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I want to stand on my own buh it is too hard, I want to wake up and feel nothing at all, Buh every time my mind throws in the guilt card, I want to leave this state buh at every chance I stall, I see me being sane buh I think it is surreal, I want to go back to a better me and live, Buh as much as I try, it seems to be a great deal, And yet I see myself going back to you for relief, It is something I try to avoid and keep to myself, Put up a smiling face outside and sob indoors at every instance, I hope someone listens and save me from myself, Before I go back to these substances.  **#SaneMan** This is the 3rd day of the 4th week of the contest organized by **@Ashma** so don't Let it slide. Good luck y’all  https://read.cash/@Ashma Rewarding contest is still on people! Come get sponsored. Join this community, invest your time not on irrelevant and unproductive things but on your talent,get involved! **https://read.cash/c/get-sponsored-2a0b** Thank you **@Ashma** for this opportunity 💪🏾Remember to subscribe to **@Ashma** for so much more 🤗 https://read.cash/@Ashma