An Emotionless Person

Well, sorry for the absence but I was very busy in life so much that I hadn't had any time to visit the platform. The reason was my grandmother was in the hospital and died a silent death. And so lots of rituals and traditions are done after her death and I was kind of involved in that, also the network in my village is very bad haha.

But that's not the issue. In recent events, I have found some things about myself regarding the way I feel emotions and react to them. You know how the atmosphere in the house can be when a person has been dead recently. Sad, filled with melancholy but among the sad faces there was one who was normal like nothing happened and that was me.

Don't jump to conclusions, I loved my grandmother but I don't know why but when people die I act emotionless. I did feel sad but just for a minute. It's as if I was ready to know it. I noticed about this in more recent incidents also where some of my dear ones passed away. I accepted their death without any sadness and sometimes that make me feel emotionless.

And it's not like a mental problem as I don't think much about it, but one of my cousins pointed out this some days ago and I thought of writing about it. As I felt very odd that I was the only one like that in my house. So I would like to know if any other person feels like this.

I know this is not normal and this behavior is kind of how psychopaths think and hey don't be scared, lol. It's just a part of how their thinking works not that I completely think like that.

Final Thoughts

I don't think I need to visit a Psychological doctor as I will completely forget this feeling tomorrow, lol I am sure of it. So I am kind of asking my dear friends to share their views on my reaction to such incidents. Be bold don't think that I will take it as a bad thing, say what you truly want to say.

Have A great week as after 17th April only I will be free from every left ritual.

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