What's up to everyone I just wish that all of us are in a good condition, wherever you are right at this moment know that God is always on your side, I just want to let you know guys that I'm so happy being a part in this community what I'm telling now is not a flattery thing this is sincerely what I feel since I joined here, I found a friendship, a family even in a virtual way. In this community not only do we learn about cryptocurrency how the movement of a market cap, but also we learned from other people's achievements and failures. Our life becomes an open book we share our ups and downs the hardships in our daily lives, and how we overcome those battles that we encounter so since the previous article of mine was about the struggle that I'm facing I guess 2weeks to be exact so for today's topic that I'm going to share from the title "Testimony".

In life, problems are part of our daily basis it exists whether we like them or not but we accept that this is the reality that life is not always a bed of roses there is a thorn ahead, and all we have to do is to be strong enough to not easily give up because this is only a trial and always bear in mind that God never gives us problems that don't have a solution. There is always a solution.

To give justice to my article entitled Testimony here it is:

It was all started in October wherein I received the chat from my family that my grandmother was already in a critical condition and just to let you know she's the one taking care of me when I was young and from that moment I feel that anytime by now she's gone forever that by the time I come home I can't see her anymore.

October, 18 was the time that my grandmother passed away, it's hard for me to know that I can't attend her burial.

I was in the middle of mourning the death of my grandmother and also it involves money matters wherein my family think that I have a lot of money and you know when you have a misunderstanding in your family it gives you a burden that instead of understanding each other it turns out to being apart since then I was devastated I have the feeling that I'm alone facing the problems.

On October 23 the sister of my boss gives birth although I expect already that by the time the sister of my boss gives birth my work will increase for sure because she will stay here for a month or more but then I'm not expecting that my problems in my family affect my job or shall we say my problems coming worse because it's difficult for me to handle my feelings I feel so tired physically and emotionally.

Physically because of more workload I don't have time to rest and I feel like being abused in the sense that ill finish my work at 2 am and must be I wake up at 8 am.

Emotionally because every day when I wake up I feel the emptiness, the burdens, feeling left behind, that I don't like to talk to someone, but I need to get up and do my job, It comes a time that I want to talk to my boss regarding my work that in my mind I want to go home that I cannot do my obligations at all, but then there is too much confusion in my mind that I don't know already what I'm doing, I'm having a depression that I can't handle.

I always think that when I quit my job and go home without any savings I think that not a good idea for making a decision when we are angry or when we feel sad because eventually, it will not come up with a good idea.

Days passed by that my sentiment was still there in fact I'm posted it sometimes in noise.cash and even here in read.cash and I'm m thankful for how my noise and read the family response to it they leave a comment that somehow it keeps me to keep going and motivate me as well that this is only the trials.

Yesterday, as I was hurriedly waking up because it's already time for my work I felt a headache, I feel that I'm tired of everything especially when I see my madam I hate her, hehe sorry it sounds not good but that's what I feel when I go out my room she was there already and told me to wash her car then as I still have a lot of patience without telling anything I go outside and started to wash even murmuring inside.

As I was started to wash the car then suddenly there is one man he's delivering something in our neighborhood and he smiled at me but since I wasn't in a good mood im not respond to him and then he said " Good morning pilibini" then I only respond to him with a smile, since then in that simple good morning that I heard it change my day there is something that in that simple word suddenly it gives impact to me since then after I finished washing the car and get inside my room I take shower and it seems someone is telling me that "cast your burden in God"

God reminded me all over again, how great is our God, who gives us a promise to be with us forever.

Closing words:

"God is good all the time"

Thank you for reading! God Bless

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Date published:

November 10, 2021