Draining...
Drowning...
Headaches...
Stomachaches...
Heartache...
Everything messed up and you're lost.
Too much pain then numb with heart in frost
For one you made your home
Now you're back, just alone
Can't unlike things you introduced that became my favorite
Can't just lock away all the memories
Should've never been transparent while you lie
Now I wonder how I can still believe in love
I thought you're a flower but you are the thorn
Thorns that deeply thrusted my flesh when you came and I gladly hugged you back
Should've never even look at you
Should've left you earlier than believe in you
We are so beautiful at first
I still hoped and believed
Held you for so long that it hurts but still I chose to understand
But it's all just a beautiful nightmare
In this world where fake seems so real then real seems a frightful fake...
At least be the half they'll never regret loving
It's alright when all the truth just piled up and made you regret
You're not entitled to respect the mistreatment
Authors note: hope you heal and finally find your happiness within.
Is this based on your experience sis?