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@Tegesan234 When I was a kid

Humans Change, VERY FAST I like to smile when I see little children, sometimes thinking; "If they grow up, what kind of destiny will they tread?" Life is always changing, changing too fast instead. Have we ever taken a moment to stare at the past? Staring at our childhood, looking back at the times when we were half-aged, staring at the times when we started to learn the meaning of maturity. I just can't be an adult yet. Living in comfort makes me always want to be pampered,…

@Tegesan234 Life advice

New year and change A friend said he would start to change, later, right after the first burst of these new year's fireworks went off. When the boisterous trumpets are sounded in the middle of the New Year's Eve. When people shout “HAPPY NEW YEAR!”, when they cheer, jump, hug. Or maybe, when some people are more comfortable renting a hotel and spending the new year as a couple. That's when my friend will change. Thus the promise. I smirked then. Do you have to wait for the…

@Tegesan234 Working out

Free to move and breathe How long have you been sitting in the same place today? Maybe an hour, two hours, or even you have forgotten how much time you spent sitting still today. It could be because of work that requires us to spend more than half of our day just staring at the screen and trying to complete all the tasks that are close to the deadline. Can you remember the last time you moved freely and took deep breaths in the clear air? It is likely that not many of us…

@Tegesan234 Romance stories

Love Don't Be Blind Again I found, those who are in love, then become blind. Again I warned, "You may fall in love, but don't be blind." The woman nodded. "Yes," in his voice. But I can't read his heart. I've never been this deep into a woman's heart. Maybe, because we are both Aries. Those who keep all wounds. Own. Cautiously he asked, my opinion, about a man's name. A man whose face I've never met in my time, but I'm starting to hear his name more often through my ears. I…

@Tegesan234 Love & heartbreak

Caring for Wounds I should be crying. At least partly share their grief and tears. But actually I laughed. This is not my story that I laugh at, but about a woman whom I consider my own sister. Between petty with the suffer or even laugh because stupidity. Irony indeed, because actually stupidity is something that should be mourned, but if it is maintained, it's better for us to just laugh. I do not know haw many years he kept his love. About the man she still remembers even…

@Tegesan234 Poems I wrote

Morning Sun This morning the sun greets with wings beautiful wings shiny and bright dressing persada that started to petal to welcome afternoon and this morning I want to make a river in your heart and upon its banks I will sat and watched the flow who walked quietly until absorbed in the beauty of a gentle gurgling taste A river that I made in your heart this morning don't want to just sit on its edge and watch the flow I want to dive and swim across water that is clear and…

@Tegesan234 Big questions

Judge Fairly Judging fairly is one form in itself which is difficult to pursue. Often when we hate someone, we are unable to judge fairly. Too much distortion occurs when we judge people we hate. In association, I meet people who hate other people. In their eyes, after the arrival of hatred, the best things that come from those who are hated are not considered, instead they are categorized as one of hypocrisy. Those who are hated are people who are born to be wrong. Vice…

@Tegesan234 Folk tales & legends

Nothing Lasts Forever, It Must Pass A wise man once asked a ringmaker to engrave a sentence on the inside of the wise man's ring, the sentence was: "nothing lasts forever, this must pass." After the ring was finished carving, the sage continued his journey. Along the way, he started working as a laborer for a large company owned by the richest man in town. The wise man worked diligently even more diligently than most of the other workers. A worker asked him, "why do you work…

@Tegesan234 Big questions

Stare inside Maybe I'm the worst human being ever present in this world. About steps that are increasingly clubbing, teetering along all the scattered thorns and pebbles. Not to mention the mud that sticks and becomes tough, as well as the moss that smoothes the whole road. Time and time again I slipped. Many times I repeat all the mistakes with hasty steps. I am a human being who today is worse than yesterday. I'm still taking care of other people's roads. Yelling them…

@Tegesan234 Big questions

Only For Humans I see girls, boys. Are they humans or animals? If animals, let me call them females and males. You see. The women you say are reformers, those with ideas of equality. They are nothing but fools. They're just dandies. They prostitute women back to animal savagery. They groom the women and then the men chuckle and then what happens: men no longer judge women from femininity other than beauty. There is no longer a price for fresh ideas baked from women's brains.…

@Tegesan234 Being alone

Solitude Rebellion One afternoon, during a conversation, my friend couldn't believe it when I said that I rarely do things alone. I don't shop alone, I don't drink coffee alone, I don't go to the doctor myself, whatever it is, I'm not alone. He couldn't believe it. He always felt that I was an introvert figure, those who are comfortable in solitude, shy, and think before speaking. So when I reluctantly do everything without a friend, my whole figure in his mind seems to be…

@Tegesan234 Poems I wrote

Greetings Twilight Greetings twilight that goes on veranda hillside dance like a butterfly accompany the beetle kiss the rose petals with petals longing until the light steps into the twilight the beautiful one Beautiful twilight greetings to the shade of the forest that is chanted peace about the song of the birds jump on the branch chirp like a handsome angel blowing the flute of life until the vibration of the soul soars in air Beautiful twilight greetings to the noise…

@Tegesan234 Poems I wrote

Have you ever known? Did you know about taste About Language About everything that comes out of me have you ever felt About a reason and about a little attention and a little longing Have you ever read The face that melts with feelings Words Blended with Courage And the attention you may never know and you feel it's all from me Everything From My Heart From a sincerity About the beauty of sincerity And just for a smile Love left unspoken Why Everything Hurts I feel alone I…

@Tegesan234 Life advice

Turning Weaknesses into Strengths Accepting the situation and hoping for a better situation are not two contradictory things. Both are complementary and therefore both can be compared, only the timing is different. We accept what has happened and hope for what might happen. Unfortunately, more people lament the bad luck that befell them and are disappointed with what they get, and more often worry about their future. There are concerns that are valuable and some are…

@Tegesan234 Poems I wrote

Tears (Again) I understand that feeling. About a heart that is hard to freeze, represented by the drops of water that fall from your two beautiful eyeballs. You may ask, why do I know when I have not experienced it? So I answered, because our hearts are connected. What happened to you, I feel too. So it's not a good idea to keep it to yourself. I know the human heart is sometimes as wide as the ocean, but even the deepest troughs have limits. Let's sit down at a table. Let's…

@Tegesan234 Poems I wrote

Shoots You are a tree that I want to care for like a flower Because it's beautiful, that's not an excuse Someday you will grow in my hands Seeing different every day From two leaves, new shoots, flower buds It doesn't matter if it doesn't bloom It's okay if it doesn't bear fruit Not the beautiful flowers I want to see It's not expensive the fruit I want to sell I just want you to grow shady Until thick can make me lean Tired of getting old picking up the leaves And what you…

@Tegesan234 Poems I wrote

Song About Rain Rain is falling. Then I closed my eyes. Hear every rhyme from the water that falls to the earth. About the wind colliding, between the water and the leaves embracing each other. Wet ground. I listened to their stories, about the longing held back. Soared up and then tied. Until, they let go of what has been stored for a long time. Everyone started running. Leaving the wet that began to sweep. Raising his hands to cover his head, he took steps to look for…

@Tegesan234 Health & the body

Hallucination It's just getting worse. Suddenly I thought about hitting the clock in the lower right corner of my laptop screen. I felt like stopping time, but just as I was about to do it I realized: no one can stop time. I've been sleeping for almost a week after sunrise. Sometimes it's 8 am, sometimes it's 9. Sometimes I don't even sleep at all. There's a process I have to pursue and I'm really nervous. When I was shocked how stupid I was with the brain capacity that…

@Tegesan234 Romance stories

A piece of hope a man A man of hope Trying to arrange a heart from the broken pieces Learn to stand up straight from adversity Trying to run from the misery of the heart The man who is always rejected A man of hope The man sat down. Just as those words killed his soul, he felt utterly defeated. Never like this, NEVER. He rejected him, with a very gentle but lightning-like repulsion to his wry souls, souls untouched by challenge and maturity. "Sorry, but at the moment I don't…

@Tegesan234

Let's Green the Earth Do you realize how our earth, whether here or in other parts of the world, is in crisis. Global warming, the greenhouse effect, waste oil on the beach, and indirectly we will also feel the effect. El Nio, La Nia, is the effect of global warming. And all of that is the work of human hands, starting from the industrial revolution in England. Not only gas pollution, we also easily throw plastic waste everywhere, and we do it without guilt. Do we know that…

@Tegesan234 Hard times

Offering Sorrow There is a lot of sadness to offer in every journey of life. Even joy must be offered, lest it be too sweet, salty, or bitter. Most people never offer themselves to happiness, like the sweet that always lives inside of us. We continue to consume the sweetness of life so that we have no room to remember that in every episode, there is sadness. Sadness often come with a variety of flavors. I sometimes feel it as something bitter, bitter than medicine. Sometimes…

@Tegesan234 Big questions

At the end of the line Every time the guy glanced at me with the corner of his eye, just as our eyes met afterward, he always asked, "What are you looking for?" And, I was always the same, just silent. Confused. Abstrud. Too floating. I don't know what to answer. I couldn't even afford a simple answer, let alone a detailed answer about the simple thing he always asked. What am I looking for? I'm actually looking for "me". The real me is not lost, but the "me" that has yet to…

@Tegesan234 Love & heartbreak

Even men cry... Once upon a time, I had a crush on a woman. A woman with a strong desire I want to marry, of course I want to marry her as an adult, not the old me who was still too childish and unable to be independent. That woman means so much to me, even between her and the god is like only a thin line. I adore him too much. That woman with the passage of time I love more than the princess. Although maybe until now he would never realize how much he meant to me, but that…

@Tegesan234 Being a man

Be Anything, Anyone I like changing roles. Be anything, anyone. But unfortunately, I'm stuck with the characters that I play. I became a reduction, a distortion, I lost the real me. I searched, but he had run away. I often call the lost ME “he” or “the man” or “the man”. I lost him, a man who was a man (a dizzying ). First born, I was brought up in a spoiled role. The distinctive character of the last child, the only man. Whatever I want, it's always there. I was not allowed…

@Tegesan234 Romance stories

Share Heart My heart for you is like your heart that you gave to me. Love penetrates all boundaries, even through eleven dimensions. A friendship I try to carve, so that each of us can call it: ETERNAL. One day I said, "My heart is breaking." He's rowdy. Ask. Asked me to speak up. I wonder why he's the one crying. He was the one who threw away the tears from his beautiful eyes. Asking me to speak up, what's the story behind the broken heart. I am quiet. Mute. Choose to save.…

@Tegesan234 Stories I wrote

Empty I wonder how the rain feels when it falls. Do you feel a lot of pain? Or is this what he expects? He said He is a Grace from the Almighty. But many of the Humans who sometimes worship and then curse for various reasons. I wonder, did the rain notice it too? When it rains like this, will I curse too? Behind the tightly closed window, the rain continued to fall. And who dares to stop him? There isn't any. The word echoed in his skull. It throbs in every nerve even when…

@Tegesan234 Poems I wrote

Miss Tone Dark skies cover mega blue Like a heart that turns gray Fade the lights of the heart. Along with the frenzy that circulated at that time. The wind blows the silence. In the illusion of life. Between the lines of God's destiny. That closes the void. If......... Time can heal old wounds. Which has turned into a dilemma. In the illusion of a mirage. Eliminate longing in the world. Tears of longing rule over the tragic story. In the midst of a beautiful and sweet…

@Tegesan234 Poems I wrote

Hope At the end of the never ending reciprocated.. I'm still standing alone Staring at the sky.. Create hope.. I'm always cornered with a wait.. Which in the end I had to crash into a reality.. Hard reality that must be a friend of everyday life.. It hurts to be someone who is always waiting.. Expect more to be loved, and always do what's best for the heart.. Although sometimes the struggle is never appreciated.. And sincerity is always ignored.. For some reason.. Sometimes…

@Tegesan234 Love & heartbreak

I like this taste One hour was so long when I once again looked at the time. See how the seconds move. Alternating numbers. They move to a rhythmic beat but not to my uncontrollably beating heart. I hope no one hears, no one can hear. As time goes by, I wait for you to move with all my heart. Ohh... I love this taste. When I pay attention to the time, people look back at me. Whisper with his friend without hesitation. As if people's happiness is foreign, but who cares. I…

@Tegesan234 Learning a language

Feeling Good & Happy It is normal to talk to friends and family when you are happy. All the time, you want to express why you are happy and want to share your happiness with those close to you. In this lesson, let's look at the various ways in which you can express yourself when you are happy. Here are some examples. "I’m very happy right now." "I’m happy." "I haven’t been this happy in a long time." "I don’t think I can be any happier right now." "He is very happy." "She is…

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