It's not who I am....

Sometimes I want to treat people like they treated me but it's not the real me. Sometimes I want to make them regret their thinking and movements toward me but I am not that bad.

Sometimes I also want them to feel the pain they gave me but I am not them. I am bearing everything so it doesn't mean I don't feel pain. I want you to realize I am better than you think.

Sometimes I also want to treat you the same but It's not me. I can't stop myself from loving you, caring about you, supporting you. Why can't you see who I am? I am much better.