Why are you mad at that man just because he didn't help you. Why do you hate him so much just because you asked him for money and he said no. What was his offence that makes you wish him dead.
Have you forgotten that you're created the same way as him. Have you forgotten that you're alive,that there lot of other opportunities out their instead of staying at his door step. Been angry at him or wishing him dead isn't the answer. Why don't you turn that anger into something beautiful, something meaningful, let it be your inspiration, let it be your way forward.
If you received help from someone, it as been destined that such person will be of your favour and if the other way round happens take it as it is. We all have one or two problem that we are facing even that person needs help too.Believe me, its not all time you have money.
Work harder stop relying on someone for help, believe in yourself make it happen you can be great, you can be successful without anyone's help. All that it take is believe, just believe.
Clear your mind,take a deep breath, forgive all, now say to yourself :
I CAN MAKE IT WITH YOU
We all have our destiny helpers in life.