Do you want to have a freedom in life? or maybe you already have freedom. Because me? Yes! I really want to have a freedom and freewill. All of us wanted a freedom in our life. In which we can do all the things that we wanted to do in our life. I mean to enjoy of being a child, teenager, adult and so on as long that we enjoy our life here on earth.
What is FREEDOM?
What does freedom really means? Actually, I didn't experienced that one before, that's why I attaining it and aiming it right now. I know the meaning of it in which it is being free and have power to do and to decide for your own. But, I haven't know the real or exact meaning of it. hehehe. Let me share my experiences to you and maybe some of you here experiencing the same thing to me before and until now. I am a kind of person who didn't go outside because, my parents don't want me to interact with other people and not only that, I was loosing my confident as I grew up.
I want to attain Freedoms, Freedom in:
Freedom in Expressing Myself
Have you ever feel the same thing to me that you feel afraid to post your pictures in social media or post something you want. Because, there is someone, maybe your family, friend or your relatives that will automatically judge you. In which we become ignorant on the something and loosing self-confident and self-esteem at the same. When we go outside, we feel something weird if the people staring to us and we become shy to communicate with others. As I enter in high school, my life was started to change. I know that it is part of being an adolescent or in puberty stage.
Freedom to choose what I want
I want to experience freedom in choosing what I want in life. Just like, making a decisions, choices and so on. I don't know why I experienced this kind of stuff in which your family will be the one who will control you in everything even you are an adult already. I really understand my family, because, they know everything that fits for me to have a good life. And look at me now, sometimes, I have a hard time to make choices in my life.
Freedom to enjoy the teenager years
Teenager years is the most conflict stage in life. In which this is the stage that we become conscious in ourselves, our gender, identity, our body, our appearance, to the people that surrounds us, about our feelings and etc. Just like, you wanted to go outside, outside in your comfort zone, feel the fresh air by traveling in the different tourist spot or peaceful places that can give us peace of mind, healing and satisfaction. I envy to those teenagers like me, whom I can saw in the internet on how they enjoy their life of being young and find happiness.
I wish I can go back on the times where I was still a child, no stress, no problems, no conscious, have freedom and just laugh and laugh. I was remember during in my highschool time that I hope years will fly so fast in order to become successful. hehehe. But, as I realized, adulthood is not that easy stage to encounter or facing.
Though, I don't have real friends in my life or a freedom. But, atleast I know that this things or ways is God's will. My parents don't let us go outside or make friends of other people in real life because, maybe, that person will destroy your life or change you in a better one. Something that we philosophizing something.
I really know that one day, when the day comes, I can experience freedom and express myself and also attain happiness for being free and happy. Waiting for that moment that I can understand what does life means with freedom.
I always believe that "Everything happens with a purpose"..... So, keep on going in life just like the river who continue flowing in the path or directions it made.
So, what kind of freedom you wanted to aim or attain? (Share your thoughts in the comment section)
(Closing thoughts)
First of all, I wanted to say thank you to all of my readers and the people who welcome me here. So far, this is my second article that I published. I don't know if it is good enough. hehehe. But, it was based on my personal experienced. I want to aim freedom in life. Especially nowadays, in amidst of Pandemic, We wanted to have freedom again and let ourselves feel and breathe the fresh air without Covid-19 and also meet our love ones and family member.
Pray and pray and everything will be alright.
Once again, thank you for reading this one. More powers to come. God Bless us All.
Our freedom is still guided by norms, rules and many more. As much as we want to have freedom of expression, there are still boundaries to what we can do.