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My Crushes who crushed my heart without them knowing

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Because I can't still think of what to write I will just share again some story about my crushes, who break my heart, but they don't have any idea about it, they dont even know I exist. Sad....

I was in high school when I first feel a thing in the opposite sex. It is a strong feeling that will draw me into abyss of black hole. The first time I felt it, it was so good that I'm not satisfied with just looking at him, I want him to notice me too, just like my heart will notice him even if he's 300 meters away from me, just the smell of him make my heart thump thump, it's racing like crazy just like in horse racing.

Having a crush is one of the best feeling that I ever felt as a teenager, you'll wake up everyday knowing that you can see again your crushes, with the wide smile in your face. I have a friend in high school, we always have a same crush, and we will give them a nickname, hahaha. Example, hahaha, I can't stop myself from laughing because hahahahahaha. Okay example of their nicknames, oh, we are giving them a nickname so that when we talk about them they won't know who are we talking about. Example is "Bisugo" haha, I name him that because I love Bisugo fish or "Nemipterus Virgatus,” he's not literally looks like a bisugo okay, I just name him that because I want to. I will tell you some of his physical attributes. He's Chubby, I like him because he's chubby and he is so cute, I dont know why but I really like a chubby boy when I was in high school, all of my crushes is chubby, but that was before it change when I graduated in high school, anyway, his hair is always brushed up and that looks good into him too, he has a chinky eyes, and his skin color is just perfect for him, he has a strong sex appeal just like red horse seriously, and he's name is "Diosdado" dunno he's last name, I forgot okay, sorry, hahaha. And what more cool about him is that he drive a skeleton motorcycle, that's what in that time, in our old days, but I'm not that old okay, I still have crushes duhh, haha.

Aside from Bisugo, I have more crush during that time and I name them Daddy RM, Daddy AM and Daddy Panget, haha. That's the abbreviation of their name I just can't remember their whole name now because it's been a long year already. But the feeling that I felt having a crush during high school days and all is still here, hihi, kilig moments. I still remember their faces but not their name.

And the sad thing about having a crush is when you discovered that he has a girlfriend already, huhu!! I hate that feeling, looking at them while walking side by side, or holding hands while walking and you can't do anything but to curse his girlfriend in your mind, wishing that you're the one who is holding his hand and not a frog huhu. Anyway before I graduated from high school all of my feelings to them just vanish because i'm thinking if I'm going to continue my study, in college, "pagsintang purorot" is gone all.

My Slum Book for my high school classmate

Yoi don't have a happy high school life if you didn't do this, haha we call this a slum book, we will write a question and when I ask my classmate to fill it they will answer it. It is just a silly question just like on the picture. Haha

Slam Book front page

This is not mine, this is the answer of one of my classmate, and her writing is just the superb I just blur her name. Wahhh, high school life is one of the best experience that I ever had.

I also had a crushes in my college days, but I feel always so disappointed because all of my crushes has a girlfriend already, I can't even flirt with them, haha just kidding. I remember one of my friend Hazel had a boyfriend and that boyfriend of him has a classmate that has overflowing sex appeal, he's not that handsome but the way he carry his self is so gorgeous. I even ask my friend's boyfriend of my crush number, but he didn't give it to me, he's so madamot, huhu, my college crush name is Edrian. Hihihi. I used to stalk his fb account before, but I stopped it a long time ago when I graduate in college, haha.

I have more crushes even when I graduate from college, and there are a lot of them. There's a sales man, he work in Bread n' Butter but what I feel for him is "Panandilan lang" because he work there just in 6 months so he move to other branch and bye bye. A Security Guard, he works in Cooperative Company in our neighborhood, he's working there for I think a months before I discover that he already has a girlfriend, they have a guard house in the back of the company and that's where they stay, I feel so brokenhearted because I can just look at him, with hir girl, "nayurakan ang pagkababae ko!" And after so many months again, her girlfriend got pregnant, and I have no chance to steal him from her anymore, huhu, (just kidding with this part.)

I think I already had a thousand of crushes, what about you guys? My latest crush is the son of the store owner of someone in our Market, that is why I am always excited to go to the market because I can go "Silay" again to my crush. I still don't know if he has a girlfriend already but, I wish he doesn't have a girlfriend yet, or if he has I wish I don't see her because I might get a piece of her hair and go to the witch I know, and you know what's gonna happen to her lol.

Anyway, having a crush is fun, good for your heart and mind, as long as your crush is single and no girlfriend! Everything is good and everyone is happy.

I'm just sharing this to you because having a crush is not that so bad, they can be our inspiration to study hard, they can be added as one of your inspiration to continue to strive hard to what you want to become, i'm not saying that we should worship them to the point that we are being obsessed with them, forcing them to like you or harassing their special someone if they already have one, not like that is a big NO. We should prioritized our family as our inspiration because they are the one who's working hard for our own good, and our crushes is just a bonus because what we feel for them can make us work more hard to achieve our goal in our life.

Thank You,

Mabuhay lahat ng Single!!! Ka!!

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Haha..namiss ko tuloy yang slambook.. At high school dn alo una nagka crush.. Haha.. Lage ko inaabangan sa umaga dumaan sa field, tuwang tuwa nmn si heart.. Pro kog absent sya, malungkot 🤣🤣 I rememer nung first time kmi nagkaharap, grabe d ako matingnan ng diristo saga mata nya.. Nakakasad lng kc nagtransfer sya mg school at hndi ko na nakita pa.. Para akong na brokenhearted.. Lol.. At minsan sinearch ko sya sa fb, ayun my asawa na 😭😭😭

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3 months ago

Haha, nakakamiss talaga ano, ako ay nikikilig pa din pag nsalala ko mga ka eng engan ko noon ee haha. Ganyan din ako, at dahil nga motor sya alam ko na agad pag anjan na sya tunog palang , haha. Pero isa lang naging vrush mo nong high school? Bat ang unti sakin ang dami, ahaha sabay sabay kasi 🤣

Salamat sa upvote 🤩😍❤️

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3 months ago

Isa lng..haha..isa lng dn sa college 🤣🤣 at yin dahilan kya ako nagshift ng course... Dhl ky crush..haha .kabataan life nga namn..saya balikan yung magagandang ala ala..haha

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3 months ago

Bakit puro isa, nakakahiya naman ang dami noong sa akin 🤧 hahaha. Kung pwd lang mag travel back in time gagawin ko, tapos forever nalang akong bata haha

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3 months ago

Au dalawa pla sa high school.. Si practice teacher nmin na magaling sumayaw at memer ng dance group dun sa city 🤣🤣.. Kinikilig ako dun sa knya at approachable pa.. Pro hanggang dun lng. Teacher eh.haha

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3 months ago

Haha, ay teacher oo, ako sa college prof ko, awan bat na crushan ko yun ee mahaba naman ang wala pala ahahaha. Ngayon wala na? Ako kasi meron ee at kada may makikita akong bago tapos maappeal, I crush him na agad 🤩🤭🤣

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3 months ago

Bata parin isip mo haha.. Wala ng crush crush..lol.. Kpop actors nacucutan ako sa knla pro hndi nmn crush level 😅

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3 months ago

Hahaha, sakin puro crush, walang love puro hanga lang ako, awan di pa ata ako totoong naiinlove ee haha

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3 months ago

Nbsb ka? 😅

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3 months ago

Hindi naman ,kasi pwro di pa ako nakakramdam ng intense na love yunh bang gagawin mo lahat para sa isang lalaki, ganorn, wala pa yalaga ee, ni hindi ko nga naipakilala ex ko sa mader ko, ahaha

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3 months ago

Ah.. Buti kujg ganun so hndi kpa nakaranas ng pain from being heartbroken..haha..

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3 months ago

Hindi pa nga, naluha lang ako saglit tapos wala na 😅 normal ba yun ahaha.

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3 months ago

Haha..bka napuwing k lng 🤣🤣

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3 months ago

Sana all may love life..

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3 months ago

Hahaha, bakit ikaw wala? Hayaan mo na, madami naman kayong walang jowa 😂

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3 months ago

wala nga ate eh HAHAHAH

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3 months ago

Haha hayaan mo ma, mahalaga naman ay important diba

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3 months ago

Ay nakakatuwa! Bumalik tuloy ako sa pagkabata 😆 Nanliligaw ako noon e. Ako pa nagbibigay ng loveletter! 😅

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3 months ago

Haha, ay iba malakas ang ang loob haha, ako kasi puro tunganga lamang sa kanila, hanggang tingin naghihintay lang na mapansin kahit di naman nagpapapansin 🤣

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3 months ago

Ay bhe Kapal ng mukha, andon pa yung magandang may crush sa kanya! Wapakels ako 😅 ayun, nabasted ako! 😅

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3 months ago

I only had 2 crushes my whole hs life hhaha, first when i was in grade 7 then when i was in grade 12 (my first and last year in hs) i developed my feelings because of my classmates who keep on teasing us as soon as they confess that they have a crush on me (wow te ganda ka?) Hahha ewan ko bihira kasi ako mattract na for real kaya ayun nadadala nalang sa ulot tsaka ewan ko rin sakanila eh napakasungit ko bat sila nagkacrush hahaha well wala namn ako nakatuluyan kahit isa sakanila hahahaha pero okay lang kasi naging friends naman kami as in tropa nung grd 7 crush ko pero yung grade hmm okay lang din naman kami pero not so friends ganern lol

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3 months ago

Hahaha, bat ganyan kayo, ang uunti ng crush nyo 🤧, bat sakin ang dami sabay sabay pa nga 😂. Eheeee, maganda ka naman talaga, cute cute mo nga ee kita ko blue fire, sana all. Huhu. Haha, bata kapa nakanntama na yang crush crush mina, baka puso mo ma crush ee yare na 😂✌️

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3 months ago

Hahaha oo nga, dami ko pang module na dapat sagutan tsaka di ko na talaga iniisip yan ngayon tamang happy crush lang like admiration sa certain aspect ng tao

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3 months ago

Yes, tama yan, focus kana muna sa module saka kay Tsukki haha

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3 months ago

Hahaha single for life kana lang 😂

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3 months ago

Hahaha, grabi sa for life 🤧

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3 months ago

Ayaw mo nun, wala kang poproblemahin 😂

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3 months ago

Okay lang mamroblema basta may jowa ☺️, pero saka na ang jowa, sa ngayin read.cash na ang jowa ko haha

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3 months ago

Pero wala kang jowa. Period 😂 hahaha

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3 months ago

Bakit ikaw meron 🙄🤧🤧, masaya naman bleee 🤧🤧

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3 months ago

Wala rin pero yeko lang hahaha

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Hahaha, ano yung yeko?

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3 months ago

Baliktarin mo 😂

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3 months ago

Hahaha, okey

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Hahahahahahahaha wait... hahahahahaaha haha hahaha 🤣🤣

I was literally laughing so hard and I'm smiling the whole time I'm reading this. So far, this is my favorite among your articles 🧡

Nostalgic memories overflowed. High school is indeed the best years for having crushes haha. But unlike you, I only have 6 real crushes since high school up to now. But I always have my pasimpleng moves with them. I don't want my pagsinta to go in vain. Di man maging kami at least may magandang memory with that person ❤️

First year ako nung una kong nafeel ang magka crush. Si Juan Paolo, kasabay ko yun lagi kumain kapag lunch time 🤣 at madalas parehas ang ulam namin, so kilig yay!

Second year, may gwapong transferee sa amin, si King John Paul. Lagi siyang topic sa diary ko and pinasagot ko din siya sa slumbook ko dati 😍 Lagi akong pasimpleng tumitingin sankanya gamit ang salamin, pero one time nahuli niya ko. And then he asked me in english "Why are you staring at me, do you like me?" kyaaaah 😍🤣

Third year and fourth year, isa lang crush ko nun, si Elias. Siya yung bumbayin ang mata at ilong, pero maputi. Super gwapo and matalino pa. Kaya nahihiya ako mag recite dati eh haha. Nung 4th year napunta ako sa section 2 pero pinilit ko yung mga teachers na itransfer ulit ako sa star section, siyempre para magkaklase pa rin kami ni crush haha. Before we graduated, nagka holding hands naman kami ng mga 1 hour, I was busy reading a pocketbook that time when he suddenly held my hand. Siyempre di ko binawi ang kamay ko kasi moment na yun with crush haha. Sorry na, umiibig lang 😍

And then college came, naging crush ko si Xander. Yun naman, kinuntsaba ko PE teacher ko na siya ang maging partner ko sa ballroom 😍 Siyempre damoves ulit hahahaha

And yung isa, si Captain, yung nasa tula ko dito. And last is, yung crush ko for 4 years na friend ko. Pero may jowa na siya ngayon, kaya move on din pag may time.

Sorry sa mala article na naman na comment, naexcite lang 🤣

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Ahahaha, salamat naman 😂, natatawa pa din nga ako pag naaalala ko 😂.

Grabi naman unti, bakit sakin ang dami, iba ibang varities 😂. Buti kapa may lakas mg loob, ako talaga wala, nahihiya ako, panakaw na tingin lang ako lagi, saka buti dika nahahalata haha. Pag ako nagkaka crush talaga di ako makatingin sa crush ko ee iwas tingin baka mahalata, saka kunyari tomboy ako pero ang totoo babae ako mula ulo hanggang benti 🤧.

Sana all nakakasabay, sheettyy, mala wattpad 🤭 pangalan palang King John, haha. Basta talaga transferee mga gwapo yan, haha pero sakin di naman englisero haha sayo sosyalin, o ay anomg sagot mo pagkatanong nya? Hahaha

Halaaaa, bat may ganonnn, bat ka nya hinolding hands? May crush din yun sau naku, may katugon ang damdamin mo hahaha. Wala akong ganyang moment sa crush ko haha, puso 🤧🤦

Xander Ford? Charr, ahaha, ballroom diba oag sinayaw yan nakahawak sya or nakayakap ba? Halaa sana all ulit 🤧, mga damoves mo ang titinda ay haha.

Captain? Ng basketball team? Ayieee hahaha. Ay na friend zone ka? Dapat kasi tinapat mo na sya, malay mo hinihintay kalang pala nya 🤭

Okay lang yan, mas nakakatuwa ang ganyan may nagbasa ng article ko 🤧. At salamat sa upvote may pahabol pa hihi ❤️🤩😘

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Hahahaha loyal kasi ako sa crush ko pag nagkakacrush ako. As in sa kanya lang fixed ang buong attention ko at yun din ang rason kung bakit di ako nag eentertain ng mga manliligaw. Kasi baka lang naman maghimala at magustuhan din ako ni crush 🤣

Pero ni isa sa kanila waley man lang naging maganda ang ending. Alam mo kasi wag kabg mahiyang tumingin sa crush mo kasi habang mas lalo mong tinatago, mas lalo namang mahahalata yan. Yung recent crush ko nga na may jowa na ngayon, kinaibigan ko pa buong pamilya niya hahahahaha pero sa loob ng 4 years na naging crush ko yun, walang nakakalata 😂 Pero sabi nung pinsan ko, matagal na din paalng alam ni koya at nagkagusto din naman yun sa akin, kaso ayaw niyang masira ang friendship namin kaya di na nagtapat. So ang ending nasa piling siya ng iba ngayon. Pero okay lang since kung nanligaw siya, di ko rin naman sasagutin 😅😬

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Hahaha, sana all loyal, ako kasi sabay sabay na 3 hanggang lima crush ko ee. Iba ibang lugar ahaha. Mababaw na crush lang, pag may nakita ako doon sa pinuntahan namon tapos mahawttt, crush na agad, hahaha. Yumg sayo parang dilang crush, bat tapat kansa kanya dika naman jowa ✌️😂😂

Haha, di ko mapigilan na di mahiya, nagiinit ang tenga ko, namamawis ang kili kili ko ahaha, pati kamay, ahahah. Alam mo yun feeling ko nagbablush ako di lang halata, 🙄. Hahaha. Pero bat naman di mo sasagutin? Baka kaya di sya nagtapat sayo kasi alam nyang di mo sya sasagutin, bukod don sa baka masira friendship nyo. Masaya din naman ang walang jowa haha

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3 months ago

Walang hiyang sulat naman yun, pwede na itabla sa mga doktor! Irisha Maningding "$@&$-%-#- tama ba? Haha

lupet naman, mga ilang lalaki na pala dumaan sa harap mo bat di mo pinagtitisod nang mahulog sa lupa at mapatingala sa harap mo haha

Mabuhay ang SMP:

Samahan ng Makikikain sa Pasko

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3 months ago

Ahahahaha, natawa ako sa Maninding 😂, naka blurred kasi hahaha. Pero mali ka sa apelyido, napaka layo 😂

Ahahahahaha, kadami na nga , nasa thousand na 🤧, di ko na tinisod, mahirap na baka ako ang madapa 😂.

Ahahaha, yan pala any smp, haha. Buti kung makakadayo sa pasko, bawala mgabgatherings kaya 😂

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3 months ago

Alam ko na: Macarandang or Mananambang or Mandaluyon haha

Yes, SMP, lapit na ng Haloween

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3 months ago

Ahahaha, may apelyido ba na Mananambang? Ahaha, diba yun ung mga sa killer nananambang sila haha. Mali lahat 😂,

Malapit ma nga, handa mo na yang ilalim nang katre mo, may tatambay jan na ano haha, ewelcome mo

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3 months ago

Walang tumama? Baka naman married na kaya iba na apelyido haha

Katre? Ano yun? Haha, papag lang higaan ko haha di pa ako nakakakita ng mga lumulutang na ulo or white lady na kalbo haha

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3 months ago

Dalaga pa yun haha, wala pa asawa 15 nga lang kami kasi haha.

Haha, o e di sa tabi mo nalang, dami naman pwd pwestuhan ee, ihanda mo lang puso mo baka malaglag sa gulat haha. Ako din naman dipa nakakita, excited na nga ako makakita ee haha.

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3 months ago

Weh? 15years old after 20 years haha

look to the right,

look to the left,

look up, look up, shake shake shake

(Repeat 3rd line read faster) haha

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3 months ago

Hahaha, oo nga di nga kasi kami natanda 😎,

Haha diko binasa ee kinanta ko

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3 months ago

Salamat sa upvote hayhh 🤧❤️🤩 @esciisc

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3 months ago

hahaha no prob. Super napatawa at napasaya mo ko sa article na to. Memories bring back memories, di na siya babalik 🤣

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3 months ago

Hahaha....i smiled after reading this article..you had a lot of crushes😂😂Thinking about crushes give me also pleasure😄

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3 months ago

Hahaha, why, You have a lot of crushes too? Hehe.

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3 months ago

Yeah,exactly😄😄

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