How personal do I want to get here? — @Scarred4Lyfe on read.cash

@Scarred4Lyfe 10 September 2021 more from that month

How personal do I want to get here? 18 years ago this month, my life exploded when my wife decided she wanted a divorce. 18 years later and I have not been in a romantic relationship since. She was a lying, cheating whore...I haven't seen her or had contact since May 2004...yet certain things still bring back the pain I felt then. Why can't I just let it go?

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5 comments

@chikspere13 10 September 2021

You can't and never will let it go..because you did not forgive her until now..and you still love her..you can't deny that you don't love her anymore but the pain you feel after all these years are still there in your heart because there's is this part of your heart that you still Inlove with her. That 18 years were too long to be in prisoned yourself with hate..and moving on is too hard..I hope God will send you angel to ease and comfort you and make you smile again..Goodluck!
@ridesnleisure 10 September 2021

you still love her
@Picturelover 10 September 2021

I know the feeling buddy, I wish I knew that answer too.
b@bestfriendalice 10 September 2021

I was also thinking of sharing my personal experiences in my married life but i keep it for myself for now.. it was a toxic one...so i get out of it... Just like today, a friend ask me.. and memories get back and i cry again... Maybe the scar we have once it was touched again we will feel the pain again...and again.. and still we need to move on ... Hugs for you my friend 🤗
@tiredmomma 10 September 2021

That's exactly my man. He flies to Thailand after he's been cheated many times but that time with a family member so it was tough for him. The girls after are just after his money. He gets used to doing what he's doing, nothing serious just fuck about. And there I came. Now I understand why I have to go through all the hardship to bring back the trust and to make him believe not all women are the same. I can only look back at it, we're happy and contented now. You know what happened to you and the wife isn't your fault but I know the pain still lingers and it will be there as long as you hold on to it. Let it go. Heal that wound yourself as not all need someone to help them heal. This time focus on you. Xxx