Let it wander...

Date: June 18,2022
Author: Sequoia

Wander.

When I was younger, I often interchange the words wonder and wander. I mean, this has been my usual mistake everytime I create an easy before. Gladly, as the time passed by, I have discovered and learned how to use the mentioned words appropriately in a sentence.

However, I have also realized that they are somehow connected in some sense. I mean, I often wonder how does wandering gives joy and peace to a lot of people. See? You can wander around and satisfy your wondering thoughts.

Take it easy, I can already see the big question mark in your face. Oh well, don't bother yourself finding out what I meant and let's just focus on the new challenge that I am about to take. Credits to ate @Ruffa for this one.

During the first week of this month, I wanted to participate to the 30 day gratitude challenge but I highly doubt myself if I could really push it through, just like ate ruru. I only manage to make one article out of it.

Fortunately, I have remembered the article of ate ruru that I've saved three weeks ago and I am gonna used it now.

Therefore, let's cut right to the chase and proceed directly to the main point of this article. Are you ready? Well, you should be.

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I do not have any plan to write about all of those questions in one article and so, I'll only be writing about the first question which is...

• What do you think about when you let your mind wander?

Well, to be honest? A lot of weird things. Sometimes, I also have moments where when I allow my mind to wander but it stays in one place instead. Thinking about nothing and just stare in the wilderness and be lost.

But of course, most of the time, whenever I let my mind wander, I always think about my purpose hihi. I mean, back then, I can clearly visualize my purpose, but now, as I grow older and my perspective changed, I don't longer know my purpose. I even felt like I am just living to survive. Just for my body not be eaten by the worms and be one with the earth's soil. I mean. yeah, we will eventually come to that point but not now.

Also, some of the things that I think about during my spacing out is how am I gonna help my family get out from the mud of poverty. Most of the time, I would imagine myself having a high paying job, businesses and my own liabilities which are houses, lots, cars and other material possessions. I would think about the travels and family bonding that we can make if ever I have the means to do so.

So yeah, most of things that I think about whenever I let my mind wander is all about financial aspects.

Yeah, I know, my mind svcks haha. I shouldn't just focus on this thing but could you blame me? Maybe if you are in my position, you will understand why I am like this. I've been deprived by my own freedom to follow my dream and passion because I lack of this thing they called root of all evil.

Anyways, yeah, that's what my mind usually thinks whenever I let it wander. How about you? What you do usually think whenever you are alone?