Keep Spirit
If you are still not successful in life. Just keep fighting with it. Never stop in trouble. If by doing good people are still suspicious of him, ignore him, even slander him blindly.
Just stay consistent, fight for your rights on the battlefield. This world is so cruel, crueler than the Holocaust if that's true.
When you want to quit, you may even be contemplating suicide. Remain firm in the belief that after this there will be light. Whisper in your heart that God made you not in vain. Everything will be calculated.
In Japan there is a forest at the foot of Mount Fuji for those who want to hara-kiri / suicide, in America there is a red bridge whose story is covered with blood and tears. Maybe you start asking is there such a thing around you?
Stop your babbling immediately. You are indeed from nature back to nature. But you are different from the trees, the animals that jump here and there. You are the same as living with them.
But not both die, they die to the ground, you also become the ground. That's a story on logic, but actually you are carrying the biggest trust on your shoulders, for you to be held accountable on the day of reckoning.
You are unique, you are great, you are special made by God, so be enthusiastic, don't give up on failure. Love yourself as the God of the universe loves you.