, that the only witness is the moon and the stars that light up the whole place in the park. You became speechless because of her random iloveyous, you think to yourself that if you coud just tell her each reasons why you're thankful for having her, you would... But it would be just an endless fit of words. A infinite reasons why. Only three words enough to make your heart fonder as you watch her staring at the night sky. You think to yourself how could she makes you feel like this even on normal days, she makes everday, every moment special, On your hard days, when you feel like nothing right is going on your way, just by her being with you makes you feel light, she makes you feel light and better. ***"bub, why you're looking at me like that?"*** she asked with a confused smile on her face You suddenly came back to reality, you realized you're staring and admiring her whole existence by your side ***"it's just... Bub I want to ask you something"*** ***" what it is then?"*** ***"bub how do we get this far?"*** ***"what do you mean far?"*** she laugh at your serious face ***"I mean far... as in... how do we get so far we're already 4 years together"*** ***"maybe because we just know how to love ourselves?"*** ***"huh?"*** ***"I mean bub, we know how to love ourselves, but at the same time we also don't forget ourselves, we know how to balance, how to take things seriously, and we both know the we don't want unhealthy relationship, we don't want red warnings, so we both did our best just to work out things for the both of us"*** she explain with a calm voice Hearing her said that you can't help but to kiss her, you don't know what you do in your past life just to be rewarded by the existence of the person beside you right now You are more than hundred percent sure that she's the woman you see being together in the future, you see her as the mother of your kids, the best wife that you could ever have... ***" bub, I want you to promise me, If I'm going to ask you to marry me you would only say yes"*** you ask her while staring at her eyes ***"of course bub, your the only one I see, and the only one I want to marry and be with in a lifetime"*** She says while she's gently caressing your face You smile and hug her tight, she's really the one This is why you love to be with her... Bzzzzzz! Bzzzzzzz! Beep beep beep!! The loud buzzing of alarm wakes you up in your slumber... You feel yourself waking up in reality, you remember your dreams, you remember her... You smiled to yourself, taking in the waves of memories of your dream The tears started to build up around the corner of your eyes, but you can't helf just to ignore it, you felt the longing for her, you miss her, it's been 2 years since she left you and you have no damn idea why she did, she just says that's she fell out of love after spending almost 6 years of being together, you don't believe her at first and you don't want to believe her ever until she says that in your face while looking at your eyes, you lost communication to her since the day she left, you don't know where she goes, she leave you with the house you both build, she just.... Your phone buzz at the side table of your bed and a notification pop up And you don't know how would you react by seeing the name of that person who just make your phone screen light up You receive and email from Alexandra Maxine... It was her, your home... Or maybe not anymore... **That's it for now, it's really exhausting everyday to think of something to write, so I just think of writing some fiction story hehezz anyways to be continue to guys thanks for reading have a great day stay safe everyone.**
@Unwantedsoul
Green Good morning, rise and shine everyone, I just wanted to greet you all and have a nice day, I'm here writing this while taking a sip of black broad coffee and having a nice view with my plants. Who else here gave names to their plants, I love taking care of plants since I was a kid, the reason why I love it cause my mom doesn't want us to have a pet dog or cat cause of my health issues, so I just treat my plants as my pet hahaha, it's crazy cause everytime I found myself talking to my plants. I believe on what I've read on some article that you should say ten beautiful things to your plants to make them grow faster and even more healthier. Hahahaha I always does this every single day, I don't know, but talking to plants feels so comfortable, also it feels so therapeutic, just by seing them healthy makes me happy. I don't remember their kinds but I gave name to my plants with the same name I gave to my deceased pet turtle, the name is Georgie hahaha I named them all Georgie, yeah they are all the same cause I'm not good with names, it's hard to remember names so I just gave what I always remember. I can't show you some picture of my old plants cause our house is in our province my dad and mom have garden there, but now that we transfer to urban city cause of my studies, I'm living now with my new plants here are some pic of them anyways good day again, gonna make some breakfast see yah.
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Ideal one There's so many standards you want for your future person to be with, sometimes it's too much, but who cares, setting your standards high has nothing to do wrong with looks, because you just wanted what's the best, why settle for less when there's someone who's best for you I just wrote this just for fun, hahahaha I remember my diary when I was in my middle school, I used to write down all the characteristics that I wanted for my future lover, I don't know but it makes me laugh everytime I've read it all over again, I just want to share some of it to you guys hahaha remember it's my middle school self, I think I wrote it when I was twelve years old, anyways here we go **1. Tall guy** *This one is still on my standard until now, I just want someone who's taller than me, I just wanted to be act like spoon by his hug, hahaha, but yeah it's true, I'm really attracted to the person who's taller than me, I really imagine myself beside that person who can make me feel safe everytime I'm with him.* **2. Rich guy** *Hahahahaa, yeah my mindset in that time is to find a person who can satisfy all my needs and wants, I want a rich guys who can bought me anything I want, hahahha it's funny but now that I think of it, I realized that I don't want to rely on someone just to satisfy my needs and wants, I wanted to be that someone who can satisfy myself, I should work hard and not rely on someone even if that person is my lover.* **3. Blue eyes** *Hahahahahaa, OMG, it's really funny, I don't remember why did I wrote this, anyways let's just leave it here, in the past, but if I'm lucky, why not I find myself a guy with a blue eyes hahaha just kidding.* **4. Food buddy** *legit guys, until now, I want someone who could be my food buddy, I wanted to try different kind of foods with him, anyways I think I just love food that time. Cause today I'm a picky eater, hahahaha arte diba.* **5. Smells good** *Yeah this one is up until now, I don't care how you look, how's your status in life, if you smelled bad, I will go away for sure, yeah I know it's bad of me, but I do really love people who's smells good and knows the proper hygiene.* **6. Doctor** *Until now guys I still want a doctor, I'm really fond of them, and I think the idea of being together with a doctor that treats people is very much comforting, if this really happen, if I coukd find myself a doctor, I promise to behave and commit, even though he had so many redflags, I would still want him. Hahahha anyways just a small experience, I have this one boy who's now studying medicine, he confessed to me but I'm so dense that time, but its okay cause we are still each others friend.* **7. A man with a pet dog** *Hahahhahaa it's so embarrassing how could I even think of it, a man with a dog, I just want to hit my head rightnow, Why did I didn't think of it that I could just adopt, or buy a puppy if I want it, It didn't really doesn't have to be with him haahaha. anyways I'm allergic to dogs but still I love them.* **8. A man with a Car** *Maybe when I wrot this I just want a car, hahhaahaha I don't think I really want to have a lover, I just want their car, a future gold digger indeed hahahaha just kidding.* **9. Deep voice** *It still on my list I don't know but deep voice is so sexy for me, just imagine calling you by your name using his gentle but deep voice it is so attractive as hell.* **10. Knows how to pray** *Hahahhaha owemjiii, I swear even me I'm not religious I don't even know why did I wrote this, but still I really want someone who's strong faith in God.* That's it for now, hahahha anyways hope you enjoy guys, by any means feel free to share your standards back then hahahha. This was just back then just for confirmation, right now I think I just want a person who can be with me through ups and downs, and even he doesn't meet my ideals, if I know that he's the one I think that's more ideal. ***"It doesn't matter if you're not my ideal type or not, what matter is that I know you're the right person, and I think that's more ideal"*** It's so cheezy guyss whahahaa, anyways enough of lovey dovey moment. Just focus on studies and making yourself better each day. Have a goodnight everyone keep safe.
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It's raining dogs and cats The weather is so comfy, and it makes me much more lazy than ever, hehehe just kidding, but yeah I just want to lay down all day, and just watch my favorite series in Netflix, I'm too lazy to even go outside cause is so wet and slippery because of the rain. I bought new inline skate cause I wanted to be productive in my two weeks of semestral break, I feel like I waste my almost a week of it, just laying down in my bed, not minding everyone in the house. Yesterday was a heavy rain, and strong wind, although rain makes me happy, it also made me think of people outside specially those homeless people, how are they when, there's a rain, a storm or any climate natural disaster. Our government doesn't meet the needs of many people, the corruption still exist, and I just notice that they just give a damn if it's almost the day of election, in our place, it's closer in creekside, then it will be just clean like a magic if the election is coming then they will stapled ther poster and we will see their faces, it's just so dumb to think that are we gonna vote for you if you just done this for us, I mean it's their job to help and to make out city clean so a thank you would be enough. Hahahhaha the title is too far from the content, I'm just mad oh wait, I think mad is an understatement, I don't know what will happen to us especially during this pandemic, our government official is so yeahh you know it to yourself guys, what I'm trying to say is just please vote wisely next election, we need a change, a positive change, so please let's win this fight all together. Keep safe guys viruses are still there, so don't forget to disinfect. Stay safe and pray always. Anyways have a happy Thursday everyone, too lazy to make breakfast so I'm just here sitting outside and feeling the cold breeze of air in the morning, come on guys let's have a coffee, just kidding wabted to sleep more. Good morning;-)
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Another sponsorship I'm very thankful that I been sponsored by @TengoLoTodo and I was so glad and overwhelmed to the sponsorship from @Marinov, and together with @Bloghound this is my sincerest gratitude for this opportunity you gave, may you have more blessing to come, I appreciate this sponsorship, and I would love to continue to work hard, thank you so much, it's very kind of you.
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You belong with me (Amy's POV) It was so cold out here waiting for my bestfriend, I'm sitting here at their porch when suddenly a car stop and I saw him, I saw my best friend, I saw Ray, my pup, I always call him pup, I gave him that nickname cause he was so. Cute and adorable. When he got out of his car, I found him looking at me, he's tall figure was so overwhelming, but the sadness wrapped all his aura, his tears that started to build up beneath his eyes, that anytime will fall, his expression that shows like the world was against him. He quickly walk towards to me, and I'm afraid he seen my face so worried and looking at his state, I can't help but to cry, I stand hastily and welcomed him with a tight hug to make him feel. Like everything gonna be alright, that I'm here and alway be here for him, I started to caress his back and his tears started to fall, he holds me tight like he just needed me, he just needed a shoulder to cry on, and I'm always willing to be that person for him. ***"it hurts Amy, it really hurt..."*** he said cracking up.his own voice because of his cries. ***"shhh let it all out pup, let it all out... just cry all you want, I'll be here... I'm always be here..."*** I comforted him with genuine words to make him feel that I'm always on his side even he feels that the world turns against him. ***"she cheated on me Amy, she just..."*** ***"for almost 3 years of being together she just throws it like a piece of crampled trash, like I'm not worth it"*** I hear his cries, I was in my review papers when I received a message from him, that he needs me, I went to their house and waited for him, and now here I am comforting my best friend, it's funny how that two words makes me the happiest but now it makes my heart broke into pieces, because for him, I'm always that bestfriend. I broke the hug, and make him face me, I started to wipe his tears... ***"don't you ever said that you're not-"*** ***"cause I am Amy, I'm a worthless person!"*** he cut me off and ahouts at me, but still I understand him, he was just like this when he's so messed up... ***"no no no, it's okay, hey hey... Listen.."*** ***"you're worth it pup, you'll always worth it, she just doesn't have any idea what she'd lost"*** Yes pup, I hope you will see me too, I hope you don't question your worth because of her, cause for me you were always be. I've got an idea to make him feel calm, I drove his car and went to my favorite place, this is away from city, where the only moon and stars are the only light we see. We lay down to the back of his picked up, and just enjoy the view, silence invaded the both of us, but that silence makes us feel peace and calm, the comfortable silence, I've seen him looking at me in my peripheral view, my heart started to beat faster than it's normal, the feels he always gives me everytime his with me, I don't understand why I always want him to be my side, maybe because I've gotten used to it,I've gotten used to his presence even on normal days like this. My thoughts were interrupted when he ztarted to speak, he started to thank me for being by his side. I look at his eyes, his brown orbs, I melted by the sight of him, I stares at him a little longer than a bestfriend should have ***"hey pup, don't you ever said that you're not worth it, it really hurts when seeing you like this, remember that you were always be worth it, if not for her then for me you are, You deserved more pup"*** I straightly said while looking at his eyes I wanted him to feel calm while he's with me, I'm trying to make him laugh in my random stories, I'm trying to make him smile and lessen the pain he feel right now. My heart was beating loud out of omy chest, while looking at moonlight ***"but you know Amy what makes me look like a fool"*** he said I just look at him while smiling ***"that even she cheated on me, I still love her"*** he said and that's when I felt my word crashes before me, I wanted to grabe the chance to have him but it all falls out again, but it's funny because I never thought I'll fall this hard to him. All became silent, I stand up and without looking at him ***"hey are you mad?"*** he asked me ***"no it's just... It's just late come on let's go to your home"*** I just reason out to cover up the pain I'm feeling inside and walk to the driver seat. We drive home that silence in enveloping us, I know that I will be the sadistic bestfriend, even it pains me to see you happy with her even she hurts you, I'm still here and always be. After almost a month you told me that you and her get back together, at first I was sad but I think it's for the better, I tried to focus on my studies just to forget the pain I'm feeling, when you tell me that you were so sincere and lucky that I'm your bestfriend, I don't know if I wshould be happy because that all I'll ever be, just your bestfriend and that's enough for mw as long as your happy, I'm happy, congratulation pup, you found your person, even if it's not me, your happiness first before mine, I know someday I will forget this feeling and when that time comes, I will still be your one and only bestfriend. This is just pov of Amy in the story that I wrote titled you belong with me, if you're still not read it, heres the link https://read.cash/@Unwantedsoul/you-belong-with-me-65b0b85e Thank you for reading this story, this is fiction but some part of this is base on my experience yeahh still bestfriend zone, the world best best friend is here writing this kind of stories, anyways thanks for reading glink
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Familiar melody Have you ever heard a song and then it suddenly just made you think of someone... someone that you haven't seen for a long period of time, someone that has been played a big part in your life, someone that you misses so much, and someone that you always wanted to be by your side. Do you know the feeling when you think of them after hearing a familiar melody of a familiar song, the voice of the artist that rang to your ears and it's like everything became nostalgic, everything came back in time... The time you first listen to the song that you wouldn't expect to became your favorite that makes you feel different emotion in just one song. I just write this because I feel the want to wrote this down, it seems so overwhelming all the memories just came back after I heard the familiar song that I didn't want to listen for so long. This is just my own experience on falling to someone, hahhaaha I remember how I look crazy over one person, you know you became crazy when you really have a genuine feelings to someone, I never gotten a day without stealing a glace to him. It all started with my embarrassing moment in school, I was just listening to the song Biglaan by 6cyclemind, I really love opm song, the vibes that I get while listening to is so catch for me. So back to the story, I was walking to get to my next class, I wear my eaphones and listen to the song, but them someone just tap my shoulder from the back and when I turn around I was so confused and look at the person, I don't hear what he's saying because the loud music coming from my earphones, and when I removed it, I was so confused why the hell I still heard the song and that my embarrassment started my earphones pin is broken so I heard music from it and also from the speaker of my phone. He just laughed and just explain that to me, I act like nothing happened and just walk fast and went to my class room. The other day, I was walking again through my next class when I bump to someone and when I look up, I see a familiar face, and then I remember him, the boy yesterday, it was funny cause I was just star struck to his looks when I got to see him so much closer. I was back to reality when he said sorry, then he just go with he's friends. it's so funny when I tell my friend Nicole about him, Nicole just said that she knows him, he was her classmate back on elementary days, then Nicole started to tell stories about him, I think I have a crush on him, just a little, so I just always steal glance in their dance practice, I go with Nicole just to steal glances with him, anywyas his name is Stanley, just hearing his name make me miss him, (yieeee wag maharot girl past is past) When Nicole make Stanley and I to know each other, we got too close and bond always, then one time I was just waiting fory next class and I put my earphones on and listen to the same song Biglaan by 6cyclemind, someone just sitted beside me and remove the earphone from my left ear and wear it, it's Stanley, I was red as tomato that time, I don't know how would I act, (grabeee pa fall talaga sya mga bebe) then he laughed at my face because he remembered something from this song, yes Stanley that's when we first seen each other even with the embarrassment I felt that time I would think that this song is out theme song (oo maharot ako hahahhahaa pasensya na guysss). To make the story short, I always support Stanley on his school dance performance because he was a member of a dance club from our school (naalala ko yung pinavideohan nya sakin sayaw nila pero ang ni vid ko lang is sya, napakamot na lang sya sa ulo after mapanood video nya kasi bat di ko daw sinama buong group, dahilan na lang ako na akala ko sya lang vibideohan hahaaja) but yeah after all of my crazy acts I've done I'm still a coward for not telling him that I like him, and now I still miss him, we doesn't communicate like we used to after we graduated in shs, so after hearing the song on my spotify plalist, I just think of him again after a long time, hahahaha I suddenly wanted to talk to him but what would I tell him hahahha I think I just listen again to the playlist I made for him way back 2018 hahahaha anyways here's the playlist guys, if you read it vertically all the title it's my way of confession to him but his too dumb chourr nahiya lang talaga ko. Anyways yun lang it's just so random sharing. https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5H8ZrSgLWsvczHapCQrmB3?si=4AbuxDQwRmiY7DT6YYQsPA&dl_branch=1 I'm still overwhelmed for the sponsorship of @TengoLoTodo thank you so much again.
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You belong with me I parked my car while wiping the tears I tried to manage not to fall, I looked at my house, and see a silhouette sitting at the porch of my house, it was her, it was my bestfriend, it was Amy. I quickly walk towards to her, I saw her worried face, her eyes that about to cry, and she hastily stand and welcome me with her warm and tight hug, she hugged me so tight like she's telling me that it's all gonna be alright, as soon as I felt her tight and loving embrace, I immediately lost it, the tears that I'm trying to manage not to fall is already running down to my face, I held onto her and cried myself out, I'm a messed, and I'm not scared to feel this way when I'm with my bestfriend, with her I can be my ownself, with her there's no judgement. ***"it hurts Amy, it really hurt..."*** I said while sobbing I felt her hugged me even more tighter and she's caressing my back, she's always my shoulder to leaned on. ***"shhh, let it out pup, let it all out... Just cry all you want, I'll be here... I'm always be here..."*** she said without breaking the hug. ***"she cheated on me Amy, she just..."*** I begun to cry another bucket of tears while seeing the image of my girlfriend kissing another man, it hurts it really effin hurts. ***"for almost 3 years of being together, she just throws it like a piece of crampled trash, like I'm not worth it"*** I broke down and let my tears run dry. I suddenly felt her breaking the hug and make me face her, she begun to wipe my tears and says ***"shhhh, don't you ever said that you're not-"*** ***"cause I am Amy, I'm a worthless person! "*** I cut her on what she's saying and I felt guilty for shouting at her. ***"no no no, it's okay, hey hey... Listen..."*** she's trying to make me face her again ***"you're worth it pup, you'll always worth it, she just doesn't have any idea what she'd lost"*** She kiss me in my forehead and carress my face. ***"come on pup, let's just go somewhere else"*** she said while started to walk with me towards my car. ***"where are we going at this late Amy?"*** I'm confused while wiping tears from crying. ***"just chill, I'm your personal driver for this night hahaha, come on just sitdown"*** she goes and walk towards the driver seat and get my keys. We drived across town and we stop from a quiet place, it's so dark in here but the beauty of the place is just so peaceful and serene, the light that we only see is from the moon and the stars, Amy started to get a blanket from my car and go into the back of my picked up and she put it like she's making as sleep over in the back of my pick up. ***"come here pup"*** amy shout ***"what are we gonna do here?"*** I asked ***" shower okay we will shower here in the back of your pick up"*** she just frankly said and rolled her eyes. ***"just lay down pup okay we will just star gazing, come on the view is so beautiful"*** she said patiently waiting for me to laydown on her side We were just silently appreciating the view when I started to break the silence. ***"it's beautiful out here"*** I said breaking the silence ***"yeah"*** she just simply said while looking at the stars above us ***"thanks Amy"*** I just said and face her. ***"stop, don't cry again pup, you're so ugly hahahahha"*** she teased me ***"hey I'm not! "*** I pouted ***"hahahah come on I'm just making you smile. Enough of crying pup"*** Amy said while facing me, we are side to side facing each other. ***"hey pup, don't you ever said that you're not worth it, it really hurts when seeing you like this, remember that you were always be worth it, if not for her then for me you are, You deserved more pup"*** she straightly said while looking at my eyes I felt calm while hearing her said that, she comfort me with words that make my heart warm. She makes me laugh in her random stories, she's trying to make me smile and lessen the pain I feel right now. ***"but you know Amy what makes me look like a fool"*** I said She just look at me while smiling ***"that even she cheated on me, I still love her"*** I said and her smile started to fall down into a plain emotion. All became silent, she stand up and said ***"come on pup it's already late"*** she just said without looking at me ***"hey are you mad?"*** I asked her ***"no it's just... It's just late come on let's go to your home"*** she said and walk to the driver seat. The drive to my home felt silent and cold, she just nodding on what I randomly says, is it me or I just see that Amy is mad at me, what did I've done wrong. After almost a month my ex that cheated on me goes to my house and hearing her apologies and that she will never let that thing happens again, I forgive her because I really love her, and being inlove with her is the best feeling, even if it makes me look like a fool ***"hey amyyyyy, I miss you"*** I hugged her like a baby ***"I miss you too pup"*** she said while breaking the hug ***"I've got a good news"*** I excitedly said ***"what"*** she's waiting for me to continue, her eyes are looking at me with joy is all over her face because we seen each other again. She was so busy for this past few weeks because of her studies. ***"we got back Amy, Aly and I are together again"***I said proudly to her, her blank expression started to show again but later on it change to smile but not the smile that reaches her eyes ***"congrats pup"*** she said genuinely ***"thanks Amy, what would I do if you're not my bestfriend"*** I hugged her again ***"Hahaha well, anyways pup I'm gonna go let's catch up another time, I have to do something for my studies"*** before I even got a chance to speak, she walk so fast to her car and drove away. I left here watching her car to be gone, I'm still confused but yeah it's okay atleast the important is I have Aly back and I have my bestfriend know it first. Another bestfriend zone again for us, cheers to the lover we don't have mga bebe, gonna make POV for Amy, hindi pedeng di naten malaman ang feelings ni Amy. I'm still grateful for my first sponsorship @TengoLoTodothank you so much for your kindness.
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@Unwantedsoul
Never me ***If I told you not to go*** ***Would you trust me and never leave*** Your bag of clothes... check The chocolates and lotions in a balikbayan box pagkage... check, Your laptop... Check Passport... Check Hoodie that you're going to wear because you are easy to feel cold... Check Everything is good and ready, you're finally going home, to your family and to your person, to your Lia. You were finish packing all the things because your flight will be tomorrow, after packing all the things your bestfriend Jen came to your door... *"are you done?"* jen said while smiling and holding the dozen can of beers. *"yep"* you were reciprocating the smile she showed you a while ago. You both sit in the sofa where ypu always hangout after a long day of work, she handed you a can of beer and you took it, you both drink and relax yourself in the cozy vibes on your condo in Canada, Jen is your bestfriend and also your coworker, you're both an OFW, and you rent this condo for the both of you. *"You're so excited huh"* jen said while taking a sip on her beer *"yup, too excited to leave you, I'm so sick of your face hahahahahaha"* you said while laughing at her A pillow just hit your face, Jen throw the pillow while glaring at you. *"come on I'm just kidding hahahha"* you smile like an idiot before taking a sip on your beer *"ughhh I hate you"* Jen said with groaning and annoyed in her face. *"I thought you love me"* you act like your acting hurt while touching your chest. Jen looked away from you and you don't know that she's red as tomatoes rightnow, yes Jen is secretly inlove with you since middle school, you were classmate back then but you don't know her feelings for you. *"come on Jen I'm just kidding hahaha, it's just... It's just I'm too excited to see Lia again..."* you said Silenceee... The room felt wrapped in silence ***If I told you to stay with me*** ***Would that be something that will ruin you dream*** ***Sometimes I wish I was*** ***As selfish as everyone else*** ***So I can keep you here*** ***All for myself*** Jen stop midway on drinking his can of beer, after you said that, after she hears the name that she wish she has, the person she wish she is, the perso you love and she wish that she would be that person. *"You miss her that much? "* Jen plainly asked you *"yeah"* you smiling while drinking your beer its your 2nd can of beer, but jen seem like feel to drink tonight she is on her four can of beer, she easil chugged fast the beer like it's a water. ***But we both know*** ***It's not what you need*** ***And we both know*** ***I'm not who you need*** *"my flight is tomorrow Jen, I'm going home tomorrow, and I think I woul stay there for a long while"* you said looking at her *"T-thats great"* she replied to you and smile but her smile never reach his eyes like she always show when she's really happy *"hey Jen... Im going home and you'll be alone here, are you sure you're going to be okay?"* *"oh come on I'm a strong independent woman okay hahahaha"* *"true hahahaha"* She just throw you the empty can of beer and stand up, she's about to walk but she almost fall down bht your fast to catch her, you walk her into her bed and help her to lay down. You're about to go but she held your arms... *"Ple.... s.. E.... Ehtay* " she mumble words that you don't clearly understand *"what?"* you asked her and sit to face her *"p-pl-please stay"* You heard her but you just shrugged it off and just stand up and get a blanket for her *"I love you, I wish I was Lia"* *"it's unfair"* *"I'm the first one you met"* *"I'm the only one on your side always"* *"how come you never see me"* Jen talking while facing her back at you. You thought jen was just drunk, so you just shrugged it off and went to your room. After you shut the door, jen started her silent cry, she cry her heart out, she doesnt know where she get that strength to say those things to you, she just thank the alcohol on her system, because you think that it's the alcohol talking. She just let herself cry in pain and fell asleep that night. ***'Cause by the time you start to head home*** ***And gather your things*** ***I already know the name*** ***That you will instantly heed*** *"bye Jen"* you said while opening your arms for her to hugged you. *"I'm gonna miss you moron"* Jen said to you while tears started to fell down on her face *"take care Jen and also call me every time you want hahahaha"* *"I'll surely call you every seconds until Lia thought I'm your mistress"* Jen joked at you, then you remeber what she last night, the thought of jen being inlove with you without you even noticing, you erased the thoughts when you hear the your destination is already calling you on board *"Come here little puppy hahahh"* you hugged her again really tight like it will be the last time, and you kissed her forehead *" Take care pup, I'll miss you"* *"I'll miss you too pup"* she said You both said your farewell and you walked away ***And we both know*** ***I'm not who you need*** ***And we both know*** ***That it's never me*** You started walking away from jen, and Jen looked at you like she is letting the best thing go and fade away, Jen knew that you will always be her person but for she was just your bestfriend. ***Sometimes I wish I was*** ***As selfish as everyone else*** ***So I can lie to you*** ***And tell you one last thing*** ***I am the one you need*** ***I am the one you need*** Jen sometimes wish that she could own you, she would is she could but this she thinks that this lifetime is not for the both of you, and she's not the one you need, yet sometimes she wish she was. But for now it's time for her to let go and accept the fact that she's not the one you need. It's just a random fiction I was just inspired by this song, awwww ansaket talaga ng kanta na to "never me" by I belong to the zoo, o diba title pa lang hayss ansaya maging masokista hahaha have a goodnight everyone. If you want to listen to the song guys here's the link https://youtu.be/k_od75eclO0 https://youtu.be/k_od75eclO0
@Unwantedsoul
Good evening humanssss!!! Just wanted you guys to listen to the song "Never me" by I belong to the zoo, I know it's an old song way back 2017 yet I wanted to share it to you guys, it's one of my favorite underrated song, hope you like it, I'll make a story inspired by it hehehe keep safe everyone.
@Unwantedsoul
Feels like (woman's pov) ***Looking for the right way to say, "I love you"*** ***In the best kind of way*** ***'Cause it's hard to express, the way I feel, the lines rehearsed*** ***Come stumbling again and again*** You we're sitting in the middle of the crowded place in your school ground, waiting for your friend to show up, it's funny how the term friend won't satiafy you, you knew to yourself it's more than that, now you're here waiting for him, you don't know how you fell for him that fast, you just think that being inlove has no justification, sometimes you just don't have any reason why one time a simple breeze of wind can just slap you in the face and you suddenly realized how important he is to you. ***It's like first time all over again here I stand*** ***Coming over my head*** ***It's sound so vain, it's kinda crazy, hear my words I'm trying to say*** You stand up to look for him, and see him staring, smiling and looking so good in her simple jeans and sweatshirt, he walk towards to you and you don't know how to react so you just did what you always did when things get awkward for you ypu hugged him really tight, and you feel happy because he reciprocates and not feeling shock anymore cause he is used to you being like this, being clingy to him. You both sit face to each other, it's really awkward inviting him just for nothing so you just tell stories about random stuff like you always does, you're not afraid to be yourself when you're with him, he makes you feel safe, with him you don't need to be worried, he's your solace, he's your person. ***I'm in love with you all over again*** ***And it feels like watching how the sunshine's*** ***Getting lost in your eyes*** ***Oh I am in paradise*** You realized he's looking to much at you so you just call him by his name and wave your hand in front of his face, he suddendly look away and feel embarrassed, and he just look like he just came back in reality, you think of him as adorable, you act like you are upset cause he's not listening to your random talks, then he was about to apologized when something caught up in his eyes, you were used to over react on things lile this, so you're worried and make him face you, you blew the dust that caught up in his eyes, after that you feel drown to his big dough eyes, you can feel his warm breath hitting your neck, you feel the your heart beat goes faster, ypu feel lost looking at this masterpiece, and then you just realized that you're too close to his face that you can probably smell his breath that smells like a menthol. ***Feels like breathing for the first time*** ***Holding you so close to mine*** ***I never felt so alive*** ***Like I'm in love with you for the first time*** You step back and laugh at him because that is the only way to get away from that awkward moment a while ago, yeah you think that's the right thing to do, you're afraid that he will hear the sound of your fast beating heart, you're afraid that he will know your feelings. You're scared pn what will happen if he lnew it, you were scraed to lose him as your bestfriend, your coward when it comes to him. You love him but you don't want to risk the friendship you both build just for the sake of your feelings. You were always inlove with him like it's your first time. Hello there guys, if you dont read yet the first part of this title out of my league that's the boy pov, this is only forbthe girl pov. It's just a hopeless story both are afraid to show their true feelings with each other. https://read.cash/@Unwantedsoul/out-of-my-league-once-again-8afa648 https://read.cash/@Unwantedsoul/out-of-my-league-once-again-8afa6488 Hayss ansaket sa ulo ng torpe. Hahahhaha chourrr. Anyways the song is titled "feels like" by Yeng Constantino, if you wanted to listen guys here is the link below https://youtu.be/wPSzGXVOZ7Y https://youtu.be/wPSzGXVOZ7Y
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Out of my league once again ***It's her hair and her eyes today*** ***That just simply take me away*** The way you look at her like she's the only person that you see in a crowded place in your school grounds, like she's a rare jewel that sitting there almost few steps away waiting for you, the way her eyes were like an ocean of wonder while looking for you, the way her simple looks make you blew away from reality. ***And the feeling that I'm falling further in love*** ***Makes me shiver but in a good way*** Your heart feels like bursting out in your chest everytime you look at her, her beauty is intoxicating that could led you off the cliff, you fall deeper each day you spend with her. ***All the times I have sat and stared*** ***As she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair*** ***And she purses her lips, bats her eyes, and she plays with me*** ***Sittin' there, slacked-jaw and nothing to say*** ***I was just sitting looking at you wit*** You walk closer to her and she welcomed you with a tight hug like you never seen each other for a long time, the way she does things like this is not new to you, you're used to her clingyness, her sweetnees, her silly thing she does, the way she acts like an open book to you, she never feared to be her ownself when she's with you, and that's one of the million reason that you fall for her. You we're sitting facing each other, she talks a lot, and laugh at her own jokes, the sound of her laugh that's like music to your ears, her eyes like jewel that sparks in a morning light. ***'Cause I love her with all that I am*** ***And my voice shakes along with my hands*** ***'Cause she's all that I see and she's all that I need*** ***And I'm out of my league once again*** You really love this person right in front of you, you see that future look so bright with her by your side. She's the only person that you'll looking forward to be with in the future, the woman you wanted to spend the rest of your life with, the woman who makes you feel the best person in the world, the woman that you can't wait to make more memories with. ***It's a masterful melody*** ***When she calls out my name to me*** You we're busy looking at her, you were hearing every words she says but you don't understand because you were busy admiring her, then she suddenly calls you by your name, the way your name sounds so perfect everytime it rolled out to her tongue, you never like the sound of your name until it came to her, you begun to act like an idiot, the you feel like you wake up in reality again as she calls you three times and wave her hand in front of you that makes you bring back to reality again. ***As the world spins around her*** ***She laughs, rolls her eyes*** ***And I feel like I'm fallin' but it's no surprise*** She laughed and rolled her eyes at you because she knows you're not listening to her talks, you smiled and trying to get yourself in reality again, but suddenly there's a dust puff in your eyes, she looks at you worried and makes you face her, it's too close, her face is too close to your safe zone, you feel butterflies in your stomach, you feel her warm breath blowing your one eye that is puff with a dust. She looks so worried, like the dust could kill you, she over reacts on everything, and that's make you to have a soft spot on things she does like this, ypu fall even more deeper. ***'Cause I love her with all that I am*** ***And my voice shakes along with my hands*** ***'Cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea*** ***But I'd rather be here than on land*** You really love this woman that makes you special that make you think the phrases "falling in love is great but being inlove with you is even better", you really love your bestfriend, but she doesn't know that you're love for her exceed more than that. You love her but you're afraid to tell her, you're afraid to risk your friendship over your stupid feelings. You're a coward in this kind of situation. ***Yes, she's all that I see and she's all that I need*** ***And I'm out of my league once again*** You're always willing to be with her in every adventure, to watch her everyday, to love her in a secret way, because she's always the one you see and all that you need that makes you out of your league. Just for fun, I really love making stories inspired by a song, anyway this song is titled "Out of my league" by Stephen Speaks, this song is really pure, I really love this song since back then, listening to it and imagining the person you want be with. please listen to it it's really good and gives you chills. https://youtu.be/-k8jPPZMZJI https://youtu.be/-k8jPPZMZJI Thanks for reading guys, hope you enjoy. Anyways just an advice, if you really love the person don't be afraid to take the risks, but still it's up to you. Stay safe guys.
