It is not difficult for me to pretend to be good without being good. Yes, it was hard at one time, but now I can. Friends, family members, relatives, everyone sees me smiling a lot. No one ever saw that I was in trouble. My only problem is that I never give myself time. To whom I give time, they don't give me time.

However, that's good. At least I don't have people interfering in my life. On the one hand, this is good. I am free.