Draining Online Class

I'm the type of student that needs proper environment for learning. I never knew how much the environment affects a student not until the quarantine and most joined altogether to conduct online classes and asynchronous class. I chose alternate option of online and offline learning and I'm now at 2nd year college and I feel so breathless.

School gives the proper environment to learn. I live to study at library because the mood sets the vibe to study. Being surrounded with book shelves, silent surroundings, proper ventilation, less disturbance...I miss all of these.

I don't have my own room at our house. I have to take care of my siblings and house chores while studying. I gained more weight as I keep on stress eating.

Then there's this one subject with this one certain prof. He's making us memorize 15 articles that are 15-30 pages per week given that we also have another subjects and assignments. Because of this I constantly have fever every time his class is approaching. I can't really handle memorization that is too long. For the final exam, the whole book is included, cover to cover, imagine how can I memorize and put all those 300 pages in my brain.

I feel so tired. Few more days and class will start again and he's my teacher again. I'm so sick of memorizing. I hope he comes up with a different approach :(

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P.S. Hahaha seems like this article became a rant hahahahaha. How about you all? Can you share some of your moments in school? Or online classes?