Because I can't still think of what to write I will just share again some story about my crushes, who break my heart, but they don't have any idea about it, they dont even know I exist. Sad....
I was in high school when I first feel a thing in the opposite sex. It is a strong feeling that will draw me into abyss of black hole. The first time I felt it, it was so good that I'm not satisfied with just looking at him, I want him to notice me too, just like my heart will notice him even if he's 300 meters away from me, just the smell of him make my heart thump thump, it's racing like crazy just like in horse racing.
Having a crush is one of the best feeling that I ever felt as a teenager, you'll wake up everyday knowing that you can see again your crushes, with the wide smile in your face. I have a friend in high school, we always have a same crush, and we will give them a nickname, hahaha. Example, hahaha, I can't stop myself from laughing because hahahahahaha. Okay example of their nicknames, oh, we are giving them a nickname so that when we talk about them they won't know who are we talking about. Example is "Bisugo" haha, I name him that because I love Bisugo fish or "Nemipterus Virgatus,” he's not literally looks like a bisugo okay, I just name him that because I want to. I will tell you some of his physical attributes. He's Chubby, I like him because he's chubby and he is so cute, I dont know why but I really like a chubby boy when I was in high school, all of my crushes is chubby, but that was before it change when I graduated in high school, anyway, his hair is always brushed up and that looks good into him too, he has a chinky eyes, and his skin color is just perfect for him, he has a strong sex appeal just like red horse seriously, and he's name is "Diosdado" dunno he's last name, I forgot okay, sorry, hahaha. And what more cool about him is that he drive a skeleton motorcycle, that's what in that time, in our old days, but I'm not that old okay, I still have crushes duhh, haha.
Aside from Bisugo, I have more crush during that time and I name them Daddy RM, Daddy AM and Daddy Panget, haha. That's the abbreviation of their name I just can't remember their whole name now because it's been a long year already. But the feeling that I felt having a crush during high school days and all is still here, hihi, kilig moments. I still remember their faces but not their name.
And the sad thing about having a crush is when you discovered that he has a girlfriend already, huhu!! I hate that feeling, looking at them while walking side by side, or holding hands while walking and you can't do anything but to curse his girlfriend in your mind, wishing that you're the one who is holding his hand and not a frog huhu. Anyway before I graduated from high school all of my feelings to them just vanish because i'm thinking if I'm going to continue my study, in college, "pagsintang purorot" is gone all.
Yoi don't have a happy high school life if you didn't do this, haha we call this a slum book, we will write a question and when I ask my classmate to fill it they will answer it. It is just a silly question just like on the picture. Haha
This is not mine, this is the answer of one of my classmate, and her writing is just the superb I just blur her name. Wahhh, high school life is one of the best experience that I ever had.
I also had a crushes in my college days, but I feel always so disappointed because all of my crushes has a girlfriend already, I can't even flirt with them, haha just kidding. I remember one of my friend Hazel had a boyfriend and that boyfriend of him has a classmate that has overflowing sex appeal, he's not that handsome but the way he carry his self is so gorgeous. I even ask my friend's boyfriend of my crush number, but he didn't give it to me, he's so madamot, huhu, my college crush name is Edrian. Hihihi. I used to stalk his fb account before, but I stopped it a long time ago when I graduate in college, haha.
I have more crushes even when I graduate from college, and there are a lot of them. There's a sales man, he work in Bread n' Butter but what I feel for him is "Panandilan lang" because he work there just in 6 months so he move to other branch and bye bye. A Security Guard, he works in Cooperative Company in our neighborhood, he's working there for I think a months before I discover that he already has a girlfriend, they have a guard house in the back of the company and that's where they stay, I feel so brokenhearted because I can just look at him, with hir girl, "nayurakan ang pagkababae ko!" And after so many months again, her girlfriend got pregnant, and I have no chance to steal him from her anymore, huhu, (just kidding with this part.)
I think I already had a thousand of crushes, what about you guys? My latest crush is the son of the store owner of someone in our Market, that is why I am always excited to go to the market because I can go "Silay" again to my crush. I still don't know if he has a girlfriend already but, I wish he doesn't have a girlfriend yet, or if he has I wish I don't see her because I might get a piece of her hair and go to the witch I know, and you know what's gonna happen to her lol.
Anyway, having a crush is fun, good for your heart and mind, as long as your crush is single and no girlfriend! Everything is good and everyone is happy.
I'm just sharing this to you because having a crush is not that so bad, they can be our inspiration to study hard, they can be added as one of your inspiration to continue to strive hard to what you want to become, i'm not saying that we should worship them to the point that we are being obsessed with them, forcing them to like you or harassing their special someone if they already have one, not like that is a big NO. We should prioritized our family as our inspiration because they are the one who's working hard for our own good, and our crushes is just a bonus because what we feel for them can make us work more hard to achieve our goal in our life.
Thank You,
Mabuhay lahat ng Single!!! Ka!!
Haha..namiss ko tuloy yang slambook.. At high school dn alo una nagka crush.. Haha.. Lage ko inaabangan sa umaga dumaan sa field, tuwang tuwa nmn si heart.. Pro kog absent sya, malungkot 🤣🤣 I rememer nung first time kmi nagkaharap, grabe d ako matingnan ng diristo saga mata nya.. Nakakasad lng kc nagtransfer sya mg school at hndi ko na nakita pa.. Para akong na brokenhearted.. Lol.. At minsan sinearch ko sya sa fb, ayun my asawa na 😭😭😭