I am going through a lot of stress these days, that got me asking myself several questions about myself. I have a lot of pain these days, due to many efforts to go over my pain.Furthermore, I had to neglect some task undone.
Occasionally, it takes me a whole day to complete a single task. How I wonder what it feels like when I see that people are complaining about the effect that they undergo after broken relationship.
Well, I did not take it so serious, as though it is not going to happen to me. I never believed that I could witness the kind of pain that I am facing at the moment.
Maybe I will just have to endure it.Probably, it might not last for a long while.All I just hope for us that I could overcome my pain before it will break me down completely.
Breaking up is essential if there is problem in the relationship. If the two are not making any good thing out of the relationship.
Every so often, when the relationship is all about frustration, break up is necessary, but not when you are enjoying it, and you are ready to put all that you've gotten into the relationship.
When all your attention is needed, when all your input is needed, when you have all the odds already.
When you cannot tolerate the outcomes anymore, you can just walk out of the relationship when there is still a chance to exit.I have accepted all her odds and accepted her the way she was.
She is not the most beautiful women in the world and I know that, she did not graduate as the best student from university, she does not know how to cook international delicacy.
No, she is not perfect, and I accepted that, but no one does it better than her. As far as my feelings is telling me, no one will be able to take her place only in my heart.
My loving dear heart has already chosen you that we will be together for long time or probably the whole lifetime. I met her at a friend's house, and we had disagreement, she kept on nagging at me until the day that I confronted her.
She stopped nagging and was acting as if I caused her pain. I apologized and we became friends right away. That was how we met.
How we met doesn't matter to me anymore.I might not be interested in that anymore. I don't feel like those memories of how we met will become anything good to me anymore, rather than that it is to cause me more pain.
We would play rough at times, just like we are both the same gender. She stood as my friend, and my loving friend. Today, that is just a memory.
I will have those memories to tell and console myself each time that the pain is in me again. Now, I am feeling bored as there is no more motivation in me to even do anything.
No one to scold me for waking up late from bed anymore. That's one of the things she does for me when we are still together.
She will not let me wake up late, she always warm water for me to bathe and make tea for me in the morning. She means a lot to me. Though, I wasn't observant enough from the preset of the relationship.
I should have discovered that the relationship will not lead to the endpoint that I was expecting. She was planning to punish me.
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Actually, I got a clue, but, I didn't find out what it was all about. I noticed that she saved my contact number with “my bank”. When I asked her, she told me that she actually mean?She told me that it means “my love bank”.
I was curious for a little time, but I didn't notice any other thing so suspicious.She left me all of a sudden. She said to me, "it won't work out again, our relationship has ended”.
I could not believe it when the tears roll down my cheeks. She left immediately after saying that. We only had little argument. Now we broke up. She is gone forever.
This is a combination of reality and little touch of fiction, but not my story, actually. Nobody has broken up with me or broken my heart. Thanks for reading through. I am genuinely grateful.
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