Small mistakes
When you realize that it takes just a small mistake to walk without your head because everyone seems to be mocking you around. Small mistakes that would determine who you are and the fate of your future.
Hello! Hello everyone! It's Throwback Thursday and it's been a tough day for me. Still, grateful to be able to experience such for me to become wiser the next time around.
Everyone commits mistakes a long the way because there is no perfect person in this world. But sometimes people couldn't bare to accept that you're just a human being bound to make mistakes. There will be mockery and gossips, launghing along those mistakes and it's hard to handle. It's overwhelming and devastating at the same time. Knowing that a small mistake could define your whole being. A mistake that was only taken credit by you because no one would believe it wasn't you at all. And there's no point of explaining or defending yourself from it because they would never believe it. They only believe what they would want to believe. So, stop explaining yourself.
Small mistakes that would determine your future. Between those two options that you've got, you need to think carefully. You need to weight things both it's positive and negative aspects. Oversee the things that is coming your way. But sometimes you can't see everything, sometimes there will be this small mistakes along the way. And at the end nothing will be yours between the two options. One is hard to handle and cannot be manage. Physically, financially and geographically. Other, is between ego and pride that was mocked due to your small mistake. It will be very hard. Emotional aspect would trigger you. It's very upsetting. It's very humiliating. It makes you feel so much guilt.
It is. All of it at a time. Yet, you need to be brave to face the consequence of your action. You need to face the hard truth. And most importantly you need to forgive yourself for doing everything wrong. You are just human being, you're not perfect. No one is perfect. Make room for mistakes for yourself because from that room you will grow. All of it may not lead you with the same fate but not the same fate will lead into a same human being. It's like a twin brought by a mother, same womb but different personality. Same environment but different outlook in life that would lead them to different fate. I hope you get what I mean. Quite vouge words but it is how it is. Life taught hard lessons.
Author's note:
My apologies for not writing for few days now. It's been a hard day, schedules and internet would not meet halfway. Still grateful that I have you right now. I appreciate it so much. Thank you, thank you.
That would be all for today. God bless.
Dili man jud na ikalimod ng makabuhat ta'h sayup Mamsh. Nakakabit na na's atung kinabuhi nang kasaypanan pero siyempre bisan paman ana nga kamatuoran, paningkamutan nato nga pilion ang makamaayu.