I am talking about two small incidents in my personal life to explain the matter. Hopefully, even if the events are personal to me, if there is anything to learn, the reader will not mind reading it at all.
Fact one
Now if you have to mentally prepare for an operation with complete anesthesia on an emergency basis, what would you do then? To many it was as simple as cake but for me it was very difficult. Because maybe I didn’t know how to make a hasty decision. In 2012, I was suddenly taken to the Jalalabad Clinic at Madhushahid in Sylhet. I was then being given emergency anesthesia for my gallbladder stone operation.
I knew in a few seconds I would be completely numb. 100 thoughts immediately went through my head. I personally believed in a theory. That is - ‘Hope for the best, prepare for the worst’. So, I hoped for something better and started thinking — if I don't regain consciousness or the operation is not successful, then what I need to do is the most. I immediately apologized for an unknown mistake in the name of the creator. I know why at the moment I think, even if God forgives me, some people will never forgive me. Because I could not give a satisfactory answer to a common question.
So I promised to try to answer this question if I survived. I can't say anything after that. When I regained consciousness, I realized that the operation was going well. Whatever it was, my students would ask me - ‘Sir, what can I do best if I study?’ I wrote my detailed opinion on Facebook after recovering. Still, about 15-16 students got jobs after reading their enthusiastic opinions even after finishing their studies. This number is the number of people who told me. I believe there are many more who did not tell me.
Whatever it was, I learned and wrote about how to make the right decisions even in the most difficult of times. And, if he has less than a minute on hand, he has to take advantage of it.
Fact two
About three or four weeks ago I was bleeding with cough. When he went to the doctor, he did not see any reason for it and allowed him to do a cough test and chest X-ray. Their report was good but my blood was coming with the cough. The doctor then referred me to a nose-ear-throat specialist. After various tests, he also found no cause and sent me to the thoracic specialist. The doctor did not find anything after testing me for TB and bronchitis. He later gave me a life-threatening test. I knew what I was going to test! Then I thought, yes! I think it would be better not to know the education! What test I was going to, I could not understand! But, the thing I can do is keep myself free from all kinds of worries and work out how to make the most of the present, even if it's bad.
If my condition worsens, I need to be hospitalized. At that time I was undergoing various experiments. Lying in a hospital bed, I thought that many people would be in such a state of anxiety that their condition would be so bad that they would have to be taken to life support! So, I started writing on my cell phone about ‘Ways to Get Rid of Anxiety’ and gave the Prothom-alo to North America, which was published last Friday. Whatever it is, I am currently healthy with the blessings of everyone through just one antibiotic treatment on the advice of a doctor.
This incident also teaches me the same lesson. You have to make the right decision even in difficult times of life by taking advantage of time by keeping yourself free from worries without worrying about anything. Because the work of our daily life is also our prayer. If we do our work at the right time with the importance of time, fulfill the responsibility, in fact it is the prayer of the Creator.
The two things that teach me together are that our lives are too short for prayer. How small? Less than a minute after the anesthesia of that operation theater. So, take advantage of that short time, pray to the Creator.
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Excellent writing. Carry on