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As you can see in my title, I wrote a word, which is 'Resignation'. I have many reasons to say in this article so I want you to continue reading it. And understand my situation. If you feel like giving me advices, then feel free to comment down below. I love to interact with you guys. 😊 Thanks in advance.
First Job
I started late in college. I reached twenty, before I became a freshman. It's because, I have more than three years of stay in the convent. I graduated in highschool at the age of 16. From 16 to 19, I spent my years in the convent like I said earlier.
After I graduated in college last 2018, I finished my review then applied in an online teaching company, or ESL. I applied first in an office-based but was rejected. And on the same day, I went to their center and applied there too. Luckily, I got accepted, after so many trainings, I got launched at last and started my online teaching last October 18, 2018. I will never forget my first day at work. Hehe. I was so nervous but stayed calm in front of my virtual class. Whew.
Actually, this was my first job until now. I never applied to other companies or schools. I attempted but was not accepted from a specific private school. Also, I never studied again, like getting masterals in a graduate school... I planned but never had the bravery to do so.
I love my current job and I don't want to resign. It's such a pain. Huhuhu. While the company is active, then I should give my time. But, many reasons keep piling up that are pushing me to resign.
My Reasons
Let me tell you the reasons why I will eventually resign this December 2021 or maybe this coming January 2022.
I noticed that, my body has gotten weaker. I would get sick immediately. Before, without taking any supplements, I always feel healthy. But due to the radiations I receive from the gadgets like my laptop and mobile phone everyday, so maybe, that's why, it caused me to have a weak immune system. I never imagined resigning from this job.
There are so many complications my body is experiencing. Is it really the correct term? Anyway, the back of my leg where we bend when walk, had veins experiencing pain that prevents me from walking properly. Then later on, my right leg as well. It's because, I became lazy to exercise. I sit all day until night time in front of the computer doing my work and never exercised. Only when I go out that I walk, run, and produce sweat. I should have done some simple exercises. Regrets keep coming.
Me and my husband don't have a house nor land here in the city. It's hard to buy nowadays. And I observed that my hubby prefers to live in our province, so I will also stay there. Plus, there's no strong internet connection there. I just hope that sooner or later, we will have strong internet there so I can re-apply as an online teacher and make it as my part-time.
Away from my hubby. I don't want to be away from my hubby for a long time. He can come and stay with me but, their labor work is in the province. No choice.
I want to build a family. Having kids together with my husband. We're married for two years now, and yet, we still don't have kids. Pressures from our parents are always there. We never had a check-up yet. All I can assume was, we're LDR, and radiations from my gadgets was all over me. Just my assumptions only that caused me not to get pregnant.
Others. I don't know but, I think I have other reasons. Hehe. I'm thankful to my sister who allowed me to stay in their old house. I'll be forever grateful and I hope that I can return the favor in the future by helping them also.
Ending Words
These are my simple reasons why I will soon resign from my work. Huhu. It's hard to think that I will soon leave my students. I love them and I will always miss them. I hope that they will continue to study more. Especially that student who stayed with me from 2018 until now. His English name is Raymond. He was a seven-year-old student when I first teach him. His dad used to stick beside him and guided him while we had our lessons. I remembered, he can hardly utter an English word. But now, he's chatty. 😅 Instead of focusing in our lessons, he would ask so many questions and talk about other things. Sometimes he sings a song out of the blue. Haha. Naughty boy. And then, we have to rush our lessons because the time is already up. Haha.
I know it will be a painful process to leave. It was my first job and I had it for more than three years. Whew. I believed that there are more blessings to come that might encourage me to do better in my life. May God bless our plans. Everyday, I pray to HIM. 🙏
That's it for today's article. My spiels: "Thanks for booking in my class. See you next time. Goodbye!" Haha, out of habit, I typed this unconsciously. 😅
Thank you everyone for giving your time. God bless us all! 😊
It is difficult to have a good job that you like and have to quit because of a health problem or internet connection. I think the hardest thing about working as a teacher is to get so attached to your students, to share so much with them and to know that one day you won't be teaching them anymore. When I resigned the first time from my job all my students started crying, at that time we were not in pandemic, so I saw them crying and hugging me, my students did not want me to resign. My boss decided to pay me what he owed me if I stayed, I accepted, my students were extremely happy, but then the pandemic started, I could no longer see my students and the online classes became complex. There were many internet failures. I tried hard but my payment never came again and my students started to withdraw, they don't like online classes, neither do I, so I also withdrew. I was very stressed about not getting paid, the money I had to eat was spent on lousy internet service, and my job didn't value all the effort I put in. That made me question myself a bit and wonder if I really serve as a teacher or as a musician, or if I chose the wrong path. All these doubts because of a bad payment have made me bad, I have tried too hard and I feel that I don't achieve the things I want.