Greetings To All..............!

Botany is basically the branch of biology which deals with the study of plants. Am one of those types of girls who has extraordinary dreams from childhood but doing nothing to achieve them. And to study about plants is never included in my dreams i want to do something different but not want to study botany. I tried to get rid of this subject but it's just fixed with myself. With the passage of time i adjusted myself with this subject and believe on the proverb that i listened from my childhood that if a person or thing came in our lives whom we don't like but we know that the next whole life that thing or person is the part of our lives and he stay with us for a whole life. Then with the passage of time we start compromising and think good things about them, then they become the best part of our lives and we start loving them.

Same this happened in my case i didn't like botany and try my best to left this subject but when my all efforts became wasteless i start compromise with it. Because i know it's also my lots of mistakes that lead me to take admission in this subject.

After Doing The Examination Of F.S.C., What I Did:

After doing my all theory and practical examination of f.s.c., i just take a rest from studies and busy in lots of other activities and my main hobby is reading novels. For the future my plan is to do B.S.C. from the nearest college and then want to do M.S.C in organic chemistry. I didn't want to take admission in university. But my friends insisted me there is no scope of B.S.C. in future so we do B.S. in botany she said me botany has very high scope and value actually she was also misguided by someone.

On the other hand my mother told me Arooj applied for medical admission. I filled medical college admission form but didn't submit it properly. Because i know if i applied for it i also do a lot of preparation for it that's i didn't want i just want relaxation from studies. Also my father is not agree about medical studies. So i told my father about the nearest university of our city and also my friends review about the b.s.c. degree.

Before the admission in university, i didn't go out of home. My life is just limited to college, home, studies and grandmother's house. So my father next day went to the university with all necessary documents of mine and applied for four different subject entry test B.S. in computer science, information technology, botany and biotechnology. To take admission we need to do the entry test and that's not so far.

At The Time Of Entry Test What I Did:

When i told my friends my father also applied for Computer science or Information technology subject. Then instead of motivation they start demotivated me not to do tests of these subjects. When i reached to the university, everything is horrible for me because before this i didn't see that type of rush. Two to three person with the speakers on their hand standing on the stage and guide the students towards their department. My feeling like that today am lost in this huge rush. But at last i found my entry test place after tye lots of struggle. First i preferred botany/ biotechnology test but am doing that test a teacher came here in searching me to give the test of computer science am confused how i did two tests at a time so i said that i didn't take part admission in these subjects and didn't want to give their tests. When i returned home after doing these tests my father asked me about my all tests that i done all Subject tests i told him i didn't give test of Information Technology / Computer Science because there was a huge rush here am am confused. He told me it's okay just take a rest.

Now Am Eagerly Waiting For The Result Of Entry Test and Merit Lists:

After doing the entry test now am eagerly waiting for the results. I did the entry test in the mid of August and merit list result showed in second week of October. And what is this am wonderful in the first merit list of botany am in top five students means i also take admission easily in biotechnology but my parents preferred botany over biotechnology and take my admission here. With the lots of tear i accepted botany as a my career subject.

31st October 2017: My First Day Of University

Am happy about university life that now i don't need to study. But it's my incomplete dreams that's never fullfil. Especially i didn't accept the lots of classes at my first day. But she was Mathematics teacher who take the class of three hours. For the first time in life i hate maths. Also I didn't like Mathematics teacher who didn't take introduction properly and start teaching us that's not fair. After Mathematics class another teacher with the smile on his face came in our class, he was so kind teacher take a good introduction from us, giide us about university life and little give lecture about the subject. Because my one of the best friend didn't come in university so i feel boredom all around. At 3:45pm am returned back to my home and start telling my aunt the whole boring day of university. Me to aunt i didn't go again this university.

Because the first day is not good for me because everything looking new new and also looking like that i didn't study this subject.

After First Day Of University, Now Am Wanted To Become Doctor:

Yes botany is not my dreaming degree and that's time i realized that if i take life serious and do some hardwork then easily i take admission in any medical college. Then i contacted with my college friend who was busy in the preparation of medical test. From whom i got the number of agency who went students for study to China. I called him and gave my all biodata he said that you got admission easily in any medical college just urgently made your passport and then came our office when i told my mother about this that she said that all this is just fraud and i didn't give permission to go out of country for studies. That's day i realized that botany didn't go out of my life at any cost so i need to do compromise with it. I started to go university on daily basis but didn't show any interest in my studies and finally failed in first semester. Except studies i take a very deeply interest in lots of other activities. All these things gave me a lesson in huge amount.

Closing Thoughts:

After failing in first semester, my condition is be like that i never study anything more. But how i lose hope because lots of my beloved relationship expect to see me a successful person. So for a sometime i left my all other activities or those person who's are just harmful for me. I realized that no subject is bad everything has its own value and imporatance so i stopped giving bad words to my subject and after sometime its just becoming interesting for me.

And one advice to you, we get this life just once a time. So never waste it with your bad friends . Because every other relationship of our lives is just temporary except our parents. So work hard and fulfill your parent's dreams.