My Seizure Attacked Me! Raising For My MRI
It was Saturday morning, I woke up feeling complete of sleep, Every morning I do Laundry. It was then a good timing to start the day with Laundry coz it's Sunny day. I didn't feel anything that may trigger my seizure disorder.
Last Saturday June 11,2022 my seizure attacked me, I was hanging the clothes When I heard something that irritates my ears. I saw a blue sky from far apart. I tried to get some help by shouting but i can't hear my voice. Feels like my brain stops. I just heard the sound that's so loud and irritates my ears, Then the next thing happened, I shut down already. I don't know what happened to me after that but according to my partner, I Chilled and my eyes bulged. After that my partner noticed that I'm not breathing anymore so He performed the cpr to revive me.
It's really a nightmare, experiencing again this kind of situation. My last seizure attacked was last year oct.13,2021. After 8 months it occured again and this needs attention now. My doctor told me to have an MRI when I attended my Last check up. This time i need to provide money for my mri and other test in order to know what's the reason of my sudden seizure, what triggers it and what maintenance should I take.
I stopped working since I was diagnosed with this kind of sick. I don't have source of money to provide the needed money for my MRI (magnetic resonance imaging ) As soon as possible this test is really needed. So Here I am writing today my story. Just Hoping that I can gain any amount for my MRI.
I'm always praying to God that Miracle will come and happen ,for me to ease or remove this kind of sick. I know God is always Good. God will provide and everything is possible in God's will.
Will attached here the needed test to perform..
Here are the needed test to perform. In order to know what triggers my seizure. In here they will be able to know the maintenance needed by my body to take. At this very moment I just want to thanks in advance for those who prayed and praying for my situation right now. Thank You everyone and God bless us all.
Our 7th Year Together
In Relationship there are ups and downs. Happiness and Sadness. Struggles and trials that will make your foundation stronger. We've been together for 7 years and counting. I'm just Lucky coz I found Him. Ohh should i say We are lucky to each other coz we both found each other. Celebrating an anniversary with your love is such a blessing, feels like you are complete. Our relationship isn't perfect. We fight like the other couples but all that matters is we've make it up to each other before the day ends. I love the way He treat me. Feels like I'm spoiled with Him.
How we celebrated our 7th year together
FETCHING ME,
COZ CAN'T COMMUTE BY MYSELF, I HAVE SEIZURE DISORDER THAT'S WHY HE PATIENTLY FETCH ME.
My partner fetch me from Cubao going to Baclaran,We will be visiting the Baclaran church during that time. We wanted to Pray and Thank God for all the blessings and for Making our relationship stronger, As we celebrate our anniversary ,We always do visiting church after work when I am still working. But when pandemic arrives we can't do it anymore until we did it again just last April 10,2022. I'm so grateful for making this celebration possible despite of all the struggles we faced in the past. Sometimes having a good and strong relationship built by two person will always have to choose Gods will.If God is the center of your relationship then you'll have a Good one.
Baclaran Church with Him
Praying and Thanking God for another year to celebrate love with my partner. Everything is just perfect that day even though the weather seems not perfect. 😉 After visiting God's home, we went back to Las piñas. We had our lunch at Robinson's Jollibee. We wanted to find Restaurant but sadly only fast foods are present. We saw Ramen House but that time, i don't like to eat ramen Haha. Just a simple lunch was done and that'sa precious moments with me. I always treasure the times we have been together. Having this simple celebration will always be cherished.
MY FOREVER LOVE
I just realize that waiting is worthy when you are together after a long wait. I can't imagine the days when we were still in College, He patiently waiting for my yes, After I graduated, I mean the day of my graduation is the the day i said Yes to Him. I saw a Happy face from him. His dimples was so cute upon smiling at me. That was the day i said to myself that This Guy will be my forever lifetime.
And Last April 10,2022 We celebrated our 7th year together. I just can't imagine how we've been through during trials, Lots of trials we have faced together but because of God's Help We conquered it and Surpass one by one. During our 5th Year our relationship was test by fate. I don't want to give up that time that's why I did everthing just to saved our relationship. It's been painful to both of us but again I prayed and seek Gods guidance. I'm very thank coz God never let me down He listened to my prayers and our relationship then saved by God.I really believe and proved already that that if God is the center of your relationship you will become stronger and lasting.Just Love each other With God.
Always remeber that trials will always test your relationship. Be ready and never give up . Seek God's Guidance in everything you do.
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First Meeting with My Niece
It's been a year and five months when my Niece was born. Time really flies so fast. When I have a chance to see Her. I grabbed it. Here's a story How and what i felt when I saw my niece for the first time.
My Partner Will have his Training at Manila just for two days. Then I convinced him to go With him coz i want to see my niece. Then He agreed. It's been a long time , i really wanted to meet my niece.
It's TIME to see my cutie little niece
Here it comes, really excited to see Her.
I felt so Happy when I saw Her. I really wanted to pinch her Cheeks. She's so Cute. 🥰🥰 I love her smell, a baby smell. It's so addicting. Haha. I become Her baby sitter at that time. She's so adorable. I wanted to stay more days but I need to Go home with partner. Ofcourse I promise to Visit Her Again. When there's a chance. So after a week I came back and visit her.
Second Time To See Her
This time, I'll stay with them for a week, but sad to know that my mother and my niece will be Going to province soon. So after three days of stay with them they departed, I wish I stayed longer when I first visited her so I can be with her for a long span Of time. Ohh How i wish I could Bring back the time so i could spend more time withher.
Really missing my niece right now. I hope she'll enjoy in province ,sometimes we really need to enjoy every moments we have. Use the time efficiently with love ones. So that one day when you miss the moments you can look back on it by the captured photos and moments.
Something to add up life is to enjoy it while it last. Never seized the moments coz time is ticking. You'll realize someday that time is precious. Used it worthy.
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Ano Ba Ang "Dysmenorrhea" At Paano ko ito Hinaharap
Dysmenorrhea is the medical term for **painful menstrual periods which are caused by uterine contractions**. Primary dysmenorrhea refers to recurrent pain, while secondary dysmenorrhea results from reproductive system disorders.
Once a Month nireregla ang mga babae, Yung iba nakakaranas ng ganitong sakit. "Dysmenorrhea"tumutukoy sa paulit-ulit na pananakit ng puson. Swerte mo kung never ka nakaranas nito. Isa ako sa nakakaranas nito tuwing magkakaroon ng regla. Pag nakaramdam na ako ng sakit ng puson, balakang at para akong napalo nanlalambot ang mga paa ko, Delikado na kasi paparating na naman ang dalaw ko. Hindi lang siya basta dalaw kasi may twist doon, yung dysmenorrhea na kung saan nagpapahirap sakin once a month.
Naisip ko nga minsan, Magpabuntis na kaya ako para naman makapag pa hinga naman ang puson ko. Pero Naisip ko rin na, Mabubuntis pa kaya ako? Kasi lagi akong nakakaranas ng dysmenorrhea, sabi nila mababa daw ang matres mo pag ganun. So siyempre sino ba naman ang ayaw mag ka anak diba? Dumarating rin yung time na, dalawang beses ako reglahin sa isang buwan. Normal lang ba yun? Tapos matagal bago matapos yung regla ko. Kung sa iba tatlong araw lang, ako isang linggo. Madaming tanong sa isipan ko pero pagkatapos ko reglahin. Okay na ako ulit. So wala na sa isip ko ang magpacheck up.
Hindi biro maging babae, Lalo na kung isa ka sa nakakaranas ng ganito buwan buwan. Alam mo yung feeling na hirap ka na gumalaw, gusto mo nalang mahiga kasi parang malalaglag na yung pwerta mo, yung sobrang sakit ng puson mo, balakang, at sabayan pa ng katawan na parang pinalo. Tapos pag tumigil ang regla mo asahan mo sasakit ang ulo mo na para bang ang bigat na sasabog na.😪😔
Paano ko ba ito kinakaya sa tuwing dumarating siya? Well simple lang, Nag ha hot compress lang ako. Hot compress ko yung puson ko tapos yung balakang ko nilalagyan ko ng unan at minsan naglalagay ako salompas lalo na pag ayaw na talaga kumalma. Tapos Ihihiga ko lang at pahinga. Pero nakakaiyak yung sakit niya. Hindi ko siya iniinuman ng gamot. Kasi ayokong masanay ng puro gamot, baka masanay yung katawan ko. Tsaka may mga gamot kasing nakaka baog. Kaya tiis tiis nalang muna ako sa sakit hanggang sa kumalma ito. Actually mga dalawang araw ko lang naman iindahin yung sakit. Sa pangatlong araw may konting sakit pero hindi na malala. Kaya ng tumayo, Sobrang hirap lalo na pag working ka. Dati nga pag inabutan ako sa duty ko mangiyak iyak na ako sa gilid sa sobrang sakit. Hayys. Pag babae ka at ganito ka dapat malakas loob mo harapin yan,🙂😉
Kaya Sana pahalagahan din tayo ng mga lalaki kasi hindi nila alam ang nararanasan nating mga babae. Wala sila sa katayuan natin buwan buwan nakakaranas ng sakit, tapos sasaktan pa tayo haha jk.Well ang mapapayo ko lang sa katulad kong laging dini dysmenorrhea, Hot compress then rest, Huwag sanayin ang sarili sa mga gamot, baka may dulot yan na hindi maganda sa katawan. Mas okay nalang din yung Herbal mas safe. Sana lang talaga pag nagka anak na ako hindi ko na maranasan pa to.
Patulog na sana ako ng bigla kong naisip magsulat muna ako bago mahiga at ayun inabot na nga ako ng madaling araw. Salamat sa mga babasa nito.😇😇
My Weekend Vibes
We are waiting for this kind of day after a long tiring days,"Weekends" this makes us happy when Friday comes coz most of us weekend is our rest day.So Here's my weekend vibe.
Friday Night
It's the start of my rest, I have all the time to stay up coz no work in Saturday and Sunday. So I'm planning to watch movie, have some time with my partner, just a quality time. At that night He came late from work. He is tired and Feels like No time to chat with me. So I decided to let him rest. I enjoyed the night all by myself Haha. So instead of watching Movie, I Watch the First and Second Episode of " The Goodbye Girl" Just Enjoying the night while having snack i didn't notice the time, it's already late and I guess i really need to rest at that time. I forgot I need to do laundry early morning tomorrow. Ohh So I need to sleep and woke up early for me to finish the laundry before the Sun Rises too much Haha.
Saturday
The day has come for me to have my laundry, I woke up early.Grab some milk to warm my stomach. Then I started to prepare the Laundry, Unfortunately the Weather seems to be unpredictable like minute by minute it changes. From Sunny to Gloomy then Vice versa. Ohh the weather made me feel like i need to stop my laundry but my mind Said "No" just continue and believe you'll finish it on time. So I decided to hand wash the Other clothes while the others are washing in machine. After an hour and a half I finished my laundry. Just in Time then the weather also cooperates. The sun shines Brightly without Hesitations anymore. Faith in God lang talaga hehe. So Just rest for a while and My week end is ready to start..
My Weekend Vibes
My partner asked me to visit the beauty of Tanawan. So coz I really wanted to Go out . I said yes let's go. As in Right now? Haha I uttered. I'm so excited then, Until We arrived there.
Weekend get away
Sometimes we Really need some bond with family, this kind of thing help us to pause for a while, for all the problems we've been thinking. This Kind of activity and place is what we need. Unwind for a while, Enjoy the moments, and build memories to look back when time comes that you're not with them anymore. Sometimes we need to have some time for ourself to think properly the things we need to make up. Keep The strong relationship by doing some activity like this.
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My Experience In Read.Cash
My Experience In Read.Cash
I'm a member of noise.cash , I saw lots of my noisemates are also using this Read.cash platform so I decided to try it and join here. At First I'm afraid that my work here won't recognized or noticed. As a first timer I can't think of good content. So I just tried to create my first work entitled "I Survived" My 2nd-3rd life. here's the link s://read.cash/@Septamber/i-survived-my-2nd-and-3rd-life-5d4a72e5 I'm not Hoping anything , that would be notice earlier. So after I published this. I didn't even visited it for a day. At that night i decided to See if there's someone who notice it. Ohh I'm Happy someone noticed it was @Belozoriana From there I decided to push through another article to published. @Belozoriana really Give me the hope to continue writing Thanks to you my dear friend. The next day @TheRandomRewarder also noticed my Work. I was then very Happy. Thanks to you. @TheRandomRewarder . I still remember how happy I am that day , I can't contain the happiness i felt. For a first Timer like me. This kind of people encourages the beginners to do and create more with writing. https://read.cash/@Septamber/i-survived-my-2nd-and-3rd-life-5d4a72e5
How I Come up with My articles
I was hardly thinking of New topic to write. Actually i take down whatever words come into my mind then I Create simple sentences. There, I imagine the scenarios I'm writing. Some was Related to my daily life, experiences In the past and What I look forward in the future. Sometimes I published my articles late due to I can't finish one article in just an Hour or half day coz I need to rest My mind. Mental alertness is prohibited in my condition,Seizure Disorder. Ohh speaking of My condition. I already Published my Article about My Journey in Seizure Disorder. Here is the link https://read.cash/@Septamber/my-seizure-journey-231e65c0 . Try to visit it when you have time. So like me that have seizure disorder condition I need something to Take away my boredomness. I can't even Go out without companion. That's why i stop working, I'm just making myself busy doing light household chores coz I can't be tired it might trigger my condition. Imagine How My life become? Feels like I haven't freedom at all. Thankful I found this read.cash. Atleast everytime I'll visit this site. I read the articles of my fellow writers here.
I Lose Confident in Writing
There was time When I'm slowly losing confident coz Everytime I open my read.cash account. No one notices my new published articles. Even RandomRewarder stopped on Upvoting my works. So I became sad and decided to Stop creating something new. So I didn't update anything in How many days. Last Night I want to write again but i feel lazy haha So I told to myself to do it tomorrow. So here I am now writing. I realized that I shouldn't stop Just because no One notices it. I know there are some who secretly reading my Works. Hehe. Just hoping. I let myself hope that's why I'm always hurt. So I'll continue what I Have started. I Know someday, someone will sponsor me. Just more parience and works to do. Achieving something needs a Hardwork,sacrifice,perseverance and Ofcourse God for you to be able to achieve your goals. I will end my story here now. I'll just update you guys for my new article.😘
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My Seizure Journey
Sleeping is fond. Specially when you're tired. You want to sleep for the whole day and wake up late. Here's my story on waking up late. Before I was diagnosed in Seizure Disorder. I know my Health is Good. I woke up early, Do my daily routine as a Normal one. Suddenly Everything Has changed.
July 28, 2021
It was My first seizure, All i thought it's just because of tiredness and lackness of sleep. So i ignored it. My partner told me to visit a Doctor, but i refused. I told him it's just because of tiredness and lack of sleep that's why I passed out. This was happen during our trip going to Manila. We were at the bus when the incident happened. My partner was so worried and don't know what to do, even the passengers got worried , the driver looked for near Clinic. Before Our trip we had our laundry after our duty. So we finished it at 1 am. Then we need to wake up at 3 am to catch up the first trip of bus which is 4 am. So imagine that, I was exhausted but I Never told it to my partner. I told him I'm just Alright. Actually , I was really Okay when time comes and My left ear shuttered as in I can't here anything. Then the right part was so noisy. I heard Multiple voices then My eyes are slowly closing. That was the time i passed out. My partner keep on looking where's the sounds coming, I was then creating noise but i don't even know i did it haha. Nawalan na talaga ako ng Malay. Hindi ko na alam kung ano nangyari. Then When my partner finally found the noise. He was so worried coz I'm not breathing anymore.He did the first Aid, pump my heart and mouth to mouth. After 2-3 minutes I Was awake and Thank God I'm alive. So, I didn't know what happened to me, My partner just told me the whole story. I'm shocked coz when I saw my clothes it was wet. I keep on retrieving The bottled of water. Feels like i was so thirsty then. My partner told me that scenario that's why i got wet. Then After thet I feel Dizzy, My body is so weak like I was beaten. My Partner took care of me on that day and postponed His errands. Actually His Errands is very important coz It's for our future but because of me He didn't Go and report in the office. When we went home, My partner decided that i should stop working but I refused I told Him I just need a rest. After a week I gained My full energy, Like Nothing Happened. Then Back to work. After 3 months My Seizure attacks!
October 13, 2021
On this Day, I was on duty. Helping to prepare the side dishes,When suddenly i feel like I'm dizzy. So I rest for a while and Continue preparing till, I can't move already and can't even talk. My left ear was blocked can't hear anything then my right part was noisy. My eyes are slowly closing until I fainted. What I Experienced during our trip to Manila was the same what happened to me durinh my duty. Still Thankful coz I still survive. I'm very greatful to my workmates and my partner who helped and took care of me During my seizure attacks. On that day My partner forced me to visit a Doctor of Internal Medicine.Unfortunately we need to get an schedule for a check up. So it was then October 15 when we came back to the clinic. On that day they required me to undergo to an EEG (Electroencephalogram). An EEG is **a test that detects abnormalities in your brain waves**, or in the electrical activity of your brain. So I undergone with that procedure. After 2 hours we got the result. And Sadly, I have a Seizure Disorder. That breaks My heart. My partner told me to stop working and just stay at home. After that day, everytime i take the prescribed medicines I Feel dizzy, my body feels like beaten and so weak. Every time i felt those I'm worried coz I might faint again. So everytime i felt it I'm Praying, I lay down on my bed and Have a sleep for a while just to ease the dizziness I feel. During Night time and Time to sleep. I can't sleep. I'm awake all night until 3 am. I tried to sleep but my eyes won't. Struggle of sleep was my problem. I woke up late due to lack of sleep. I felt this for almost 2 weeks. I decided to stop taking the medicines. I feel better, I gain an energy little by little after I stop taking those medicines.But my dizziness and head ache still attacking me every morning and night time. My lack of sleep turns into a good one now coz I can sleep early now.
Life Lessons
This kind of illness makes me more stronger to continue life whatever it may brings. If you really believe in God's plan for you. You are blessed, more than blessed.The things happening to you is just a way of God to execute his plan for you. So keep Believing. I'm so blessed for Having God all the time. For Giving me another surviving life. After What happened to me. I just want to enjoy life, just be happy every single day and find a bright side of every situation. No more Whys? Coz in time You'll get the answer as you go on with your life journey.Be Kind to anybody coz you don't know what he/she is going through. Let's be sensitive. Let's build A Harmonious environment that will lead us to a better one.
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Great LOVE Vs. True LOVE
How many times did you ask yourself if true love and greatest Love exist? I've been asking myself before What's the difference of these two and If they really exist? As I tackle a journey of my love life, little by little I'm discovering those kind of Love. I can't define it before until I experience it. My experiences thought me the definition of These two Love. Wanna share to you my Understanding in Great and True Love.
TRUE LOVE
This Kind Of Love is popular to everyone. True Love Really exist if you already found your true partner that will love you unconditionally. True Love, *all your Happiness will Stem from your partner and your relationship. It's a Mutual feelings. True Love is Real Love, A part of healthy Love and Relationship is a strong sense Of self.*
As for my experience True Love Is such a Happiness that I can't contain. A feeling of Love like it's forever, Ups and downs, There were times of struggles but if you truly love the person whatever life has to bring with you. You have the courage to face and surpass it. You were both there for each other. In that situation you'll see How strong your relationship.
GREAT LOVE
This kind Of Love is Usually the first love though in reality it was never as great as we remember it to be.It's a selfless love, it's given without any expectations of receiving in Return.It's a love to spread in any circumstances including destructive Situation. This Means you keep Trying to connect, even if it's quick, even if it has scheduled, even If you're not feeling it.
As for my experience, This kind of Love test your patience until when will you Love that person. It's like even if She/he hurts you. You still love her/him.It's a selflove that may lead you to disappointment. I Just realize that if You'll be together with your great love You Will be Happy coz finally Worth the wait. Great Love is the one that got a way.😉
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IT'S SHORT COZ I CAN'T THINK OF SOMETHING GOOD TO WRITE. HAHA HOPE YOU STILL READ IT.😘
My Truths 🙂
Hello friend @Micontingsabit Here's my Entry on TRUTH QUESTIONS. Yesterday You ask me to have mine so Here's mine. Not busy anymore Haha.😆 https://read.cash/@Micontingsabit
First Question
YES, naman siyempre Bata pa ako noon so siyempre pag may sukli si mama pag pinabili ako kinukuha ko yun mga 2pesos tapos ssbhn ko sakto na yung bigay niya haha. Ayun Hindi naman sa nakaw talaga ng malaking halaga. Pambili lang ng candy. Pahirapan kasi mang hingi ng pera saknila kasi sasabihin sayo daming pagkain doon. Kumain ka. Haha
Second Question
Hmm I think Yes, for role play lang pero yung usual na pang daily outfit No. Hehe. Pag dating kasi sa Grades need talaga gawin lahat kahit pa pag suotin ka ng Pang lalaki. Nagmukha ka ng baduy pero Siyempre para sa grades sige Haha.
Third Question
Yes na Yes, Alam mo Yung feeling na pigil na pigil ka sa pagtawa pero wala eh Konting bagay kasi masaya na ako kaya nung Nagrereport yung friend ko sa harapan Ayun tumatawa ako sa upuan ko. Natawa ako sa "Garbansos" Ewan ko ba Haha tapos hanggang sa pati yung nagrereport natatawa na rin at nagsumbong pa sa teacher namin sabe pinapatawa ko raw siya nananahimik ako sa gilid habang nagpipigil eh dinamay pa ako haha. Tinanong ng teacher ko ano pinagtatawanan ko. Hahaha way back High school yun noon. Ayun kaya hanggang ngayon na aalala ko pa rin yung scenario na yun.
Fourth Question
Maybe Yung Nakipag break ako sa ex ko, Nabalitaan ko kasi na na depressed siya dahil sakin long story pero may kasalanan rin kasi siya. Feel sorry for Him. But it's already done. Tagal na rin non. May kanya kanyang life na ngayon.
Fifth Question
Ito na naman sabe ko nga pag dating sa grades lahat gagawin kahit mapahiya pa ako haha. Yung sa Foreign Language Subject ko nung college pinagawa kami ng output na singing while dancing Haha Jusko Nakakahiya Video pa ang nais ng professor namin pag hindi naman kami nag comply babagsak kami so Kahit na di naman talaga ako kumakanta at sumasayaw ayun napilitan na naman para lang sa grade Haha. Nakakahiya talaga kasi parehong kaliwa paa ko pag sumayaw hahaha tapos tinis pa ng boses ko ohh kamusta na ang kahihiyan ko?? Haha Buti nalang at yung ibang ka grupo ko Hindi rin marunong sumayaw at kumanta so Damay damay na sa kahihiyan haha.
Last Question
I can't remember Anything. Maingat kasi ako pagdating sa tineteks ko. May pag double check ako ng mga text at itetext ko. Kaya Safe ako dito. Haha. Sila yung na wro wrong send sakin. Haha
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My Favorite Part of the Day
We all know that a day is Consist of three parts, Morning, Afternoon and Night. Which part is your favorite? For me, I'll be choosing Night coz this is the time for resting after a long tiring day. It's also the time to bond with family, coz we all know that Morning and Afternoon are such a busy time to everyone of us. Some Go to work, Some Stays at Home doing household chores, Some have their own appointments. So the only Chance to Catch up is Night. So Here's my Daily three parts of the day..
MORNING
Ohh I'm not a morning person actually I'm lazy to wake up early. It started when i stop working my wake up time has been change. Specially when It's raining. Bed weather is such one factor that makes me lazy to wake up early.😅 So I'll start My morning with Prayer ofcourse. I usually wake up 7:45 almost 8 am. So as i wake up everything is ready. I'll just eat my breakfast. After that I'll start to have my laundry. Yes everyday i do laundry its the uniform of my partner and some clothes We used the day before I do my laundry. After the laundry I'll do the household chores. Rest for a while then continue to finish all including the preparation of Our Viand for Lunch. I'm like a Housewife Haha actually I wanted to work again but my partner prohibits me due to my condition "seizure disorder" So He prefers me to stay at home. So After Lunch, I'll do the washing of soiled dishes. Afternoon Time...
AFTERNOON
So it's time to Have A Nap. This is my second Favorite Haha Coz I love sleeping . I feel relax when I do a quick nap. No more Activities for this time. Gonna have a nap and snack when awake. Such a Siesta time. All time favorite of everyone. When sunset started to have it's position. That would be the time for me to prepare food for our dinner, Then after that Have a rest and Evening will be coming. Time to eat..
Night
Time for dinner with Family. Time to catch up and bond with them. Finally time to Rest after a long tiring day. Night makes me feel better when I saw Moon outside my window. Such a relaxing view with the stars. They really completed and changes my night. So Here's my set up during Night time before sleeping..
Ready to Lay down and relax my back. Haha. Just needed some time for myself. I'm getting to lay down on that photo.
Selfie time 😅🤣 just wanna check my face before sleeping. If I'm set already then I'll lay down now.
Ohh all are set. Finally laying down makes me feel relieved. Feels like I spent the Day well and completed
Can't sleep without blanket. So Here it is. Always ready to cover up my legs. Haha. Ofcourse my night will not be completed without my Mosquito Net.
Ohh my Mosquito Net.😍😍 It's really time to sleep. I always pray before closing my eyes. Completing a day is such a blessing. Tomorrow is another day to continue life journey. Let's call it a day. Have a Good night and have a Good sleep. Goodnight.My Favorite Part sleeping.
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Thank You for Reading. Some photos are from unsplash and the rest are mine.
"Pillow"
A pillow is a support of the body at rest for comfort, therapy, or decoration. Pillows are used by many species, including humans. A meaning of pillow according to google. But for me PILLOW makes me comfortable specially when laying. It gives my head relaxation and comfort. I have a story behind this pillow. Sometimes we just see pillows as comfort but for me this pillow also became my bestfriend when no one was there for me. It listened to all my thoughts through night, the one who catches my tears silently.I know I'm not the only one who cries at night due to some stressful circumstances. I don't want to share it to anyone that's why i silently cry in my pillow. Im Grateful coz my pillow is always there for me when no one else was. Aside from God , My pillow gives me comfort during those super late night thoughts.
Comforting my own self by Crying with pillow gives me a feeling of relieve. That's why i really cared for my pillow I change my pillowcases after a week. As reward of comforting me everytime i need it. My pillow deserves a care too. Let's not just treat them as nothing coz overnight our pillows gives us a good sleep due to their comfort. There are different types of Pillows.
Types of Pillows According to Google
Best pillow overall: Original Casper Pillow.
Best pillow for pregnancy: Tempur-Pedic BodyPillow.
Best cooling pillow: Tuft & Needle Original Foam Pillow.
Best pillow for side sleepers: Layla Kapok Pillow.
Best pillow for back sleepers: Brentwood Home Zuma Foam Wedge Pillow.
Whatever pillows you Have, all that matters is every pillow gives and ease the pain we felt when it catches our tears.
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It's just A Short story not an article, But Hoping you read it. Thanks in Advance.
"Our Love Story" 2015
Fate is playful when it comes to Love. Love is the only way to bind people who really matters to us. Sometimes Love is not enough to make someone stay. Specifically when Your Love is too much. Sometimes Love is Complicated. Love changes us. Love will lead you back to the one who meant with you.
I was then college. While waiting for our next professor, someone came inside our room. Actually a new face, A new classmate to that subject. A transferee. He is irregular that's why He just come to our room and sit in on that subject. In our circle of friends my gay friend and I teases our Bestfriend. We always do some tricks just for them to talk or something that will make them notice each other. 😉😊 Days past by and as we always do with my gay bestfriend We match them haha! Only to find out The guy likes me 🤭🤭
Our Love Story starts here...
It was the day of our field trip all seniors section A will be together in one bus and Section B together . My girl bestfriend sitted beside me. Then we do chatting while on the trip. Then She's telling a story until She said the transferee wanted to get my number so before she told me she already gave my number to that guy. So I asked my girl bff, Why he's getting my number? I don't know answered my bff.Then after the trip. As I'm resting that night someone unknown number texted me. I replied who's this? Then Omg the transferee. Ofcourse I entertained Him. I'm nice to everyone who Are also nice to me. 😃😀😄
PlayFul Fate
After that Night. We became friends and We texted each other often. But ofcourse I continued to Match them with my girl bestfriend. "Ako pa yung kinikilig pag nagkakasama sila ng Hindi naman sinasadya Haha. Alam mo yun tinutukso namin sila" Until College day came. I was then one of the leaders and most of my members are guys, awkward haha. He was one of my members before. So here it goes on that night we spend the night together with our team mates. So i saw His other side. He is so kind, gentleman. He's really a nice guy. We took photos together just for Compilations for that college day. "Sa sobrang gentleman niya Lahat ng babae tinutulungan niya haha" Actually my First impression on Him was He's a gay Haha. Kung gumalaw siya napaka Feminine. After our College Day. We became too close. That He always bothered me. So Until, He revealed that He likes me. I just laughed at Him coz imagine We do matching him with my girl bff ,only to find out that I am the one he likes. Shocks! Actually He attempted before, I Never mind it before coz i know He's just tripping coz i know He had a girlfriend before so I Ignored Him. Hindi ko talaga pinansin.All the college days event was done after our OJT.Before Our OJT that was the first time He asked me if He can court me then I said no, I'm not yet ready for that. Haha Ayoko lang sabihin na Hindi kita gusto coz i don't want to hurt His Feelings. He is kind naman kasi.
OJT Days
Section A was The one who took up OJt. So we had our ojt at Sea and land base. Shipboard for 1 week and Hotel for almost 2 months. We had it at Manila. So When He visited and attended Her GF at Manila He wanted to see me. I told Him I'm busy Haha. Hindi ko talaga siya Feel. That time Hindi pa siya umaamin na Gusto niya ako. So, I rejected all his invitations. You know What on that time, Someone is courting me but I'm just observing His patience. So after My ojt I answered yes to the one who's courting me. We are long distance relationship. Until One day my bf didn't texted me anymore something like He ghosted me. Ofcourse I was Hurt but a little bit coz we are ldr and we just met once Haha. So di ganun kasakit. So all i know Are relationship is Over. So I a accepted the fact and just continue my life ,like there was Nothing happened..
Time came for our Second time
After Ojt we came back to province and continue our Narrative report. That was second sem When I met the transferee guy. Field trip, College day event, and the Match making with my bff happened on that semester. How Fate was playful. On the second time around He attempted to Court me and Finally I agreed Haha Actually I just Realized that I like Him when I started to see His other side. I became interested on Him. I Started to slowly knew Him the real Him. Just to be clear on that time He's already Single, "Niloko siya ng Ex niya hahaha" Finally, I realized I like and love Him too When , One morning I woke up all the things I see Is his face. Am I inlove ? Haha. So i kept it on myself . I didn't tell this to my circle of friends . Kakahiya kaya . Niloloko namin sa bff ko tapos ako rin pala ang bagsak Haha. So One time i can't do it anymore to kept my feelings for him so, I tell it to my gay bff, You know what his reaction? He keeps on laughing at me and said."Yuck Kadiri ka bessy" haha. So I just told him don't tell to anybody. When I realized those feelings. Here it goes my Ex contacted me, He told me that He wss hold up and everything including his phone got by the holdaper. He explained everything. So Me? I already moved on then He came back. So i cleared Him everything na We're already done the they He ghosted me, He begged me. I didn't listened to all his explanations actually im already Okay. And I already Love the transferee. Haha. Then That ended our love story..
After Graduation, On that day
After the Graduation ceremony, We're officially in a Relationship, I still remember the day I answered Him. We were at the sea side. He asked me "girlfriend na kita? I said yes" So Boyfriend mo na ako? I said Yes, So tayo na? I answered"No" Haha Then i saw his face shocked and became lonely. But ofcourse that Night I clarified, that We are officially in a relationship. 😍😍 After a long wait finally we've been together now, for about 6 years. I just realized that even though how many times you rejected a person if He really loves you and he is destined for you. You'll be together in Right Time. Fate is Playful just go with the flow and things will follow. We are not yet married but we are living together now. We don't have child but maybe soon When We sort out things we will settle down with our own Family. I can't contain the happiness i felt when I look back How we started. 😍😍😍
Being together is not always happy sometimes there were days that your relationship together is tested by struggles in life. If God is the center of your relationship you'll have a bless life and lasting relationship with your partner. Just always Prays to God. Respect each other , Trust, Help each other and Be understandable. Keep your relationship with Love and Care to each other. God will do the rest.
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Thank You for patiently reading 😍😍😍
A Day to Remember
We woke up early coz today is the death anniversary of My partner's father. It's already 4 am when we left the house headed at Loyola Marikina. Imagine we are from Nueva Ecija that's why we need to left early to avoid traffic. I'm sleepy at that moment but ofcourse i need to come with them. "Nakakahiya naman kasi pag hindi ako pumunta" Puyat rin ako tumulong mag prepare ng lutuin nila na dadalhin. I know this is done once a year so, Whatever i felt. I ignore it. A little sacrifice for today. Remembering a love one that was already gone is such a pleasure. You've been with them for years, you have been created memories with them. That memories will help you look back the wonderful days With your love one.
During our trip, this sunrise Gives me energy from sleepiness.😆 Such A beautiful God's creation. It's brightness gives hope to continue the day.A blessing is everywhere if we really see the bright side of everything.Life Is short so be sure you'll enjoy It.
A Day To Remember
When the day is over and your life is over. The time you leave the world will be the day that they will remember you. They will remember the good things you've done. They will remember the happy moments with you. You will always be forever in their hearts. A Day to remember when life is over.
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I hope you Like my short story.😀🙂
"Late Night Thoughts"
It's already late and still can't sleep. I decided to wait for my partner to come home. He told me before 12 am He will be here. He attended a birthday party of his workmate. Whatever he says he will fulfill it. Haha That's why I trust Him. I let him Go with those kind of late partys. I don't want him to feel like He is in prison. As I'm waiting Him, thoughts came into my mind. What ifs?
My What IFs?
What if Someday I'll be gone. What if no one will remember me? What if the love Of my partner for me will gone? Lots of questions into my mind. But I choose to answer it positively. Late night makes us think anything that is possible and impossible to happen. If you think negatively then you'll just stress yourself. My what ifs makes me stay awake.😁😆
My late Night thoughts
Appreciate all the things you have. Never expect anything in return if you help someone. Be careful whom you trust. Let things go with the Flow. Never mind those judgmentals out there, as Long as you know you didn't hurt anyone. Be Yourself and never fake your identity. Sometimes seeking God's help is the Most powerful weapon when you can't control all the things that causes you into burden. Don't hesitate to pray and Talk with God. Precious Life must be enjoyed while it lasts.😇😇😇
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Thank You for those who recognized my works. Patiently waiting for more friends here.😘
My Day 02-05-2022
Beautiful Weather, Fresh Air and A lovable family completes my morning. Upon waking up everything is set cause it's Weekend. Saturday is just an ordinary day with an extra special time with each other in the family.So I started my Saturday with Family breakfast, after that I wash all the soiled dishes. Then rest for a while and started to do Household chores.Time flies so fast, it was already 9 am when I started to sort out my laundry.
Tadaahh!! Done with my laundry by 10:30 am. I did it with just Hand Wash. It's good that the weather is fine. A sunny with combination of windy. Still have a chance to dry my laundry. I know weather is unpredictable but Hoping for a good one until this afternoon. Yey! Finally, Rest time is waving at me.☺
Here I am now having a rest in the swing. While breathing the fresh air that comes with God's creation.Staring at the blue skies, dancing trees and beautiful scenery from far apart. This place really makes me relax."backyard"..
My tired face after all the household chores and Laundry. I feel tired a while ago but when i came to my favorite and comfort place. There you have it, feeling relieved at all. Actually just wanted to lay in swing but because of the windy weather i want to have a quick nap but maybe later after lunch.
After a couple of minutes there you have it. A precious smile after re energizing myself. Haha. Feels like I'm productive today. Weekend really removes my laziness. Obligated to do those tasks so later I'm free haha. Free to do whatever i want.wherever i go. Weekend is family day. Every single day can be an extra ordinary day. It's a matter of choice. Spend well every single day as if there's no tomorrow. Time flies so fast, that's why enjoy every single second you have. Good life with Good people around you.☺
Thank You for reading 😇😙🥰
Silent Battles
Never judge someone, Never assume you know what they've going/been through.Silent has many meaning. Choosing to be silent than hearing an opinion that hurts them.Everybody have their own battles. It's a Silent and Brutal battles.
Silent battles
This battle really test your mind. Facing your own battle by not telling to anyone is such a burden.Every single day you think the problems, this also lead to sickness. Too much of thinking will lead you to anxiety and stress.
Brutal battles
This Battle is different to Silent, as it is brutal meaning you can tell to anyone, A problem you've been through. You Can share to social media platforms. But be careful, coz lots of people out there will definitely drop their opinions that may Hurt you. Should I say judgementals. They Don't know how you deal with it but here they are judging you without knowing the whole story.
For everyone Who has silent and brutal battles, be strong...
Having a Battle is not easy, you may suffer from different sickness. All you Have to do is Pray, Talk with God, Ask for Guidance and Let your mind be calm for you to think a solutions to your battles.As long as you Believe in yourself. Everything will fall into places. God is always with You. Never forget to pray always.
"Failure to Success"
How many times Did you fail? How many times did you cry just because you failed? Just few questions for yourself. Have you tried? Tried to change your strategies? Have You ever give your best?
How many times did you fail?
Failure gives us lesson to be more Vigilant in Our decisions and actions. Many Times you've failed but the best is ,you still stand and try again. As long as you are still fighting, you have the chance to change your strategies.
Cried because Of Failure?
It's normal to cry after you lose your battle, crying helps you to ease all the devastation you've feelin. Helps you think and calm your mind for a while. Crying for others looks you are weak, but for those who had been through with your situation they consider it strength. Strength coz after Crying you'll get up and continue to face your battles. Continue to strive and try again.
Have you Tried?
Trying must Be restless, Try and Try until you get to the bottom of what you really wanted. Failing after trying? It's normal coz no one become successful without failing And trying. Try all the opportunities you have. Never seized and someday you'll see the results of your hardworks.
Strategies and Give your best
Changes of Strategies may help you to achieve your goal to success. Giving your best while exploring new strategies helps you to the right path. Based from your experiences, You can be better now. You are now ready to achieve the path of success. Before, You are crying because of failure, Someday you will be crying because of Success. With the help of Almighty God you'll be successful with your choosen path and Life.
"I Survived" My 2nd and 3rd Life
Life is mysterious. Life has different aspects. Life has many different faces. Some are happy, some have many struggles to face and others are continues to fight their silent battles in life. Everybody has their own story to tell how their life started.
Sunset that Gives me strength and Hope to Continue Life. This is why I choose to live normally even though life is testing my faith With God.
My Life started when I was born.Everybody in the family was happy. Coz little cute baby was born. After months here's a struggle which tested the patience and faith with God.I was sick. My parents are worried. Coz day by day my condition became Worst.Until it happened that I'm not breathing anymore, but God is so good. A miracle happened and then i survived. Imagine that I'm still a baby then but I'm strong coz i surpass that battle. My parents told me the whole story when I grew up. I'm very grateful that God gave me another chance to enjoy life.
It's been a miracle that having a second life to spend is Such a blessing. Actually I'm very lucky coz the life I'm enjoying right now is my third life, third chance coz recently I've been Diagnosed of Seizure Disorder. Before I learned that I have a seizure lots happened. My partner was so worried coz I'm not breathing anymore, I passed out and Chilled. Then again Miracle happened. God never let me down. He again saved me for the third time. I'm so lucky that's why i owe my life to God. I wanted to live normally even though i have seizure disorder.My partner told me to stop working. I got bored and I wanted to find a job, but this time i want a work that suits to my condition.
My Life experience and battles thought me that enjoy every moment you have while it lasts coz you don't know until when will you live in this world. Be Kind and promote peacefulness and unity. Be an inspiration and Motivation to others. Life is short Be the best version of yourself. Be contented and Always be grateful on what you have. Never expect anything in return. God will give you more than you deserve.
@Septamber
