@Stea 1 March 2022 more from that month

I don't think you love me. I don't think you respect me either. But I have always loved you. Sadly, I love respect more than I loved you. I have so many people who love me. Tell me right from wrong without making me feel bad. Listen to me without judging me. But most importantly, make me feel safe. The negative parts of our relationship were too much to ignore and focus on the positive parts. It's best if we don't speak for sometime. I cannot walk backwards after all this growth. Please understand, I don't hate you. I hate myself for being with you (or if it was any other person). If it makes sense? Good night, A, thank you for the lovely birthday wish:)