Sometimes I can't understand, what happens to me, I am so chill ignored hard compliments from others, and sometimes, I took a light compliment seriously and became depressed. I can't understand my mood swings, Le me I don't care whatever will happens like,

"jo hoga dekha jae ga, aur phr jo Hota ha Dekha NHI jata"

At the start of the next semester, I was full of energy, I convinced myself that I will study regularly and do daily work daily, instead of pilling up the syllabus till exam night. As time passes, things are in my mind but can able to follow the schedule that I was made, by saying that I will do this tomorrow the whole semester passed till the exam night arrived, a little bit or more a little study and then I will see whatever will happen. By doing all this my Bachelor's degree is about to end it's my 2nd last semester of Bs Chemistry. This of my whatever changed forever, but these things aren't good regarding career prospective, I should follow step by step rather trying to all in one.

Now let's tell about the perspective of the relationship, at the start of a new relationship we care about each other ignore the biggest mistake in the early days giving time to each other, paying attention!

As time passes they became bored of each other, they started ignoring, late replies things are like whatever the partner does, I don't care at all if things sought out, they patch up again, if not they don't care about each other and ultimately blocked. It's about more daily relationships which are mostly fake.

Normally I have seen at the start of a true relationship, the first impression wasn't ideal for the partners, they are like worse enemies than each other, creating trouble and don't care for, whatever the other one suffered from, later they start knowing each other, buddies and ultimately care for feelings of another person they're whatever mindset changed to forever. Whatever I don't care to, no I care for the partner forever.

We are all uniquely created by God, and every one of us has a different priority, some of us are introverts, don't wanna engage more and more people in our daily routine, wanted to spend most of the time alone in their imaginary world. They have limited friends but true ones, care for each other help in difficult situations. These people are soft-hearted and can be hurt by the little negative compliments from others. Also, these types of people can wander the world with their talents and hard work because they have a lot of free time to spend on their career-related activities.

On the other hand, extroverts are cool people who can make friends easily, they know how to attract people, have many friends and continue to make new ones, they can engage with everyone, are full of leadership skills, communication also remains unaffected by the good or bad compliment of the society and don't care for whatever and forever live their lives by own rules enjoy by living in the present.

I am an introverted kind of person but wanted to be extroverted, I want to communicate any time and anywhere without any hesitation of my mental blocks same time I wanna serve humanity so that people remember me in good books afterlife. In the same way, I want to be that type of man who will remain unchanged by useless compliments of society.

Closing thoughts

When I watched people in relationships at the start I started thinking about why I am not, why I am different, so I also tried but the experience wasn't so I realized everyone is not born for everything, start knowing my worth, what important for me right now! and became like I don't care what happening I am unique in own style and will remain the same until someone arrived in the life with the same mind so that we can spend remaining life journey wit each other forever.

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Thanks for reading!

@Shani59

02-05-2022