Transformation: dividing from one side and uniting from the other

It's like a postpartum period, or a cloud that has started to gather snow… Standing where it stands, concentrating itself towards itself, saturating, filling, nourishing but still…

What I feel these days is a very slow progressing process, as if tiny steps taken from the knuckle of a spiral to the upward slope… The transition, the transformation has begun. It didn't seem like it started in such a moment, but the preparations were completed until now, now it seems like we are slowly passing through the main door.

As we pass through the main door, we change a little bit of form and a little bit of structure, as if passing through a sieve, our fine threads are separated, and behind the door they are knitted in a different way than we are used to. The pattern of our whole is not Thessaloniki anymore, but harosha...

It's like the same material, but with a schematic shape, different thickness and effect. The places where it will be used, its location, its location are different.

The meanings of our words, the spirits of our words are different. This is not the world we know. This is the world of visions that we think we are imagining, but are actually conveyed to us through dreams from time to time… It is so different from our dreams!

Not better or worse, another.

The mind, which interprets the dream, attributes what it does not know to the highest version of what it knows, whereas what happens is made up of what it does not know, but intelligible when the mind is attuned to what it does not know. Such an alterity, therefore both familiar and not understood.

We are filling up.

We are not filling towards our former self, but towards the unknown. Even though the questions will be the same (?), we are getting to where the answers will be involuntarily different.

Maybe those who are saying that giving up control, surrendering to what is, trusting the flow, are right here, right now, so that our strands don't break when they separate? It is not for the purpose of living life more happily, but to avoid causing ruptures and disappearances in transitions?

To slow down, to have calm minds, to calm down, maybe not to "worry" during this "filling", to be able to look at what has changed with serenity?

Say what?

On the one hand we diverge, on the other we unite, into other forms, into other shapes.

To voices without words...

Now is the time to apply our mastery, which we have developed to feel without trying to define, to observe without judging or trying to make sense of, and to know ourselves, over life and the whole system. Sitting and watching as an open-ended enneagram…

An epic that will flow from hearts to hearts, an open secret.

An epic for those who can read the heart, a secret for those who can't...