Yesterday, it's lunch time. We cook "Tinolang Manok." I am the one who suggested it coz I miss it and I want to "Humigop ng Sabaw" of it.
I didn't help cooking it because it doesnt need two hand to cook it like a chef and a sous chef do. But I help in preparing it, I am the one who clean the chicken and I prepared those ingredients that is needed, like pepper, chayote, salt, ginger, magic sarap, moringga and his love for me is now gone and I don't know where I.... Saan ako nagkulang nalang, my nose is bleeding help me please.
So, I prepared it all and my Mom cook it. Once it cooked my other mom ask me to prepare the food and we're gonna it and so I did. I'm on the process of getting the rice when my Mom go to the comfort room, to pee or whatever.
Suddenly she gets mad because I forgot to kill the light in the comfort room. I mean the switch is on but there is no light because our light that time has a problem, that light is asking for a replacement already but we won't replace it because it's still functioning you just need to "Karate Chop" the switch.
So she is mad, she told me that " Did you know know even if the light is off but the switch is on, it still consuming the electricity!" So I answered back like I said that "I forgot po, I went there for like 30 seconds ago to pee." But she still continue telling me that "You shouldn't leave it like that, it's still consuming our electricity." And I was like "Mom, I forgot nga, am I not allowed to forgot it,
is it because I am not the one paying the bill!" But I didnt said the one with a strikethrough okay, haha I don't want her to get mad more because it's really not good.
I was like, she's just saying the same thing over and over and I feel so irritated, or worse mad. I want to say something but I'm just stopping myself because I don't want us to quarrel over that thing or petty things. I just let her, and I bring their food to their table, and when I'm about to bring their viand to their table, my Mom tell to my other Mom that I didn't switch off the light in the comfort room and I was like, @_#'#&#&#-#:#&#. I really get mad. I mean, does she really have to tell her, so ginatungan pa nong isa yong apoy so lalong naglagablab. She said "It's been a minutes since she get the water, so kanina pa yon." And I was like Yes it's been 30 minutes or so already pero hindi naman nila nakita na umihi ako kaya ang sabi nung isa kanina pa yon ah, ee umihi nga kasi ako anu na kasi!!!
So to stop myself from doing dratstic things like throwing the plate in the ground, I just go outside to chill. I leave the food that I prepared for myself, and covered it to avoid some fly from getting into my soup. Even if I'm mad I still able to think that food so no to wasting foods.
So I go outside, writting an article. I just go to her old tricycle and sit there while typing some article. My Mama is there too because her Carenderia is open every Monday to Friday. So I was just sitting there my Mama is talking to me about something and I won't answer her because I am still raging from madness. She just talk and talk about whatever and I was just there not even listening because I was clouded by my madness.
I also feel irritated because my Amby, my pup keep on kissing me. He just won't stop, he poke me with his arm, lick my cheeks and my gosh my irritation was about to melt. I feel like he knows what I'm feeling that time, and he's cheering me up. But I'm still mad, my irritation won't dissappear, I don't want too. And my Mama is still talking to me and I'm still ignoring her.
When they already done eating, my 2 other Mommy I mean. Mom calling me to wash the plate and I was like 🙄. Then my Mama answer her "Tinotopak na naman yata, nakabusangol eh!" And I want to answer them with this "If you're the one who forgot to switch off the light it's okay, but if it's me you complain like it will cost you a million.!" I mean I just forgot it just like for a second, then lets make it minute.
I admit I am a "Topakin" as what they say, I really get mad over nothing, or so they thought. But the truth is, I'm holding myself from saying anything because I don't want to say it to her, Im just thinking of her health so I'm stopping myself. When I get mad she'll get madder, and I am the one to blame if her blood pressure rises, so I just don't.
This happen yesterday, and I'm just sharing it here now. We're okay now, but I'm still "Nagtatampo."
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