"Ladies and gentlemen, we have just landed at Ninoy Aquino International Airport, Philippines Airlines welcomes you to Manila, For your safety, please remain seated with your fastened seatbelt until the fastened signed seatbelt has been switched off".

How do you feel upon hearing these words when you finally go home to a place where you belong?

These are exact words that resonate in an angelic voice while im inside in the airplane makes my heart beat fast, no words can express how happy I am knowing that after how many years of being far away in my homeland finally, I can step on again and feel the ambiance that I missed. But most especially im happy because I can be reunited with my family.

It was 3years ago when I go on my vacation for 3months it was a planned homecoming it was my happiest moment ever, but anyway im not discussing what exactly happen for the 3months that I spent with my family because maybe I end up crying while reminiscing those moments but im going to share now my current situation.

Since I came back here I am now in my 3years in servicing in my employer but all in all, it's 5years to be exact but since it is my second contract already supposedly im going home when my second 2years contract finish but because of some circumstances that were facing this pandemic covid19 virus so I choose to extend my stay here wherein they benefited from it.

In addition, they are benefited in a way that by extending my contract they not hire a new one which they need to spend a lot of money and they not sure if that newcomer will stay or can handle their attitude because, to be honest, I am proudly to say that I possess a lot of patience and that's one reason why I stay a long period in this family.

Unfortunately, in my 5 years staying here, im felt tired in a way that they do not follow the law or what was written in the contract, they took advantage of my silence they know that im, not a vocal person I let them decide, I didn't demand anything even I know what's in the contract that if I extend they must give me the equivalent amount of the ticket in return that extended my years of service, and I waited also the increase of my salary which depends on the years of services but sad to say they do not give it, I just waited for nothing, and it's stressing me thinking that they do not care for my presence.

So for me to get out of this situation wherein every day I felt hatred so I need to decide to tell my madam that I wanted to go home by next year.

Yesterday, I sense that she's in the good mode so that's good timing to tell her that im going home.

• Me: madam, I want to tell you that I want to go home by next year.

• Madam:yeah I know

• Me: you know already in what month madam?

• Madam: why? I think you finished until October?

• Me: no, madam I want to go home this coming March.

• Madam:(speechless )for a while, okay I think about it. End of convo.

Closing words,

So now maybe my unplanned homecoming would be on March 2022 in God's will, I call it unplanned because I still want to work but sometimes it's not healthy anymore if I have this feeling of hatred of staying here.

Message:

Thank you, everyone, for not leaving me on my journey here to all my friends, a million thanks to my sponsors, upvoters, commenters, readers you mean a lot to me.

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Date published: November 23, 2021