Sudden Sadness
I wonder why I randomly feel sad. This overwhelming sadness that I can't find the reason of its existence...slowly intoxicating my mind.
Sometimes, it's myself who's the hardest to understand. I wonder if something really triggered me and my mind chose to take those reasons lightly to protect me from trauma.
I feel so sad. Im out of energy. I just wanna lay down so I did but still I feel like Im sinking. My head aches.
Soon I'll be okay. However, sometimes I think it's better to be sad knowing the reason and not like this. I feel emotionally drained. I'm so unstable.
Sighs
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I also have this deep sadness, I thought it will fade away when my mom died but it's still here. I guess it's here to stay.