#11 "What ifs" of my Life

It is weird that sometimes I am questioning my self about random things. But I guess it is just normal and it could also happen to other people as well. I don't know why I am having a hard time answering those questions in the first place. Maybe because I am afraid to know the truth or I don't want to stress out myself from answering those questions. So in today's article I am sharing with you the common "What ifs" of my life.

1.) What if I live a different life?

Honestly most of the time I tend to get jelous of what others life was. I am not living a wealthy life and I do have some problems financially too. When I see other people living in wealth and they could buy everything they wanted in an instant I get jelous. But it doesn't mean I am not happy about my life now it just a matter of thinking what if I could live a life were money is not a problem at all. I think I can focus on better things without worrying about my finances.

I know that doing something and taking efforts is the key to have a better lifestyle. But as we all know that even though we tried our best the result would not be what it is supposed to be we wanted all the time. Maybe God wants to challenge me about handling things like this and I just need to analyze what should be my plan to live life the way I wanted.

2.) What if I am talented?

Actually I can't really figure out where I am good at and where I will excell. I am not good at dancing nor in singing. I am not good at acting nor being a well spoken person. I can't draw beautifully and can't be creative all the time. I am thinking what if I have so many talents. Opportunities for me would be easy to get if that happened. I know every one of us have a talent and we just need to discover it by ourself. It doesn't mean I need to be perfect doing a particular thing just to called it as my talent. I just need to love what I am doing and take it as my passion. Remember that what you do that inspire others is a great talent.

3.) What if I am in a relationship?

It's been a long time sinced I was in a relationship. Until now I do not have any partner at all. Being single is good because no one can limit your decisions or actions. But there are circumstances that I realized life would be much happier if I have someone to talk, be with and give my attention. Time will come I will get older and the best experience in life I could tressure is being in loved. Ofcourse I love my Family but having a special someone to share my heart is somehow fulfilling too. Only time can tell when I could find the right person for me but I am not loosing my hope yet in which that day will come when I will meet my special someone. I'm single but its not a reason to become bitter in love.

4.) What if I have super power?

This is the most impossible to happen. I am just curious how it feels to have a super power where I could fly, move as fast as a lightning, become stronger and use my power to make a difference in this world. This is actually a question when I was a kid. I am very imaginative about having a super power, that is the result of watching fantasy movies hahaha. If only super powers are real then this life would be much more interesting to live for.

5.) What if I could travel back in time?

If I could then I want to get back in the past and also in the future. I want to change something in the past but that will affect the present and future time for sure. It is also impossible to travel in time as it is an out of this world thing to do. I don't know why my mind is asking myself about that question after all. Time is really important and we should not waste spending it. Do what we love to do until we still have time to do it or regret forever for not doing it so.

I still have more "What ifs" in my life but I choose only these who are on top of my list. I can answer all these questions but still I am having a second thought about my answers.

Everything happens for a reason and don't feel bad for yourself if the world goes against with you sometimes. It's normal to happen and it will teach us the consequences of our mistakes. It is better to ask yourself a question and try to figure it out how to answer those, you will then realized the importance of your own life and its purpose in this world.

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