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@Stea in March 2022

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I went to watch a movie today, directed by my favorite Director. It had good actors and some amazing side actors too! Oh and my childhood celebrity crush also! But the movie was horse apples. How come? I still wonder why didn't I like it.

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I don't think you love me. I don't think you respect me either. But I have always loved you. Sadly, I love respect more than I loved you. I have so many people who love me. Tell me right from wrong without making me feel bad. Listen to me without judging me. But most importantly, make me feel safe. The negative parts of our relationship were too much to ignore and focus on the positive parts. It's best if we don't speak for sometime. I cannot walk backwards after all this…

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Five minutes of Instagram makes me feel better than talking to them. Imagine! Instagram is designed to make you feel awful about your life!

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February Report! In February I saved a total of $13.80, compared to $6.90 in January, which is so shocking. I was less stingy to tip this month! So that's a good thing too! So yesterday my numb brain uploaded a post about the movie without adding a picture, so here it is:)

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Not my Dad saying if I get a job with a good pay, it'll spoil me because I'm too young to handle my finances 😭

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I spend 35$ and went through a painful procedure to become practically dysfunctional. Part of the reason I was inactive. I had to request a small girl to press the elevator button for me. Heck, I can't unzip my pants without hoping around the house or tie my hair without help. Heck, I can't scratch my head 😭 But, it's sooo pretty! Like a love hate relationship with my 4.5 inch stilettos.

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When I ask help for opening up the water bottle or with tying my hair, my family rejects it and tells me to do it myself. I end up doing it myself. Once I learn how to make a fist, it's over for y'all! Do you know anyone who's wealthy and has a hand fetish? I have pretty hands that can't do anything.

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I walk a lot these days. Sometimes, I lose my way, like this lane. I talk a lot too. I lose my way, my train of thoughts, sometimes my voice too. But in the end, it's all worth it:)

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Good morning y'all! It's Sunday:)! I had an awesome week which is probably why I was inactive here. I don't have a lot to say, or, in other words I've nothing left to say. All week, I called up different friends and spoke to them for hours, while walking. I walked for an average 10 kms. This picture is from last night when I called up a friend to talk about random things.

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I'm sending letters to this one person on Slowly, and damn, some of these letters bring a wide smile on my face:). Thanks @rektflip for introducing me to this application. I spend my day eagerly waiting for his letters. It's so cute. Once I get a place of my own, I'd want to write handwritten letters :)

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Driving late night while listening to soothing music is so liberating. It's almost like the outside world doesn't exist. Sometimes, or more time than I can remember, I go out for drives to calm myself. What about you?

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So today I went out for some work, and the lady at the reception there took 30 minutes to search my name from the list. She had no laptop! We live in 21st century Mumbai where every kid in the house has a laptop, yet the receptionist of a good company was left to work with papers. Thankfully, she was patient, I was patient, and we found it. Which is awesome, unlike last time when they called me to the place and upon reaching, they told me that the required resources were…

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So today I went light on the dinner. I had some boiled beetroot and oranges. Then I had my actual dinner. And then finally some chips. Some green grapes to end the day:)

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I'm so tired. What do we have to talk about today? I didn't do much. I opened my eyes and it's already 3 pm. I had a lavish lunch too. Everything's different when Mum's home. Lunch is not just a meal, it's all the extras that she gives with the meal. Boiled beetroot, pan fried potatoes, rice, fenugreek bhaji, cottage cheese, and a dip. I'll have milk now. What did you have for lunch?

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So today I didn't do anything interesting. Woke up at noon, ate dosas, and watched some news on WION. My daily routine, whatever it might be, always include calling a friend and talking to him for 3 hours, while walking. We're both very talkative and always have something or the other to say. I really enjoy his company. The best part is none of us are looking to date. So no unnecessary flirt-a-ship, which I love! Just pure conversation regarding life and movies :)! As part…

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New profile picture! This is my favorite picture from this year. It was taken on my birthday. My face is glowing and looks vibrant. This is my small attempt to get attention from the noise admin to remind him that I'm not an account that posts spam content and there's a real face behind this account. I'm not too sure if it works, but I hope I get free tips!:) Feel free to flatter lol. Flattery works best for me :)

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Edit- Why on Earth would they reject this post to be uploaded on the Share your everyday life channel?! So fooood last night was romaine lettuce for side, and a tomato gravy made from lentils and spinach, garnished well with some more greens. It might sound odd to the non vegetarian world, but the mix and match of all the ingredients blends well. And, it's healthy too, very healthy! I must add, I felt like a cow eating all that lettuce hehehe

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Quick question, so once you upload a post on a channel, 'Share your daily life ', how many days does it take for them to approve it? I miss when I was in the auto post list :(

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This is how the Campus Placement that didn't even begin, already went down the drain for me, The first company that shortlisted me called me up and told me I have an interview for A, B, and C roles. I informed them I had applied for the X, Y, and Z roles. They told me they'll forward my CV to the concerned department. I haven't heard from them yet. The second company where I had applied for X, Y, and Z roles told me that "there's a change in plans and now they only require…

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Edit- The main reason I hate posting in channels is that the moderators reject the post without giving any reasons. I read the rules carefully and followed them, despite that, the post was rejected at the moderator's convenience. So today Mum bought a kilo or more of Romanian Lettuce. Breakfast lunch and dinner shall only be a salad from tomorrow I'm assuming hehe. In other news, I thought I'll start sharing my daily news in channels to get more views. This was the post.…

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Those are all good tips. Very useful for me, specially when I know I'll go and do the exact opposite lol.

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So today for lunch I had Romaine lettuce, boiled beetroot and Kadhi. Kadhi makes me happy from inside:) If you don't know what Kadhi is, too bad I posted about it in my old account. It's like an elevated or glorified Tomato soup. It was a favorite dish of our once Prime Minister. Maybe I should atleast put the recipe no? In a pan, put 2-3 spoons of oil, few curry leaves, a spoonful of cumin seeds, half a spoon of mustard seeds, and very little fenugreek seeds. You have to be…

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I was shortlisted for my dream job, at my dream company at my dream package. It all looked too good to be true. But, it all showed on my portal, very clearly, all the details. Looks like it was indeed too good to be true. The interview was scheduled today and I never received a link. I was anxious all night waiting for their mail, but didn't receive any. I don't understand the company policy. If they have shortlisted me, they should take the interview, right?

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I have an interview tomorrow. I hate the role, pay, and the company. But that's not the worst part. They're located in the outskirts of the city. Why, why would a person travel from the city to the outskirts for a low paying job where there's not much to learn either? I have decent opportunities here. Maybe not for the role that I'm looking for, but they're good. Thank you.

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Schindler's List Life is beautiful 12 years a slave, Have you watched any of these movies? Did it cause uneasiness in your stomach? These movies are beautiful because it portrays the uncomfortable truth. This is why I pray of you to watch Kashmir Files. It has a 10/10 rating on IMBD. I want you to talk about it too. It left everyone crying in the theatres. People gave standing ovations for over 10 minutes.

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Soooo yesterday in one theatre while the movie Kashmir Files was playing, they muted it. In an another theatre, they switched off the ac. The tickets are expensive. The movie is not allowed to be promoted. Yet, it's a big hit! People are coming out crying. It has been trending on Twitter since a week. #Kashmirfiles. Go check out!

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Mornings like these keeps me awake until 4 in the morning. Don't we all love summer? Summer only reminds me of vacations. It's only March, and we're almost at 36°C. In other news, it's impossible to drive where I live.

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One of the two things happened, either I'm getting good at photography *finally*, or the sunsets are getting prettier. In other news, I had a little stunt with a very close friend/potential date. We've been artificially good since last night. I've been avoiding terms of endearment, and he also views an inevitable distraught in our relationship. In anyway, I see him trying his best to mend everything, I'm the one who's being annoying. I thought it was best for me to take a…

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Where is Steam and why hasn't she posted in a few days? She's busy falling in love, see ya besties 😚

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So I was offline since Thursday. It was a long weekend here. Not that I work, so everyday is a holiday for me, but I was awfully busy to post anything. So many things happened meanwhile! Thursday I went for a movie. Friday went to play holi, and met some friends in the evening. Saturday I was talking to a friend all day :)) Sunday I cooked and was busy dreaming. I shall update on everything post by post. Happy Monday :)

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So on Friday I went to meet some friends, and my hair behaved so well. It was an expensive place and the ambience was good:) The pictures have come good, thanks to my freshly washed hair. What shampoo do I use?! I don't! My friend noticed, 'oh you have such a pretty face, why do you cover it with your hair?' I hadn't realized until then that I have a habit of covering my face with my hair. Maybe I'm still insecure about the scar I have on my face. In other news, the job…

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So today I woke up to a series of cute messages from a friend. My career path may be doomed but my love life might soon see some light:) Good morning y'all:)

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Soo today for lunch I had crispy dosas (savory pancakes) with coconut dip, or chutney. My day went off slow. I didn't do much. Infact, I didn't do anything. How about you?

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So today I didn't do anything much and it's already lunch time. I had some rotis, cauliflower, boiled beetroot and milk. Am I too old to be speaking on the phone for 6 hours until 4am? I don't know, I really liked it, I type while blushing:) How long have you conversed on the phone for? Also, have you seen the movie Before Sunrise? I want to experience something like that. I have once spoken to a stranger on the train, we spoke until after midnight and few hours the next day…

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So I spoke to some friends today, old and new, and this is the conclusion- The guy I have a thing going on, the guy on whom I have a crush on, the guy who has a crush on me and my ex all live in the same city. Except, I live in an another city! What an exciting life to live no?!

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I got a call from my dream Company, dream Location, but not the role I want. Again, like last time it looks too good to be true. Let's see :)!

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'I cheated on you', he said. 'How can you cheat on me when we're not even in a relationship?', I asked. 'Oh ya' 'But how did you manage to do that?' 'I'm meeting a girl tomorrow who has a boyfriend, but I have a crush on her', he said. I swear I'm surrounded by some of the best people on the planet.

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I edited the suit out of this picture, yet it's less fake than my happiness:') Good morning! Y'all feel the weekend?! I never slept:)

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'But you are special no?' Not sure if he's flattering me or calling me dumb. Some of these euphemisms are getting out of hands. Have you been called 'special? ♥🥰

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I managed to fuck up two interviews in one day. Welcome to a day in my life :)!

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It's really sunny outside, and my face has turned red. Guess why is my face red and I shall tip you a dollar:) (lol jk, I'm broke, maybe I'll send a kiss across) 1. It could be because of the heat allergy (I'm brown btw) 2. *he called* 3. I rubbed the handkerchief harshly across my face to get rid of the sweat 😭 Answer quickly, I want to read your comments and I'm jobless presently:)

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Woke up with regrets. Don't even ask,just drop a 'take care' :)

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The kind of advice I give to my friends- You should learn xyz skill. And then I would inform them about the best place to learn and a cheaper alternative. I also really motivate them to do so. The kind of advice I receive from my friends- You should leave him. Distance relationships never work. And somehow I end up taking their advice. I don't know if they're being toxic or care for me.

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So apples, watermelon, papayas, chikoo, guava, kiwi and dragon fruits! There's all at home. My mom's obsession with feeding me fruits is getting extreme 😭. In other news, my cheeks have become rosy pink. All thanks to Mumma feeding me boiled beetroot with meals. My pee has also become pigmented lol. What's your favorite fruit? Mine are pineapples, then I like oranges too:)!

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I'd like to call myself a photographer now. Sunday has been good, I woke up with a smile and a back pain:) I was not productive though. Fuck it's Monday. I think I'll have a bath now and be productive the second half.

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If you know the song, sing along with me! I'm a complete moron, moron, moorooon, I'm a complete moron, who likes to fuck things up. I am grieving, I am grieving, I am grieving, but I deserve it all!

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How can a teetotaler be high on dumb bitch juice is beyond me. Of course I mean it metaphorically.

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So today I was looking forward to have a dessert. I kept my favorite bowl ready. When I came back to the kitchen, I saw my bowl gone. I don't know what happened to me, I stood there like a statue with no emotions, turned back to the room and started bawling. Of course, the unavailability of my favorite bowl was not the underlying reason for tears. It was definitely something else.

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For breakfast we have curd, pickles and methi paratha. Of course, this is not today's breakfast. I'm still on bed. Of course, this was not breakfast at all because I had it during lunch.

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Or until one falls in love with the other. Why are men so weak? Its 2022. A boy and a girl can be friends! Dedicating to all the good conversations that had to be ended -.-' Waiting for @sleepyjey 's Sunrise post:)

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'Steam, you're the prettiest and sweetest girl I've been with' Ok, but then, why did he leave -.-' Being single is boring, if you want space and all, you should join NASA.

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So today I decided to make guava juice. Something didn't feel right. Who drinks guava juice, right? Then I experienced a brain freeze. Felt better. If you got it, hit that sub! Anyway, in other news, my nail extensions are gone, now I don't have to request little girls to press the elevator buttons. Good evening y'all!