Some memories should be forgotten
Ahhhh! as a teenager everyone has different perceptions, the topic may be gone uninteresting but I m writing what I m feeling actually.
I m an introvert sort of boy, who have only a few friends, not much popular in the, not excellent but a mediocre sort of student in the class. I like to spend more time with myself, with family parents, and siblings but mostly I m alone. Scrolling social media. From a few days I m developing a habit of reading myself not academic but personality development-related. As an introvert, I face trouble while communicating with class fellows and teachers. Probably I was not trained as I should be. Still, my things to improve myself.
The society in which I m living is so cruel and full of negativity, they can't appreciate the good things in your personality, but you done a mistake unintentionally. You will be famous in the surrounding like a forest fire.
Being the age 18-24 is not an easy task especially if you belong to the middle class and were born with high dreams. Many times when I saw my cousins who see my age enjoying their life (they are independent earning their work) thought to give up studying especially, the covid broke internally.
As a teen, I used to believe that you need only one life partner in your life, I was right at that time although. But I was tried to choose a partner as a teen, probably that was the worse blunder of my life, which nagged me, and still unable to get over that, 4-years gone, when the first time I saw her in the institute, I was down by a smile of her, hehe...
In the start, I felt like yey I found it yes she could the one with her I can spend my whole life. But I forgot the thing the other person's interest is also important. I tried to approach her multiple times but did not do well respond, I felt like I m a bigger. So finally one day I give up approaching her.
Since I end up with my relationship experience, I don't try to make even eye contact with girls. All things seem to be useless and a wastage of time, Nobody is sincere. And nobody even doesn't care what you feel for them. They only see their interests. So, nothing should be more important than your happiness.
Don't degrade or cry for someone who doesn't care for you or those who don't care about your feelings. According to Khalil ur Rehman Qamar:
'Love is from both sides, one-sided is only coward people act'
He is are right things should be two way, otherwise, you should forget, nothing is more important than your career, family, and parents. Yes, teenage love is intense and not easy to forget. But the relationship in imagination has no practical future it's better to forget those worse memories.
Life is beautiful, the future and present are more important than the past, learn from the experience, don't stick to the past move on, you will get someone who truly deserves you. The need is to focus on your career go after your passion and do something innovative for the betterment of humanity.
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