Small Things Matter
I've been on and off here in read.cash, I do read when I'm in the mood to do so but there are times I only published. I don't know what happened but it's been awhile since I feel demotivated here, for no reason. Gez! I don't know where to get that motivation to be productive here again. Hopefully, I can find that. Anyway, since I don't have any topic to write about as nothing happened to me these past few days, I chose only to search in google for me to find any questions that would suit my taste and luckily I found this one. If you want to choose any questions just click me . https://positivepsychology.com/introspection-self-reflection/
**Am I using my time wisely?**
Did I? I don't know but it seems I'm not really using my time wisely as I am not productive at anything. I mean my days are mostly spent on tiktok, Facebook or even in movies. I do household chores but it is still kinda not using my time properly as it should be. I bond with my family and my husband but when it comes to finding any job, I don't do it maybe because my husband told me not to.
**Am I taking anything for granted?**
For now, I can't say I take anything for granted. I am spoiled with my partner but I don't take it just for granted co'z I want to give him whatever he wants as long as I can provide it. I don't want to regret in the end for not appreciating it.
**Am I employing a healthy perspective?**
Hmmff, I don't think so, maybe I'm into neutral I guess. I sometimes see things negatively especially when it is already into chaos in the first place. I mean I still can see a bright side unless there's a reason. But, since I am more negative I am trying to be optimistic in every possible way I can but it's just that I can't shrug it off. My comfort zone seems to be my biggest obstacle.
**Am I living true to myself?**
Yes I am or not. Gez! I can't even answer this question properly. I am true to myself sometimes but there are times I tried to hide the truth to myself and choose to just act like nothing happened, like I'm okay. But when I'm alone I do cry. But if you have to ask me, I am mostly true to myself.
**Am I waking up in the morning ready to take on the day?**
Not all the time, I wake up some time productively, already set the things I want to do in the morning but still there are times that I am not ready to take my day into something more memorable or even productive
**Am I thinking negative thoughts before I fall asleep?**
Yes, mostly. Those overthinking that I used to do before I sleep and even those what if's. But it actually actually now that I am already a married woman.
**Am I putting enough effort into my relationships?**
Always. I may not be a perfect daughter or a perfect wife but I always put in an effort. I don't take anything for granted.
**Am I taking care of myself physically?**
Maybe?lol. Sometimes I wake up early to do some routine which is walking to at least exercise my legs and even my body but when I feel lazy to do so then I wake up late hahaha.
**Am I letting matters that are out of my control stress me out?**
Sometimes, not gonna lie about this. Since I am prone to overthinking even just small things really stressed the hell out of me.
**Am I achieving the goals that I’ve set for myself?**
Did I? Hmmff, for now I am not setting anything for myself as I don't want to be disappointed in the end. I just let things go according to the flow. Just let things happen if that's should be.
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Happy Anniversary 🎶
I have been on and off here in read.cash as my laziness always strikes so I just let it lol. I actually can't control my mood swings right now and get easily irritated and thus I chose not to be productive even on this platform adding the BCH that it seems to have dropped. Rusty didn't even dare to visit me and it actually added up so it really made my bad day hahaha. Anyway, I tried to be happy today as I needed to and guess what? It's our 4 year Anniversary with the one I love. Yes we are already married yet we still celebrate the day I said "Yes'' to him. But the saddest part is that he can't be with me today as he needs to work for us, especially because we are preparing for some big event again. Even though we won't celebrate it just like we do the other year I am still thankful though, co'z at least our love really grows. I was also blessed to meet him and love him even more.
***When we were dating he promised to marry me and so he did.*** I find it "rare" to meet someone who can actually fulfill the promise he made the first day. It's rare when he did everything he could and even cover all the expenses knowing that it won't be easy.
***He promised to love me.*** Everyday he always said "I love you" but when there are times that's when we have a fight but even if, I know he still loves me. I know that no matter what happens he will choose me over anything. I'm not putting things in the assumption it is that he made me feel this way, his words and actions are way too accurate.
***He promised to never cheat.*** He knows that I have a trauma when it comes to cheating as I've been cheated many times but you know what's worse is that it's not once nor twice but a lot more. He also knows how painful it is so he never dared to commit it and so does I. Of course, I won't cheat him, co'z I don't have a reason to do so.
***He promised to let me graduate.*** I don't know if I am already a graduate student since we haven't had our virtual graduation yet as our school didn't care about it. Yes, you read it right, they don't bother to work things out for our graduation. That's what one of my fellow gradwaiting did since she is a President and didn't want to rely on the school as she already knew that they wouldn't care for it. Even if I am still waiting for graduation, I am considering myself as a graduating one and my husband actually helped me through it together with my family. He promised to just let me graduate and so he did.
***He promised to support me.*** That might not be in a financial situation but he is always there when I need him even if sometimes he finds it "overreacting". Yes, my husband sometimes sees me as "too sensitive" co'z I am. I mean we have different level of sensitivity but when I am with him, I am more too OA hahahaha. C'mon I am a spoiled brat and I love when he hugs me (charesss mu igat yarn?) I mean he supports me in everything as long as it won't harm me or anyone.
`Even if we are not together this Anniversary I am still thankful to have met him. I still love the person I met in 2018. I still care for him just like he always did for me. I am no longer his girlfriend anymore co'z I am more than that. I am his WIFE and will always be his BETTER HALF.`
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Let my Heart Speak
Hey my lovelies! How was the weather on your side today? Here? It's gloomy and it's been days since we experienced this one, but of course who wouldn't love the feeling of the cold breeze and just wanted to cover myself with the thick blanket. But I just can't, as I need to get myself out of the bed, do some walking and cooking. Actually I don't know what will be my topic today, I will just let my heart and mind speak up.
`What if you wake up sleeping next to the wrong person?`
Oops this is not about doing unnecessary things but this is about realizing that you are with the wrong person for a long time. You wake up, realizing that he isn't for you, you wake up that you feel out of love for him/her. You wake up thinking that maybe you can find what he/she can't give. But you just can't turn things around as easily as if you were tied with that person. Yes, you are married yet you realize it too late. What would you do? Are you willing to take risks by cheating or letting your feelings be heard by telling that person that you don't love him/her anymore? But what if you already have children, are you willing to leave them just because you don't love your partner anymore? Or would you choose to act like nothing changed?
**When you feel out of love**. You just can't easily tell that person nor find another one, especially when you are married. That time it's not already about the both of you but for your children. It's not about the spark you feel anymore but the commitment and the promise you made in front of God. Time might change the feeling but maybe someday somehow you can realise that you just missed having your Me time, that you don't actually fall out of love, maybe you are just craving for some sweetness.
**When you realize he/she isn't the one.** Regret will never do any good as we usually feel it too late. Marrying someone means you are willing to tie yourself with that person forever, no matter what the cost may be. When you choose to marry then you are already willing to accept those boring and full of fighting days. You are willing to accept any negative things that would happen inside and out. You are willing to see and accept all of his/her worst. But realizing it too late is not just a good thought, I mean before we enter into a more tied commitment we should think it a million times, if that person is worthy of the love you have and vice versa.
**When you think he/she's the wrong person.** Before that thing happens, you should question yourself first, if are you the right one? What if he/she is right but you are not? What if he/she deserves more than you do? What if you are actually the wrong person? I mean we can't realize things too early, not until we encounter some changes.
*In married life it's not always about having the beautiful morning, positive days and full of happiness, sometimes days will be full of fight, anger and boring days but what's more important is that at the end of the day it's how both fixed and still choose each other. It's about love over challenges, trust over doubt, promise over regret. It's a matter of choice but when it comes to that always and always choose to love and find a solution in every trial.*
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Soulmates
Hello my lovelies! How are you today? I hope you are doing great. Well, I wasn't here yesterday as you know, I'm kinda busy lol. Yesterday was my older sister's birthday so I helped with the cooking and even preparing with the ingredients needed. It was just a simple celebration as we are used to it or let's just say the budget is quite tight. We only prepared and cooked:
Chicken Adobo
Sinigang na baboy
Fried Chicken
Pancit (for long life, Filipino beliefs)
Lumpia (veggies)
Lamaw (it's a fresh coco)
`I wasn't able to take a photo out of it since I was tired and we started to eat lol. There's no other visitor aside from our relatives which is our neighborhood and after the eating, my sister does the cleaning hahaha.`
We actually used to celebrate it like that, nothing fancy as long as we are healthy and so is the celebrant. Ow, today is my grandfather's birthday but we haven't prepared anything yet.
*Anyway I saw this topic to @ExpertWriter and decided to share my answer too as I was missing in action yesterday and needed to do the bawi-bawi.*
**What's my favorite genre of Movie?**
I am into comedy or horror movie
Yes, I love horror movies more than watching romantic one. It's just that I don't like watching it but when it comes to horror then I am alive, especially the ghost type of movie which will surely shock me lol. Comedy helps to kill my boredom and even pressure I felt so this is better too.
**What do I do when I am bored?**
Hmff, what I usually do aside from scrolling up and down in my apps is EATING. Yes, I am a foodie, that's why I went from 40 kilogram of weight to 50 ahahahaha. C'mon food is life.
**What book genres do I like to read?**
Fantasy will be. When reality isn't good then I must be in the fictional world where all the things change, where it ends with happiness. Maybe trials occur but mostly it is full of happy and unexpected moments.
**What do I do when I hang out with my friends?**
Taking pictures but I'm not into hanging out with them, not because I don't like them but maybe I'm not a socializing person and besides we are busy with our lives.
**Do I believe in soul mates?**
I can't say yes or no. I'm neutral. I even questions if destiny or choice is a different thing too, co'z I guess it is
Just like soul mates it's a matter of choice in the first place. If you choose to be with that person, that's it.
**Where do I spend most of my Free time/day?**
On my phone specifically here on this platform. When I am free and have nothing to do then I will be here reading some articles and upvotes.
**What are some strange beliefs that some people have?**
Some believe that when people have that "anting-anting" then nothing will happen to that person. He/she has the ability to do things that normal people can't. They believe that they have a lot of life than the normal have. They think that certain people won't die and nothing can harm them. Well, I don't judge any beliefs, we have different decisions in life and I respect it.
**What weird or useless talent do I have?**
Am I useless? Co'z I don't have any talent lol. C'mon I don't even do the dancing and singing. I love them but they seemed to hate me ahahahah. I am not a good painter as well, just nothing that's why I feel like I'm just nothing in this world.
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Am I Crazy?
***"When things don't go according to plan, then just let things flow like they should be"***.
How are you my lovelies? How was the weather on your side right now? Here? It's gloomy and it seems like it will start to rain any time soon. Ow, I am not productive today even if I wanted to as I am not feeling well, no because I am sick, but maybe because it's just my mood swing lol. C'mon I'm kinda moody and thus it actually affects my anger issue (charot hahahahaha). Anyway, this is not my topic today, it would be a question and answer from our dear Hugot Queen (sayo na ang korona sis) no other than @Ruffa "A Silly Question comes with a Silly Answer" Without further ado, let's start. https://read.cash/@Ruffa/a-silly-question-comes-with-a-silly-answer-825cdf42.
***Where was the most embarrassing place you have ever farted?***
Well, I would say, I farted inside the jeep not just once hahaha. Don't judge me though, I don't have a choice as I can't stop it. I tried but it's just that my stomach hurt so bad, what I did is fartttttt hahaha. This happens when there are still face-to-face classes and I need to wake up and even take a bath early that causes my stomach to violently react lol. For sure the passengers didn't notice as no one reacted and besides I tried to release it silently co'z it would be embarrassing if someone heard it hahahaha.
**Have you ever tried talking to your dog?**
Even before I used to talk to dogs or any animals. Actually, I realized that they are a good listener, they don't judge me even if I doubt that they understand what I am telling them but at least I have someone who's willing to listen to all my drama. I even ask for their advice but they won't respond, maybe because they just let me decide on my own. I'm not crazy, it's just a good feeling.
**Do you sometimes hear certain voices in your head, too?**
Yes, especially when I'm in a high pressure situation. Usually what I hear is negative or am I the one who created it.
**If you could remove one color in the whole world, what would it be and why?**
Yellow will be, I don't hate yellow it's just that I don't have any choice lol.
**Do people drink or eat soup?**
I don't think they drink it, maybe they eat it.
**Are you afraid of staying home alone?**
Not at all, when I'm alone I can do what I want. From cleaning to even resting the whole day. It might be boring but it actually brings me peace and thus I can have my ME TIME.
**Have you ever secretly taken money from your parents’ pocket or purse?**
Not my type, I actually let my mother know if I get money from her purse. I don't steal.
**What is your deepest, darkest secret that no one else knows about?**
I don't have my darkest secrets. My husband knows everything about my past. He knows how stupid I am before and that it means I didn't hide anything from him. He knows the whole me and I let him know everything.
**What excuse have you recently used to avoid doing something?**
"I'm tired", when I don't do my walking or exercise early in the morning. I always reason out that I'm tired of doing so and it's not just a reason, it's actually true. Everyday I keep on swiping our backyard as the mango leaves start to fall and so do I have to do the cleaning.
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Truth or Dare?
Rusty is now trying to be back to normal as I saw his name in my notification that really made my day. He seems now to be my happy pill as I would love him to visit me wherever he wants to. Besides I can’t live without him lol. It was just wonderful seeing him as it’s been awhile since he started to lay low and thus affect my income here on this platform. That really disappoints me. Thinking that maybe he hates me or what. But here he is again, trying to be productive and so am I. To my Rusty, I hope you continue your blessing to all of us here, and please don’t forget to visit me as much as you want. You mean a lot to me and I really need your help. You can rest Rusty if you get tired as long as you come back. `Nevertheless, I saw this screenshot of mine and thus decided to just continue it. So here I am, let’s get ahead and start.`
***When scrolling through social media, do you prefer posts from celebrities or from your best friends?***
I’m not a Marites so I don’t usually care about who or what post I can read. I don’t care if it’s from a celebrity as I don’t have any fans that might be Filipino or Korean celebrities as I’m not into them. But if I have to choose, I would rather see the posts of my friends as I know they aren’t toxic.
***Is there an app you hate but use anyways?***
Well, there is and that is FACEBOOK. I have seen a lot of toxic posts on Facebook yet I still use this app co’z I don’t have Instagram or Twitter to at least divert my attention. I also started to unfollow and unfriend those people who are toxic which I really don’t like since they can contribute to my mood.
***If you could only speak one word today, what would you say?***
“SMILE”, a simple word but maybe it means a lot to someone. We shouldn’t forget to smile no matter how hard the situation is. We shouldn’t forget to impart that smile to others as well so that no one can feel pressure, so that their heart is only full of love and positivity.
***What is the stupidest thing you’ve done because someone dared you to do?***
Truth or dare game is not a good game especially when you play with those untrusted friends or classmates. You know what stupidest thing I did? It is saying how I adore my crush face to face. C’mon I wanted to die that time since I am too shy yet I still did co’z it’s a dare and I don’t have a choice lol.
***What is the stupidest thing you’ve done on your free will?***
Is loving him is a stupid thing? Well, if it is that that’s it..
***If you could lock up one person in a mental institution, who would it be?***
We have this man here who isn't in good mental health so I would love for him to be locked in the institution not because I hate or I don’t like him but because I feel pity for him. If he's mental then he can eat 3× a day and have a daily bath. He can wear clean and nice clothes and no one can harm him and he can’t harm anyone too.
**What part of your body could use a little lotion?**
My underarm, I use my lotion twice a day and only put a little in my underarms to smell good co’z I also have to use some deodorant.
***What part of the human face is your favourite?***
Nose, I am more attractive to nose but gez! I don't even have a cute and tall nose.
***Do you dance crazy when no one is looking?***
Nope hahaha. I am not crazy to do it even in the bathroom and I don’t do singing as well.
**What is the best thing before sliced bread?**
Preparing milk or coffee.
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Snap!!
***“No one can escape reality”***
When I was a kid I really thought that adulthood is fun as I can do what I really wanted in life. Buy what I want and can experience a sleepover with friends but things change when I get old. I didn’t see that responsibilities are as heavy as the world. Expectations from everyone and do they feel disappointment when I can do a thing.
I wish I could live with my dreams, where I was born in a rich family, where I can provide for my personal needs and didn’t need to find a job to do so. Where I don’t need to do a single household chores co’z there’s already someone who’s willing to do it for me. Where I can have my dream sports car, wear branded and expensive clothes, have my brand-new phone that just came out from the market, limited edition makeup, can dine in any restaurant I wanted without thinking how expensive it might be and a wallet that’s full of cards, not cash. Where no one will tell me what to do, where I have a responsibility yet I can still have what I want. It’s like living a fairy tale life, where it seems that I am a queen and can be as famous as I want since my parents are business tycoon. I wish I could have celebrity friends where I can be with, travel around the world and won’t think how much it costs, riding a private plane or if not then VIP tickets will do. Can drop from one place to another but don't bother to bring the luggage as someone will do it or if not then I can buy clothes whatever I want. A friend where I can stay on for a vacation, a friend that owns a rest house and so do I. A friend whom my family trusted the most. A celebrity where I can brag with others as she is perfect yet broken lol.
I wish I was living in my own private house on a private island. Where I own a resto bar and even a boutique as I really love gowns and dresses. Own a makeup brand and even clothing line. Got not just one, two but a lot more properties. Having my own private jet and car that didn’t need to commute or pay for the fare. Where I don’t need to carry cash co’z one swipe will do. Have my well known name not because of the issue but because of how successful I am. I wish I could have my successful partner too, where they are as famous as my family. Known as a business tycoon, owns different properties but has the most handsome body and so does personality. Where I can build my own family and spoil them whatever they want in life, that might be material things or not.
Snap!! Snap! Here’s the reality. I was born in a totally opposite family. Wait? What?! I’m not ranting about it besides I am blessed that I was born here. I don’t care if they don’t have anything that I wrote above, because what I care about is that they love us. They care for us and they do everything to make us good. I might not have a private house but at least I have a house to live in. I might not have a car but we have a motorcycle. I might not have fancy clothes but at least I have something to wear . I might not have a card but at least I have cash, it might not be that much but at least we have food on the table.
*I have a lot of responsibility especially right now that I am already a married woman but I’m lucky and blessed to have everything in my life. Those simple things already mean a lot to me. My family is my treasure and so does my husband.*
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Postpartum Depression
`I saw my parents struggle on raising us 3 especially that when we were kids we had this convulsion that made our mom rattle. I saw how our mom handled things unexpectedly just so she could do everything. She’s the one who cooks for us, the one who takes us baths, the woman who cleans the house and most of all the one who loves and understands us even if it seems no one can handle it. I saw how my father financed us even if he didn't have what he wanted. I saw how challenging it is for him to bring us to school by carry when the road is muddy and choose to walk barefooted so we don’t get dirty. I saw how difficult parenting is and I know it will never be easy.`
• ***Giving birth***. Is one of the most painful experiences yet memorable one. I saw how happy it is though I haven’t experienced it yet. I can’t imagine how unbearable the pain is looking at how big the baby coming out from the v*gina made me shiver. C’mon I feel it just by looking at the different videos adding to the moment where the doctor and or nurse cut just so they could fit when they came out.
• ***Sleepless night***. When we are born there are a lot of night’s that our parents didn’t sleep, just so they will know how we are. When we are hungry we cry and that wakes them up. When we want to change our diapers we cry and that makes them do so even if they wanted to rest for a little bit. When we feel hot or cold we tend to cry and sometimes they don’t understand what we really meant.
• ***Depression***. Most women after giving birth experience having a postpartum which is surely difficult for both partners. A woman always think that she’s ugly and not worth it that’s why it usually results to suicide when their partner didn’t understand them. A woman’s depression is way too difficult to handle that even they can’t understand. They easily cry for no reason, having a mood swing that results in chaos and sometimes women tend to release all that she feels to his/her child. It is important that a man knows how to understand her partner so she can overcome it.
• ***Insecurities***. When a woman gives birth a lot of body changes happen, from being slim to fat or vice versa. Her face changed as well and that made her think she’s ugly. Skin color and texture mostly changed that made her insecure especially when she saw other women that had the most perfect body. Mostly, body shape changes, if there’s no curve, some have a lot of curves and are full of fat. Underarm, and even neck gets dark and they choose not to wear an exposed shirt. Some women didn’t have time to put on makeup just so they could feel they are beautiful, even tying a hair is difficult since they don't care about them anymore but you know mostly what’s the reason? It is that they have no time since they are busy with everything from the child to the household chores. Instead of sleeping while their children sleep they choose to clean the house.
Both men and women play an important role in parenting. A lot of things change for both of them. They are not living as a teens anymore that care all about themselves, how they dress, what they look like and even buying unnecessary and expensive things. When parenting hits it is far from what we used to be, what we are now focusing on is the future of the family, the future of the child. I just hope that the woman will find the right man who understands her when she can’t understand herself. The one who never gets tired saying “I love you and you are beautiful “. The one who never gets tired of kissing the forehead just like before. Hopefully, the man will find the perfect woman as well who loves his imperfections, who understands and loves him more than before. Parenting is on a different level but hopefully God allows them to meet in the perfect time with the perfect person.
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Cum Laude
My title says it all, and I guess you already know what my article is all about. Yes you read the title right, I am a Cum Laude and I should be proud of it. My college journey has never been easy for me. I’ve been through ups and downs. I struggled a lot just so I could get the degree that I ever wanted. At first it was just a dream of mine to belong on the colorful flag. But this is it, I do belong. I never thought I would be this far since I even doubted myself that I can’t make it. Can’t blame me as I Am not perfect and as a student I sometimes feel bored on doing my school and paperwork. My realization really hits me a lot.
***College life will never be easy.*** When college hits it is way too different from what I experienced when I was in high school. I just can’t depends on someone or something co’z I have to do it everything by myself. What I care before is that I can be on top, that my grades will remain high as I can but when I get to college, what I care is that I can pass all the subject especially the major one. I don’t care if I can eat my meal or not as long as I can make everything that’s needed to be submitted on time, as the professor won’t accept late submission.
***Friends are necessary.*** Yes, I realized that having a friend is a must especially when I don’t know what to do. My friend helped me a lot throughout my journey. One time I got sick as I always didn’t eat my breakfast since I’m not used to it and that’s when my friends help me, they bring me to the clinic and even about academics they are always there to lift me when I feel demotivated. They help me when I have doubts and they correct me when I am wrong.
***Positive Mindset***. I don’t usually have this when I get to college but still I believe that I can graduate with a color flag or not. Again, I doubted myself so bad to the point that I didn’t care if my scholarship will get low or even if I don’t have any. But reality snaps at me. Having a good and positive mindset is really important and thus I have to always look the brighter side in each trials I am into.
**Study Vs. Relationship.** I noticed that it truly affected both of us. When I started in college I promised to myself not to commit to any relationship as I don’t want to get pregnant early or I can’t focus on my studies but I got it all wrong. My partner is actually the one who helps me in my study. My partner who is always there when I don’t want to bother my friend. My partner allowed me to grow and even acted as my parents. He was there when I doubted myself and so did I. I study well just so I could make myself, my family and even my partner proud of me. I just don’t want anyone to think that I didn’t get in school well co’z I am into a relationship. I just want to show everyone that even if I have him I can still manage to be on top, it might not be at the top but at least I’m not at the bottom.
`This is Probinsyana, a Cum Laude graduate of Bachelor of Science and Business Administration Major in Financial Management, signing off lol.`
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"I do"
*Hello my lovelies! It's been 3 straight days since I haven't visited you here and so does even published. You might wonder what happened to me, well allow me to share it with you.*
I always said that life is unpredictable, we don't know what comes next, either the positive or negative one. Life is full of surprises and challenges yet I overcome it, wait, we overcome it. This July 12 I am now officially married. Yes you read it right, I am now married to the person I love since 2018. The preparation wasn't easy, and will never be especially the setting of schedule for our Mayor since he is busy. It's been a tough journey for us since we have to prepare everything. Actually, the venue was in our house, since it is cheaper than renting a space or even going somewhere for the reception. One week before we already started to set everything, from the wood to any materials needed for the venue. From the food to the design. We actually don't know how to make a good skirting but luckily my cousin's wife knows how to. So she did lol.
**Fast Forward**
It was early on July 12. We already prepared everything since the ceremony will start at 11:00am but needed to arrive early so we know what to do. I'm not that good at doing my makeup but since my husband's cousins know how to do so I ask her help. It was fun, since it was also her first time doing it and so I did some part of my make up. It was just a simple yet bold style of make up. I chose not to tie my hair as I am wearing a tube gown and didn't want to expose my arms hahahaha. I thought doing my whole makeup and even wearing the dress will only take a minute but I was wrong, 1 hour will do hahaha. My partner did his self service since no one can assess him since everyone is busy. He was just wearing a tuxedo, and my sister helped him a little in putting some foundation to look good. I am not into riding a van but I have too. Yes, you read it right again, I easily vomit when it's air-conditioned but luckily his family allowed me to open the window as I wanted to smell fresh air. We came to the City around 10:30 am, enough for the preparation.
The ceremony only took 10-15 minutes I guess. It was just simple and direct. Saying "I do" is my favourite especially when I know after this, I can now call my man as my husband. You know what's funny is that, when the Mayor said "Kiss the bride", he did kiss me but my family and even his family including those ninang and ninong said, we have to do it again lol. C'mon I am shy to do so hahaha but my partner did again for 3× as they wanted to take a good shot. I don't know if they are just messing around or what. After that, we did the picture taking and went ahead to the reception.
I was a little bit sad, as no one of my friends came but Iunderstand that they are busy and some didn't have enough money to be here as it's kinda far and expensive. I just enjoy the moment thinking that this should be my perfect day yet the weather didn't cooperate. It seems to be a celebration no matter if it's rain or shine. Yes, it rained then it stopped then vice versa but of course the show must go on. We did what's needed and that's it. Luckily, my husband's friends and classmates came to celebrate it with us, and I am genuinely happy for him.
`It was simple yet I can say everything is worth it.`
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I Don't Mind Waiting
A normal-boring day yet I have to be productive lol. Waking up early is not my thing but I have too, as I need to take my antibiotics early. Yes, you heard it right, I have my meds but this only takes for 1 week since the doctor reco it for my health. But first, cleaning the ground would usually be done after I cook the rice or even wait for it to be cooked. Taking a bath early though the weather was too cold made me shiver. I ate my breakfast then my meds. My life looks okay but it's not to be honest. I will be busy these following days for my upcoming event. I even didn't publish an article yesterday, though I wanted to. There are times that I am lazy to do so since my mind is in chaos. Gez! I really don't know what to do.
`Anyway, I don't really have something to tell you as I don't want to spill the preparation we made for now. So I choose to just google it, well it already helps me a lot since I don't have anything to write on.`
**If you had the world's attention for 30 seconds, what would you say?**
"Citizens around the world, I want you to know that life will never be easy, life throws you a problem and it always gives you challenges. However, take that not negatively but instead use it in a positive way. We might not see His purpose but sooner or later you will. You are worth it and you deserve to be happy. Adios".
**If you had to work but didn't need the money, what would you choose to do?**
If that's the case then I can say I am already financially stable. I would choose to do what I really love, to work with what my passion is and of course to help anyone in need.
**What is in your fridge right now?**
C'mon our fridge had nothing special inside hahahaha. We have an ice cube and water. Some milk, bread, vegetables and other groceries. We actually have a cute refrigerator.
**Would you rather look like a potato or feel like a potato?**
Wait hahaha, okay maybe I would rather feel like a potato than I look like. It is kinda hard so do I lol.
**Where do you not mind waiting?**
Well, I do always wait but sometimes I feel mad or irritated but my mood would be different if I'm waiting for someone at the table with my favourite food on it. C'mon I would feel hungry so why not eat while waiting for someone to come. That would be perfect and I won't be mad hahaha.
**If you could close one fast food chain, due to disgusting food, what would it be?**
I can't answer this question, as I don't see any fast food chain that offers disgusting food and besides I do love eating fast food.
**If you could dis-invent one thing, what would it be?**
Hmmff lemme think, maybe a type of medicine where we don't need to take another one tablet to be instantly okay, single will do which can help us to be pain-free lol.
**What would be the best thing about not having a sense of smell?**
Maybe this case already exists, maybe they have the other senses that open when they lack one, which might be they can guess how it smells when they can't actually.
**Would you leave your hometown forever or stay in your hometown forever?**
I would rather go for the second choice. I might not have been born here but this is where I belong. There might not be so many opportunities but I will find them. My hometown is where my family is, so wherever they are I am too. My hometown is a province and I do love nature.
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Are you worth knowing?
`"When life throws you a problem then be the solution".`
The words above are easy to say yet difficult to do. We experience the low income since Rusty is busy or simply been affected by how BCH dropped. This is a hard situation for me to be honest, as I really need a high income for the expenses that are needed for the upcoming event yet this happens. For now I don't have any savings as I already use it for the things that I need to buy, especially the decorations. But I still hope that one of these days, Rusty will be generous like he was way back then. Manifesting.
How are you my lovelies! I hope you are doing well. Today, I will continue what I started yesterday, same link but different questions. Let's get ahead and start.
**When was the last time you did something for the first time?**
I won't spill the tea here but I guess that was September 8,2018.
**What would Beyonce do?**
I don't know why Beyonce was even included in this question lol. I'm not that fan of her but I do listen to some of her songs. So for sure Beyonce will sing, co'z why not? She's a singer after all.
**What if there was a ________ that could _____?**
What if there was a time machine that could throwback time. If only time machine exists, or it does then maybe I will try it for once. Not to see what my future ahead as I don't want that it would be possibly affected by the changes I will make once I will know it but I just want to see how genuinely happy I am way back then. A sweet smile of innocent girl, a hard laugh when I play with my sister and even those crazy and stupid things I did. I just want to see how much I grown up, from being the innocent one to someone who only look like innocent lol.
**Why are you worth knowing?**
Everyone deserves to be known by someone. In my part, I may not be the best nor perfect but I can be a crying shoulder, I can be someone whom you need and someone whom you can trust. I am worthy in everything, but I hope it excludes pain, betrayal and even pressure but guess? It's inevitable. People might judge at first sight for being innocent, strict or behaving but trust me I'm totally the opposite hahaha. C'mon I'm not that innocent anymore, I'm not strict or behave. One day you'll see how crazy and talkative I am.
**What or who lights you up?**
When my life seems to be in the dark, God always lights me up. He always gives me an instrument to help me to get through it and that would be my partner. My boyfriend is the one who made me happy every single day, the one who spoiled me and the one who never gets tired of understanding and loving me the way I am. Oppss, shouldn't forget that what lights my mood as well is food ahahahah. Foodie lovers are here.
**How do you treat people who can do nothing for you?**
When we help someone, we shouldn't expect something in return. I might not have everything, but I still can share when someone is in need as long as I know he/she isn't lying. I mean let's say, a beggar on the street. I would definitely spare some money for them but only to those I know they don't have anything to eat. There are some beggars out there who just act like they could buy something that is not necessary. I can treat people fairly but only to those who deserve it. Let's be real, not everyone deserves it. Anyway, I can treat good even if I know he/she can't do anything for me.
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Soft, Powdery and Fluffy
Am uncomfortable Wednesday my lovelies! Yes, my day is kinda irritating since Mr. Sunny's shining shimmering splendid heat made me feel it. Gez! I really want to drink cold water but I already have a runny nose and it only gets worse. I even wanted to put myself in the freezer but I look stupid ahahaha. Anyway, I feel sad about how BCH dropped to bad and thus Rusty is affected as well. Hopefully, Rusty will be back to normal again where he visits me every time. C'mon I miss his name in my notification lol.
*I wasn't able to publish an article yesterday since I don't have any topic to write about, besides I'm kinda lazy to do it, since I feel disappointed in the past few days. But today is different, I'm still busy yet I choose to find an interesting question to answer which luckily found it in* *https://thecolorofred.wordpress.com/2019/05/31/12-most-beautiful-questions-ever-asked/amp/**. Let's get ahead and start.*
**What would you do if you knew you could fail?**
When I know that my idea or plan is a failure in the first place, why continue it? I will surely be flexible and revised what's needed to revise. I will add or cut co'z if I choose to continue when I already know the outcome then I'm just wasting my time, and energy towards it. Instead of letting it happen, why not change the plan for the better.
**Who thinks you're beautiful when you wake up in the morning?**
Does anyone see me in the morning? ahahahaha. Gez, I'll surely look like a mess, my hair will be in chaos, and have an oily face lol. Maybe if there is someone who would still say "You are beautiful" then that would be my partner. When we were together he didn't even want me to get out of bed as he would love cuddles and a morning kiss hahaha.
**How are you, really?**
Do I look okay? Well, to be honest I'm not okay, I'm tired, stressed and under pressure for our upcoming event. It actually drained me, and all I wanted is to rest, maybe my mind will only calm if everything is already done.
**How would you behave if you were the best in the world at what you do?**
I know people will change when they already have what they want. In my case, I will do my best to stay on the ground, to act like we are all the same. I might be a successful one if that day comes but I will make sure that I can be a helping hand too. I just don't want to be a nobody or an arrogant one where people and even my family don't like. I want to be someone who will act accordingly, respect so I would be respected.
**Are you finding your dream job or are you creating it?**
I really wanted to work in an office or even in the bank since it would be a good alignment for my course. However, I want to have my own business too, where I own a brand, neither of these two, I will still be grateful and will do my part.
**If there was a solution to your anxiety, what would it look like?**
It looks like a soft, powdery and fluffy one with a filling inside hahaha. C'mon aside from nature, my stress and anxiety reliever would be a donut or anything as long as it will fill my hungry stomach. I'm a foodie lover and that made me happy lol.
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This is How it Ends
When overthinking hits, it's different as it kills me slowly. To the moment where all I want is to cry and just isolate myself from everything or anyone. When I'm in the most high-pressure situation, all I want is to be quiet. When heartbreak hits I just want to lay down and die. My life isn't perfect (no one is), my life is full of surprises where it totally surprised me to the bone. Things came that we hadn't expected, all I wanted to be just a dream, to be just a nightmare but here the reality again, woahh it snapped at me. My choice is only to just let it happen and just simply go with the flow.
We've been in a situation right now where it really tests how strong our relationship is. Challenges that put us under too much pressure might be the reason why one of us will possibly give up. Reality where we need to embrace even though it's hard, co'z we can't do anything about it. We've been struggling a lot lately that affects both of us, emotionally. We are both tired of what's happening around us, it drains us physically. On my part, I'm not that strong woman, I am fragile, I easily cry. I am too weak especially when my mind is in chaos and can't think right. All I wanted was to just hide and cry in pain. Asking if I truly deserve it? Mood swings affect me when I'm stressed, from happy to extremely sad yet I choose to not show it to anyone. From excitement to boring and from being kulit to cold. I am his total opposite. I have this pride where it almost destroys what we had. I know I am wrong and so he does but I don't usually do the first move. He is somehow the clingy and understanding one. He still shows how much he loves me when I show how much I hate him. He still cares for me when I can't even care for myself. He chose to lower his pride. He isn't perfect but ain't weak. He is my man who loves me behind my moody and unacceptable ego. A man who always gives extra effort just to make me happy and so does my tummy. His hugs and kisses mean a lot to me. Forehead kisses hit differently.
If I die early, then I ask God to let me live again and I will find him wherever he is. I will find the person that made my life this memorable, I will find the person who stands through ups and down. I will find the man who accepts and loves me at my worst and I will find him no matter how hard it may be. I promise to stay and love him forever and I will. There is no perfect relationship, we fall but choose to fix it. We might fail on something but we make sure we succeed on others. We try to push harder to be better, to understand and to just continue but we started. We never were happy like this in our past, we cried a lot, we experienced being dumped and just left hanging. We experience being cheated and we both know how painful it is. With that, we choose to never commit it. We promise and we will try our best to never break it. But if things happen unexpectedly then we still choose to find each other. I love him like how I love myself. I value him just like I value myself. I will put an effort like how I did for myself. We aren't married yet but we will be there soon. When God allowed it to happen. When He let our heart become one and when this is my story ends - to be with him.
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He Cheated
Life is indeed full of surprises which are sometimes seen as unfair. Life will never be easy and it always throws different challenges and questions which even ourselves can't find the answer. Life is somehow a ferris wheel. It's either going up or down no other way. Life taught us as a lesson, it molded us through experience and it actually made us a better version. The version where we never thought existed. The new us and the new mindset. As a fan of google lol I search random questions which surely you would like to answer as it is actually catchable. Without further ado, let's start ahead.
**Would you ever forgive someone for cheating?**
Cheating is not an accident, it's a choice. I may forgive someone but I will never forget. If that would be my partner then I don't think he deserves a second chance. I don't want to tolerate that kind of act when I know that he will do it all over again thinking that I will forgive and accept him like it never happened. I may love that person but when cheating is involved then why not continue? No one deserves to be treated like that and no one deserves to be cheated.
**Are you a romantic?**
Am I? lol. Well, maybe I am. I am a clingy person who loves to give hugs and kisses. I can treat a man if only I have enough money. I would love to give you gifts and would love to cook for you.
**How much money is enough?**
Money will only be enough if we can provide what we really need. It would be enough if we could spoil ourselves and so does our family. It would be enough if we could have what we want.
**What part of politics do you hate the most?**
I see politics as a dirty game. Politics will never be cleaned, especially when some use their power to do unacceptable things. I hate the part when the opposite team keeps on throwing dirty and unnecessary words to the opposite team. I hate when they act like they are sacred but evil inside. I hate when they vote by using the citizens' money.
**Do you judge people?**
I have to be real, yes I do judge people based on what I experienced with them. I'm not perfect but I make the first impression and I don't believe that it lasts. Sometimes my first impression didn't last long when I got to know that person.
**What does it mean to you to be successful?**
Success is when we reach what we really want to be. Successful doesn't always mean about money but happiness as well. Successful is when we are able to provide for ourselves and for our family. Being successful is when we can make money and share with those who are badly needed. Being successful is when we stay our feet on the ground.
**What makes you jealous?**
When I saw that he's happy with someone else. He laughed hard but he didn't do that when he was with me. When I see him hug or kiss another woman. C'mon who wouldn't get jealous about that?
**Have you ever spied on someone?**
Not a stalker in person and not planning to lol. Why would I spied on someone? Even if it's my partner, he can go wherever he wants as long as I know where it is and who's with him.
**What do you miss the most right now?**
Aside from him hahahaha I miss eating chocolate ice cream and any sweet treats.
**Tell the truth, you really like those cute pet videos right?**
As an animal lover, yes indeed. I love seeing cute pet videos.
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I Stalked My Ex
Hey my lovelies! How are you today? Look how time flies. It's already the 1st day of July. How was your June? Have you met any of your goals? Or have you set any? Well, in my case I didn't as I don't want to be disappointed in case I won't make or comply with it. Just don't wanna feel like I'm a failure. O won't talk about how my love life is going right now, but one thing for sure I will be okay, maybe not now but sooner. Since I have any topic to write about, I searched random questions in google and luckily I found it interesting. If you want to pick yours you can click here. Let's get ahead and start. https://rendezvousmag.com/95-random-questions-to-ask/
**Do you yell at the TV? When people are being stupid or when watching sports or both?**
I'm not the type of person who keeps on yelling when I watch any movie. I don't like to bw with someone who's noisy as well. When I watched I always wanted to focus as I do hate distraction especially when there's a person who keeps on talking or yelling.
**What was the craziest thing that you did as a kid?**
I still remember when my mother told us to sleep at noon but we didn't and just waited for our mom to get to sleep then we hurriedly went out and played. That's the time when our mom woke up due to the loud noise we made and that made her mad so bad. She even threw a piece of hardwood at us, luckily we ran fast and it didn't hit us.
**Would you ever eat bugs?**
Nope and never. C'mon I'm not the type of person who literally eats bugs or even exotic animals. I'm not judging those who already taste it, it's just that my mouth and body won't surely accept that kind of food and I don't want to throw up as well. So nope and not planning to try it.
**Would you be embarrassed if someone looked at your Google search results? elaborate..lol**
Why would I? My Google search is not embarrassing, what mostly I search is about this platform, nothing nasty or inappropriate, so it's okay with me if someone went and looked at my google search.
**What items would you grab if you had to leave your home for an emergency?**
Phone (including charger), this is one of the most important things to have in case of emergency so we are updated and we can update with what's happening.
Wallet, this includes the ID and money. Identification Cards are too important.
**Have you ever made a TikTok video?**
C'mon I don't even know how to dance or sing and why would I embarrass myself? hahaahha. Anyway, I just watched some videos but didn't have any plans to make mine.
**What is your favorite sweet treat?**
As a chocolate lover, it would be a sweet treat if I have any food or candies that are chocolate flavored.
**How are you in high pressure situations?**
I am mostly not in the mood and that made me a quiet woman for once. I just respond if someone asks but I don't make the first move. If something irritates me, I easily get angry. When I'm in that situation like I am today, I'm just here trying to act like everything is fine though I'm dying inside.
**What was the last thing that made you very anxious?**
The time when me and my partner had a fight.
**Have you stalked an ex on social media?**
Did I? Maybe I did but it's a long time ago, but mostly I don't but still there are times that I stalk for just a day I guess and after that, no more as I don't want to look stupid.
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I Cancelled the Wedding
I am on and off here in read.cash as mostly my internet connection wasn't cooperating as well due to heavy rain which totally affected the signal. Looking at how the BCH dropped so bad this made me think to stop here too. I know it's not a good idea nor a good choice but I just want to rest for a week maybe. I even tried to imagine without this platform it made me feel bad. I am here not just to have an income but to engage as well. For now, I don't have the exact decision as my mind is in chaos. I'm trying to have a positive vibe right now but I don't know if I can. My love life is a mess which made me out of the focus. Gez! It's been 5 years since I last experienced this pain, but it still seems to be new lol. No kidding, I don't know if I'm going to share it here or not, maybe I will co'z at least I don't know you all personally and I know you won't judge me.
Yesterday, my partner chatted with me and said that one of the staff called him and said that today would be our wedding day. I was shocked that it was an abrupt schedule where in fact we went there last Wednesday yet they have no response on when exactly the date would be. They even told us (me and my mother) that the Mayor will be busy this month and it would be possibly in the 2nd or 3rd week of July yet now, they told us like we didn't ask for the schedule. C'mon this raises my anger to the staff co'z if they told us 1 week before then everything will be fine. This is the reason why there is a commotion between me and my partner through chat and video call. The staff said to my partner that "we are the one who told them to set this day as our schedule" and that made me mad thinking that we didn't even set a date for it as they told us that it depends on our Mayor. My partner believed what they told so he told me why I didn't tell him.about it. I was shocked as in, what the!
Until I release all the anger at him and him with me. I raised my voice and so he did co'z this is an important event yet the staff acted like it was just a birthday. Since we are not on good terms we didn't go to the city hall, we didn't even reschedule as I don't want to continue the wedding. To be honest, I even blocked and unfriend my partner since I don't want to talk to him. I'm just mad right now and this leads me to delete all our pictures together. I even unfollow and delete all the sweet convos I keep for almost 4 years. I'm not like this actually, I'm not that kind of woman yet I did it last night and didn't know what came to me to do it. My mind is just in chaos.
If you tell me why we didn't go to the city hall to talk to the staff then my answer is "I am tired going back and forth" but in the end it's our fault. See? This is how messy my life is. My important event and should be a memorable one will never happen as I already told my mom that I won't be marrying him (due to anger maybe). I don't know what will happen today, or the next few days if I will continue it or just cancel it. I don't know if we will be okay or if it will end like this. I wanted to cry yet I'm acting like it didn't affect me. I wanted to shout yet here I am trying to be silent. I wanted to just lock myself in the room yet I'm now trying to make myself happy though I really can't. Acting fine is really hard as I'm dying inside.
`Hopefully, God will show me the reason why these things happen to me. I know He will.`
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Broken Heart
Surprisingly, I wake up early as I have too lol. Well, my partner need to travel back to the city again as he had a work to do and guess what? At 7:00am he needed to report and work that early so I have to prepare and wake him up around 4:00am did some cuddling as I’m sure I gonna miss him so bad, especially that I am used to have him around and so does his smell. I actually thought he would be back this weekend but I was wrong. It's gonna be next week. C’mon I wanted to cry ahahaah, like a crying baby. I don’t know when it comes to him I’m too sensitive and easily get teared. Wshh, nakakainis para tuloy akong baliw ahahaha. But of course, I know everything he did is for us, so I don’t have to complain, accept and just let everything fall accordingly, hopefully. Since, I can’t go back to sleep again, so I decided to write this article and just transfer it later as our internet connection here wasn’t cooperating. So yah, I just pick random questions and answer it in my way. So let’s get ahead and start.
**Money can’t buy happiness. Money can’t buy love. Do you agree with this?**
Nope, ah ah money can buy happiness, co’z why not? C’mon when I have a lot of money then I can buy everything I want, I can spoiled myself and so does my family. If I have too much money then I can travel abroad, eat in the expensive restaurant, have a fancy car and clothing. Well, that made me happy so yah money can buy happiness. When it comes to love, I do agree that money can’t buy it. Love is a different thing, it doesn’t need to have a huge amount of money, ooppss it depends on whom you are with. Maybe that man/woman is way too demanding to ask you to buy this and that. In that case, then he/she doesn’t love you, he/she’s only after the money, it’s not true love though. Anyway, as I said love is one of the thing that money can’t buy no matter how massive the amount maybe. I mean about this is one true and real love. This is hard to found and even if you spend every dime you have you can’t find it not unless love choose you.
**What do you think would be the worst thing about being famous?**
Having a career and being famous is perfect but we have to consider as well that it somehow made one's life put into the line. Why did I say so? As I noticed some of the paparazzi are trying to invade one’s private life, they are always there wherever you are. They keep on asking personal questions and they always make controversy about you. They are trying to put you and your career into something that makes you miserable. You can’t have your personal life, you can’t have your me time even though you need it as much as others. Your life will be a mess as some will put you into it though you have no involvement in it.
**Can you die of a broken heart? What advice can you give to someone who has just been dumped?**
We have different levels of sensitivity, things might be okay with me but it’s not for the others and vice versa. Love can make us do crazy things, even killing our own life especially when we love that person so much that we give everything we can and left nothing for ourselves. To all people who experience heartbreak, I might not know you nor the whole story but I pray for your healing. The process will never gonna be easy and we just can’t snap our fingers to delete all the pain you feel but hopefully you can soon. Always remember, that one of these days, you will see the reason why God allowed it to happen. I am looking forward to your healing, do it for yourself, do what makes you happy and just let time tell until when. Just don’t forget this, “you are adorable and beautiful, you deserve to be loved and taken care of, you are unique and you deserve happiness “.
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Does LDR work?
What love really is? What does it look like? People nowadays tend to find their true love wherever they think they are. When it comes to love people will do everything to experience it, well it's given that happiness and pain are twin. Lucky if some found their own true love for the first time, in my case, I already had a lot of failed relationships before I found mine. It's always been a tough journey, full of disappointment and pain. Questions that I keep on asking, but can't find any answer. Am I not worthy? Let's go back to the questions, what love really is? Personally, it seems to be a needle that needs to be found under the bush. It seems to be a shell that needed to be found under the sea. Wait, are we the one who'll find it? Hmmff, maybe it's a matte lipstick of choice, if either you will let that find you, or you are going to find it. Nevertheless, I'll continue this questions and answers regarding finding Mr. Right, which is kinda interesting, so let's get ahead and start.
**Do you think the Internet is a good way to find a partner? Explain your point of view.**
We have different choices and decisions, some find a good partner through the internet and some fail. There's nothing wrong about it. If both love each other then they can decide to meet and continue it personally. Personal is way better as you both need to adjust with each other. As I noticed, most find their partner online but it usually ends up as some can't handle a long distance relationship.
**Have you ever written a real love letter (not email)? How do people in love communicate nowadays?**
When my partner and I are just months old, I usually give him a letter. It consists of everything I wanted to say that I can't do personally. I have a lot of appreciation for him but I just can't express it as I am shy to show and I don't want to cry. I am a crying baby when it comes to him, I easily get teared whenever I will say how much I adore him. I give him not just once, twice or thrice but a lot more letters. As time passes by, I am now vocal to him.
**What is a long distance relationship? Do you think they work?**
It is when lovers are way too far from each other. If both love each other and hold on their promises then I must say it will work out. It's not the distance that matters, it's the love. They work if both are faithful enough, if both choose to stay and understand each other no matter how hard it is. If both choose to love each other even more. They will work if they choose to.
**Sometimes people already in a relationship have an affair, why would they do this?**
Maybe because they are not content enough with what the partner can give. When they find other things that their partner can't provide. They cheat because that's what they are. They cheat because of lust and fun. They cheat because they think that makes them handsome or beautiful. They cheat because it wasn't true love. They cheat because they have to, wait? what? Is it the right reason? People cheat because they can't appreciate what their partner already has, and tend to find something that they already knew the other can't give. Cheating will never be right and it's a matter of choice. Cheating will never be an accident, it's a decision you made.
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My Life, My Rules
Tomorrow is another day which means it's gonna be our Barangay fiesta, and thus it will make me productive as I have to gala with my partner. I actually am not fun going where there's a league or what as it makes me tired lol. But my older sister always told my partner to go there as it would be fun so here I am needed to accompany him. When my partner visited me here and it was good timing where there's a new place that just opened or when there's recreation activities my ate always told my boyfriend about that. Feeling ko tuloy ang bad influence niya hahaahah😂. Minsan naiinis ako, as I would love to stay and not go somewhere else but since I don't want to make my boyfriend feel bad, I accompany wherever he wants to go. Gez! I become the supported girlfriend of all time lol. Earlier we just wanted motor cross, it was totally fun yet it's a little bit scary as some get highbol (I don't know what's the English ahhaahah). So enough with my chitchat, let's move on to my topic today which I found in @Princessbusayo article. You always save me sis.
**Teamwork vs Individual work**
**“Would you prefer to work by yourself or work with people? Which is better for you?”**
Since then I always want to have an individual task or work. In that sense I can do what I want where I don't need others' approval to do this and that. I don't care if I need to do a lot of work as long as I won't depend on others or them to me. Individual work is way better, because I'm not more into socializing. I also don't want to put blame on others or vice versa. If I made a mistake then I have to do it all alone.
**Imagine a Life without the use of the phone. What would you be busy doing if phones didn't exist?**
Well, if there's no phone then maybe my life is a little bit productive and not into scrolling up and down in Facebook and tiktok. Maybe I'm into sports especially badminton as I was really fond of it way back then. Even if things change I am sure that I can do more exercise than facing my screen all the time. I will be busy cleaning the background or even inside the house and I'm getting physical and that wouldn't hurt my eyes like it is today hahaha.
**Working from home, what are the funny challenges you do have?**
Well, I see this blogging as work from home, co'z I don't have any work aside from this. What's funny is that when it's WFH, then I don't have to travel and have a fare fee. I don't have to change the outfit into something casual, wearing a pambahay is better lol. I can spend more time on something else.
**Should street food be banned? Or are you a lover of street foods?**
Why? Is there anything wrong with the foods that are sold on the streets? I like street food co'z it's cheap and also delicious. What made it fun was looking and tasting different variants and varieties of foods. Gez! I'm craving it right now.
`This is life, we have different choices, different likes and dislikes, different decisions but whatever it is as long as we are true to ourselves and that makes us happy then that's it. We don't need to change so we can fit the society's standard. What matters is that we choose to be happy, to be real no matter what others say behind our back. Our life, our rules.`
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Found 'Ya
A gloomy Saturday my lovelies, which means it's a rest day for most of us here, hopefully. Life is short, dear, enjoy most of your time, don't push too much even though you really have a goal. It's okay to chill for once then balik ulit. That's how life should be, isn't it? It's okay to consider and think about our future like we always do but we shouldn't forget to just have fun as well. We don't know what comes next, take time to heal, chill, relax and be with the person you love. Live life to the fullest, nothing is wrong about that. Anyway, if you notice I haven't been able to write yesterday as I don't really have any topic to write about, my mind won't cooperate so I have to just let it be adding the pressure that I felt as well. Gez! My life seems to be at rock bottom. Nevertheless, I saw this interesting question from @GarrettGrey07 about finding Mr(s) Right, so why not give it a try. Without further ado, let's start.
**Where can people find a (life) partner? Meet a list of likely places to meet someone.**
We can find our partner everywhere. Maybe in the;
Dating Apps
Parks
Malls
School
Online
Airport
Church
Neighborhood
Since we are now in the digital world, it's casual that people will meet through dating apps especially when it comes to other nationalities. Some meet them online, through chat, tiktok, Facebook, Instagram and many more. Lucky if you meet that person in church when both of you love to go to the church. Ow, I should include the neighborhood as well, co'z why not? hahahaha mostly I heard that some couples are just neighbors.
**Do you have a partner? If so, where did you meet them?**
I met him in the airport, kidding hahhah. I actually met him in our school, when I was in first year college and up to now. Yiee more years to count.
**How did your parents and grandparents meet each other? Was it any different from now?**
My parents met here in my mother's place way back then, papa was just a newbie here and my mother worked in one of the stores and boom things happened quickly, they got married and they had us. With regards to my lolo and lola, it's here in the province. Ow, I guess you can find your Mr(s) Right in this place lol. Well, it is somehow different from now, especially the way of courting.
**Once you (think you) have found Mr(s) Right, what would you do next?**
Getting married, co'z why not? ahahahah. But things aren't that easy right? To be honest, I wanted to make sure if what I think is right, I don't want to regret it in the end. I wanted to know if the person felt the same way too. For now, since we are both sure, we will end our relationship and bring it to the next level.
**What do you look for in a potential partner? Make a list of qualities and put them in order of importance.**
God fearing - this is way too important to find a partner who has fear in God, who knows the right and wrong according to what it should be.
Family oriented - having a man who is family oriented is really something. This includes the respect for his parents and so does mine.
Discipline - Not all men are disciplined enough in any cases, that might be personal or not.
Responsible- When a man is responsible then we have to worry about. He might not be rich as long as he is responsible then everything will be fine. That I don't have to tell him what to do co'z he already knows.
Trustworthy - Who wouldn't want a person who we can trust the most?
*There's a lot of qualities that a potential partner should possess but in the end it's a matter of choice. In my case, I love what my man had. I accept and won't get tired of loving him. I have a not so perfect relationship yet we are happy and content.*
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Look how far I go
A changing weather Thursday my lovelies. Does it sound weird right? Here on my side, the weather seems gloomy but it instantly feels like Mr. Sunny is approaching. I don't know what to do about whether I should go out or just stay inside the house lol. Anyway, I wasn't expecting that I am already 7 months here, parang kailan lang. I thought I won't make it in a month but look how far I'd go. I even wanted to quit many times but here I am still doing what I like and that is writing. Sometimes, the more I think I can't, the more months or years I stay. Gez! It looks like I'm getting weirder hahahaha. Cheers for more months and years for me here, hopefully I can still manage as I know that things will change. But I won't forget that I once part in this community where it taught me about crypto and life. Thank you my lovelies for not leaving me though I'm bored sometimes or always, no kidding. Moreover, I came across the article of @Usagi yesterday and decided to have my own version of the answer as well. So let's get ahead and start.
**Are you more organized or messy?**
I'm not a messy woman as I hate it in the first place. I wanted everything to be organized and clean. I easily get irritated as well whenever I see dirt or deform things that I kept clean earlier. Sometimes, we fight over messy things with my sister, as she always said "I'll do that later" and it ends up me cleaning the mess. Gez! I also hate messy people.
**Would you like to have a job or be an entrepreneur?**
Having a job can be my first choice if I wanted to be an entrepreneur. I need savings for whatever I plan to have, especially having my own brand. When I have work then I can save something and from that if i already have enough capital then I can be the entrepreneur, have my own brand and be a boss. I know things won't be easy but I'm sure I can make it as long as I'm happy.
**What is your weirdest trait or habit?**
Does it sound weird if I say I love eating and sleeping? Whatever the time maybe or I don't care if I just eat earlier hahaha. I mean c'mon I'm happy when I eat a lot and sleep too. My comfort zone indeed lol. Ow, when it comes to traits, I easily get mad for no reason, just my trip of being mad ahahahah.
**Are you religious/spiritual or an atheist?**
I do believe in God, when I was a kid our parents never forget to tell us that God exist co'z He actually did and until now I know that He is there, watching over us, protecting and guiding us so we won't get lost.
**Are you close to your family or any particular family member?**
I am close to my family, I'm into them as I can share them what I feel. I don't feel sharing things with my relatives. Ow, Im into with my sister's and mother, when it comes to my father we aren't that vocal to him. As man's perspective is way too different from us.
**Do you prefer fame or money?**
What's the purpose of being fame when I don't have money. I'm being practical, I want and I love money, money, and money. If I have a lot of money then I can make a way to be famous.
**What is one thing you would like to change in the world?**
Is it the world itself? Maybe I won't change anything but instead advice the people to change their mindset. If we have this negative thinking then the negative will happen, why not be optimistic, no matter how hard life is. But in the end, it's a matter of choice.
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Let it Snow
Good evening my lovelies, yes it's indeed night in my place right now. I wasn't able to publish or read an article earlier as I am busy with the errands I was into. I was in our city hall to have our set schedule for the wedding but again, I received bad news. The staff said that the Mayor is busy and didn't have time to do this and that with regards to the wedding ceremony. They also said that there's a possibility that the wedding will happen next month (July), if only I knew that it took this long then we decided to go to the judge early. We actually went there but the problem is that it is still in July and what's worse is that the ninang and ninong will only be 2 or 6, no other than that. But the problem is that we already have the list of them and it's 8 pairs (16) in all. So we decided with my parents that we will wait until the Mayor is available and won't bother to think about the judge as it's not a good choice to choose. Anyway, let's move on to my topic tonight that came from @ Princessbusayo, thank you sis for saving me. Let's start ahead.
**INTERNET VS. TV**
I can live without tv, as I was born without it in the first place, we didn't have a television back then, what we only had was a radio and yet we enjoyed our childhood as we spent our whole time with our school, family and play. When it comes to the internet it is a different thing. I am a student and having an online class is a must for now.
**MUSIC VS MOVIES**
I can live without movies but music hits differently. When I'm alone and sad, all I want is to play music to calm my chaotic mind and soul. When I want to sleep, all I need is an airpod and music.
**SHOES VS SOAP**
This choice is different hahaha. Well, I might not have shoes but at least I have slippers lol. I can't live without soap, as I use that for my whole body. Besides, I can't wash my clothes as well if I don't have one and it would be disgusting if I won't use it if I do the washing.
**SUNSCREEN VS SUNGLASSES**
Sunscreen is everything, I've learned earlier that it is important to have a skin protection for our skin especially when we go out under the shining shimmering splendid heat of Mr. Sunny to avoid skin cancer. Well, I can go out without sunglasses and besides I don't usually have or use them.
**SUGAR VS GLUTEN**
Sugar is bad for our body especially when we don't know how to limit it. Well, gluten is usually found in grains and I can't live without grains lol.
**COFFEE VS ALCOHOLIC DRINKS**
I'm not a fan of drinking alcohol and when it comes to coffee I'm not into it either. So it's not a loss if I can't have any of that. As I know how bad it is.
**CAR OR PHONE**
I don't have a car so obviously I can live without it but it's a different story if I can't have my phone ahahaah. C'mon my phone seems to be my partner in anything. This is where I store my pictures, music and important memories from important person
**THE BEACH OR THE SNOW**
Can I experience the snow? I haven't seens personally and even felt freezing as we are tropical here. I'm not that fond of the beach as I won't be enjoying it as I don't know how to swim. But snow? Wahhh I wanted to experience that one.
**TOILET PAPER VS TOOTHBRUSH**
C'mon I can live without toilet paper as long as there's water to wash what's needed to wash hehehe. But I can't live without my toothbrush, I don't want to smell like a rotten fish or worse. Having a fresh breath will make me feel more beautiful. lol
**FRUITS VS VEGETABLES**
I needed these two, and I can't choose any of them. My body needs the vitamins that some of the fruits have and I also need what the vegetables give to our body. I'm into fruit and veggies.
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I have an Infinite Money
A gloomy Tuesday my lovelies! Today seems to be a not so productive day for me. I actually planned to give myself a time to relax where I won't be thinking about what to publish and even don't read any articles but I guess it's not the right time yet. Since we don't have the schedule for the wedding yet so I'm not that busy, but if I already have I'll surely be missing here for days, so as long as I can then I'll be publishing so I won't be absent for too long. Nevertheless, lucky I came across with my kabits article today and decided to have my answers on the given questions, in order for me to not think of any topic as my mind wasn't cooperating this time. Without further ado, let's start.
**Adopt a puppy or a baby?**
I love both but maybe for now I would go for adopting a puppy as I really love dogs especially the Seberian Husky though it's impossible to have one as they love being in a cold place and we don't have aircon here. Besides, I'm into puppies too watching them grow and teaching them is what I like. I also love the feeling of their smell whenever I hold it. When it comes to babies, I don't need to adopt as I am capable of having one lol. I mean I wanted to have my own baby from my own blood and flesh.
**Be constipated or have diarrhea?**
C'mon who would like to experience any of this? Maybe if I had to choose I'll go for constipation rather than having diarrhea where I don't want to get back and forth to the comfort room and even at night. Gez! My stomach would hurt for sure and I can't get enough sleep.
**Be born in the future or the past?**
In the past, just like what I am now today. My life might not be perfect but still I'm grateful for what I experienced. Those pain, heartbreaks and even failure taught me to be like what I am now. If God will allow me to live for how many years then at least I can see what's future is ahead. Besides, I don't know what will happen in the future, we don't know it might be as dangerous as ever.
**Be utterly heartbroken or single?**
I'm already tired of being broken, maybe being single will do. I am free to do what I want, I won't be in the club drinking all day long and I can live my life the way I wanted. Being single means being free and I'm ready to mingle if the right will come lol.
**Beauty or Intelligence?**
Can I have both, lol. But of course I'll choose intelligence co'z what's the purpose of having beauty outside if there's no knowledge inside ahahah. I mean we are all beautiful in our own way, but at least I have what others don't have. Being knowledgeable can be considered as beautiful but being beautiful physically will stop right there.
**Get $4000 a week for the rest of your life or $3,000,000 right now?**
I even wanted to choose the first one but I realized that what if I die tomorrow, so I would rather choose the $3,000,000 right now at least I can hold such an amount of money. I can build a house for my family, have my business and be a helping hand as well. I might not be good at holding money but I'm sure I can place it in a good hand where I can roll the money and investment will do.
**Immortality or infinite money?**
I'm being practical here, I might be immortal but I will grow old and I don't want to be too old where I can't even stand but will live. I would choose money, who wouldn't. At least before I die I already accomplished what I really wanted in life. I already help those in need and I already live something for the future as no one holds it.
**Speak any language fluently or be able to talk to animals?**
I can speak to animals already, you never said I can understand what they are talking about ahahahah. I would love to know all the languages around the globe where I can communicate in any of them.
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Dancing in the Rain
Belated Happy Father's Day to all father's out there. Thank you for your unconditional love and support, you might not be that verbal when it comes to your emotions yet we know how much you love your children. Thank you for being a responsible dad and to all mom's that act as dad at the same time, you are brave and thank you for not quitting no matter how hard life is. To those who planned to be one, please be mindful and responsible enough co'z being a "haligi ng tahanan" will never be easy. Love y'all dad's out there. Nevertheless, since I wasn't active yesterday as I have to give my full attention to my partner so now I'm doing the "bawi-bawi" and luckily I saw this article from my kabit @JustMaryel. Without further ado, let's start.
**Talk about life and cry**
I don't have the perfect life yet I am lucky to have my family. When I talk about it cry thinking sometimes how cruel and unfair life is. Usually I share this with my partner as I know he won't judge me. Besides, he is willing to be my crying shoulder as I easily cry when I feel tired and can't understand what's happening with my life. But you know what? I do share my thoughts and feelings to animals too even though I doubted that they understand what I'm talking about. They can't judge me too and they are willing to listen to me too. Call me crazy if you want but I once did that when I didn't have anyone to lean on. Self talk will do too and cry until my eyes get tired.
**Dance in rain**
I experienced this when I was a kid, the feeling of dancing and playing in the rain. When I get old I don't usually dance as I don't want anyone to see me and think I am crazy lol. I hope I can experience it again where I can dance under the heavy rain, and just purely enjoy the moment. It usually rains here in the province, so when I decide to go out and soak myself I don't dance co'z I don't feel I need to.
**Got drunk together**
This happened 2 years ago, when it's my partner's birthday, since I was invited and went there late as I had to attend my class so what we did was drink some alcoholic drinks. I am not used to it, so 3-5 shots made me dizzy. I slept there for hours as I feel that everything is turning hahahaha. Those were good memories of mine too. As we drank, we also shared about our life, our past love and pain. Cry and laughter we shared. We also promised to love each other forever and no matter what happens we will stick together.
**Skipped class/work together**
Skipping my class isn't my type and he is. We don't usually skip our class co'z if we want to hang out then we have to wait until our class is over. When it comes to work, I haven't experienced this one yet as I haven't worked before, he did.
**Get lost in the place together**
My partner already knows the place so well so we haven't tried to get lost co'z if we did he will surely find a way home either through google maps or just by riding a jeepney as long as we have money to pay. But I experienced being lost when I was just a newbie in the city. I was mistaken on where to get out for the jeep and didn't know where to go so I asked some woman I met and luckily they helped me.
**Went to the gym together**
Haven't been to the gym yet but maybe sooner we can workout in the gym together. Hopefully.
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He doesn't just tell me, He showed me
Have you ever looked into someone's eyes, thinking how lucky you are to meet that person? Have you ever said to him/her how much you love and adore that person? If not, then I guess it's time to tell what you felt inside. We only live once and why not treasure the people we love the most. We don't know what will come next. Today, my article seems to be as in love as I am, no kidding co'z I do.
It's been a week since we haven't met with my partner as I'm living in my province right now and choose to stay here though the internet connection isn't that good for the reason that I have to go back and forth to have a schedule for our wedding. While he had to work for the expenses for the upcoming event. I know how exhausted he is, especially because he usually works overtime to earn much more. Never thought that he would give me time to visit me here despite the reason that he came home early in the morning from work and immediately traveled to my province just to see me. It gave me butterflies in my stomach and made my heart flutter. He never fails to show his effort. What I love about him;
**He love to spoiled me**
Before when we were just a month old, he usually brought me any fast food and brought me things that I wanted. He loves to give me gifts when we had our monthsary way back then. He spoiled me when it comes to food as well, as I am a foodie now. He sometimes brings me sweet donuts when he comes home from work. And just now, when he visited me, he handed me the chocolate as he knew how much I love it. I never expected as I never told him I crave for it and thinking that maybe he's trying to save his money for the huge expenses. He spoiled me with love, attention, effort and care.
**He is consistent**
Consistent in the key. I thought boys are just good at first but when you reach how many years things change as well as how he will treat his woman but I was wrong. He is what he is from the first time I met him. There might change but maybe he is now showing the real him, the real attitude he had and his worst. I have mine too, so why would I leave him? He is consistent in his effort no matter how far I am, he will travel just to visit me, he will buy me food even though he is trying to save, he will lower his pride when I'm in tantrums without any reason. He consistently appreciates and tells me how much he loves me even if he is mad. He never gets tired of everything.
**He is clingy**
He loves to cling to me even though there are a lot of people around. He loves to hold my hand when we walk as if he doesn't care what others say behind our back. He will love to hug and kiss me whenever he leaves and comes back even if people can see it. You might not like this kind of attitude but I do. He just showed that he doesn't care about the people around co'z what he cares about is me.
**He is strict**
It seems that I have another father in his behaviour. He doesn't like to see me wearing showy and sexy clothing when we go out. You know why? He just doesn't like that guys will look at me like they see me naked. He doesn't like to see that I'm being disrespected by men out there. Since I love sexy clothes I'll make sure that he is with me. He will allow me to wear it unless I'm with him, he will allow me unless it's not that showy as he loves simplicity.
He had the things I never saw in my previous partner. He is something that I don't want to lose no matter how hard the situation may be. He is someone I want to grow old with. He is my home and my peace. We might fight but we chose to fix it. I just love my man and I know that he love me more than anything co'z he doesn't just tell me, he shows me.
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Tired of what's coming
Have you ever come to the point of thinking about how your life was after graduation? How was things going well? Your plan, journey to choose and path to take? It's pressure right?
*How are you my lovelies, I hope you are all doing great as you are. It's an unproductive Friday for me, I hope you are the opposite. As I have nothing to do that makes me alert, alive and enthusiastic lol. Well, maybe just reading more than 20 articles, adding comments and making one will at least make my day.*
I am a graduating student in the school that I already shared with you how I felt. I am a student in Business Administration and chose Financial Management, thinking this fits me hahaha. But you know what's the truth, I really hate math ever. When I was in high school I was not good at computing numbers as it gave me a headache. What I love is writing anything as long as it's an essay, even if it's English or Filipino. It's just funny that after I graduate senior high, I choose to be in finance knowing that I would be dealing with numbers. I actually have a choice but I still choose what I hate. Since our school before didn't offer an ABM course which related to basic accounting, I don't really have any background in it. What I did was search and understand it. I thought I can't get through it as my mind won't really cooperate when it comes to math, it won't function as well as it does in the other subjects. I got a low score and that's the reason I have to pay my miscellaneous expenses (at least not all). From the first year up to now, I don't know if I learned something lol. It's just that I don't like numbers.
Guess what, at first I doubted that I couldn't make it, I doubted my capabilities and ability. But here I am, waiting to wear my black toga for graduation but of course it won't happen as our school won't allow face-to-face graduation. But I'm still happy that I got through it, that at least I am the first daughter who finished my studies even though unexpected events happen. As of now I was thinking what will happen after I graduate. From now on, my partner and I will get married. What will happen to me, my career and plan in life?
When I was a kid I thought that when I finish my studies then that ends there but I was wrong it's actually the start of everything. My "what if's" are now starting to build inside my head and it pressured me so bad. When I get married and have my own family then it means that I'm gonna be stuck taking good care of my child and my "husband". It means I can't live my single life at all, no self-time as I have to do this and that. I have a lot of realizations, "everything will never be easy". If you tell me "why not wait for years until we get married", then I'll say "only if we can" but it's not that easy. Until now I'm still wondering, can I make it? Can I be successful even if I have my family? Can I be a good mother and wife? Can I be what I want? Wait what? What do I really want? I don't know, I don't really know. Believe me, it's exhausting thinking about it, that makes me stressed and what I need is a sleep where I can escape from this reality. But no matter how hard I did it's just that this is adulthood and parenthood.
`I haven't started yet but I am starting to get tired of what's coming.`
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Can't Please Everyone
A rainy Thursday my lovelies, yey my favourite weather of all where I can just sit or lay here. This would be perfect with hot coffee and bread. Gez! Here I am looking at how beautiful the raindrops are, freezing wind and just purely enjoying nature. To made my day a little productive I write an article that I saw from@Gianna-B ,two weeks ago and just took a screenshot out of it
**If stuffed animals could talk, what would they say?**
If they could only talk then maybe they would complain about how tight I hug them. I mean when I'm sleeping at night I would love to hug something if not someone lol. When I get mad I also punch it for no reason or worse I hardly pinch it hahaha. Sorry for my stuffed animals though. They seem to help me when I feel stressed.
**Are you a cat-person or a dog-person?**
I love animals but I'm more into dogs. I don't know but I feel attractive whenever I see a dog. I always call them or seek their attention. I wanted to touch them and just love how they responded and saw how they wiggle their tail.
**What is the grossest thing you’ve ever done?**
Do I need to expose this? ahhahaha C'mon it is disgusting and I don't want to share it as I said it is the grossest thing I did in my entire life. This happened when I was in 6th grade. I have to choose but to do it so I did ahahahah.
**If you were a fart, would you rather be loud and proud or silent but deadly?**
Silent would be better than being a loud one. Besides I don't want to embarrass my owner as I am a fart here, I might be deadly but at least the owner can lie as I am silent.
**If you were to give me a nickname, what would it be?**
You can call me any name you want, even if it's not good to hear. Well, I used to be called by many names before and now so it's not new to me.
**What would you do if you had six arms?**
Then I can do a lot of jobs at once. Can finish washing the clothes and dishes. Can type faster than ever and can carry a lot. This means that I am strong.
**Would you rather live under the ocean or on another planet?**
I really wanted to see how beautiful the sea is. The colorful corals and fishes. But I realized that humans are now irresponsible for their waste and thus it affects the living and non living organisms under the sea. So I would rather live on another planet where I can breathe, where I can take good care of nature, where it's far from the irresponsible humans and where I can find peace.
**What rule should we get rid of?**
I don't know about different rules but I don't know if I have something I wanted to get rid of.
**If you wanted to make everyone on the planet smile, how would you do it?**
I can't please everyone, I can't make everyone smile no matter what I did they will never be happy with what I achieved.
**If your toys were like Toy Story and could talk and play when you aren’t around, what do you think they would do?**
They will surely play all over the house, mess and eat. That would be totally a disaster and I would think that I had been robbed or what.
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When you know the battery is dead, why do you press harder on the remote control?
Stressful Wednesday my lovelies, waking up on the wrong side of the bed is not my thing but it happens. I always keep thinking about my upcoming that really stressed the h*ll out of me. I wanted it to happen early so I could focus on the other things but here we are, still waiting for the schedule. I didn't know this would give me too much pressure. To at least divert my attention I just found an article that caught my attention and here it is, from @Theblackdoll. Thank you for saving me this time.
**What would you do if you found a dead body in a hotel room?**
That would be scary if I saw a fresh dead body in the hotel, I'll surely panic at first. I also have to make sure that I didn't touch anything and will instantly call the police so that they can investigate what's happening. If they ask about my presence then I'll surely cooperate, co'z why not? But you know what's even more scary, when you found me at the hotel co'z I had never been inside the hotel room lol.
**Which one would you prefer: have no nose but have really good smelling fingers or be blind but have a really nice smile?**
Even though life is full of surprises I'd prefer to have no nose than no eyes. I wanted to see how beautiful His creation is. The fascinating nature, seeing my family and bond with them. I may not complete but that doesn't define who I am.
**Do you think if anything is possible, it’s still possible for anything to be impossible?**
In my opinion, nothing is really impossible as long as we trust Him and put everything in Him. As long as we work hard, add passion and just love what we do. After all, everything will be worth it.
**Have you ever attempted to swallow toothpaste?**
To be honest, I already tasted the toothpaste but it's not my intention though. But I never think to swallow it as I know it would be disgusting.
**If you punch yourself in the face and it hurts, are you weak or strong?**
If I do that then I'm stupid hahahh. Why would I punch myself in the face, really? Maybe if I do that then I'm not in the right condition anymore. C'mon I don't have that much confidence and I'm not planning to add some insecurities lol.
**If you had the chance to invent a country, what would you name it?**
If ever I'm given the chance then I'll name it "ESCAPADE". A place where we can escape reality, a place where we can live in our imagination and a place where we think that we belong. A place that's too far from sad reality, a happening that all could be just pure fun, no pain at all.
**Why do you think are manholes round?**
Is it? hahaha maybe it's oval. Just guessing it co'z round is common now let's make it different.
**When you know the battery is dead, why do you press harder on the remote control?**
Just thinking about a miracle will happen. Maybe it will "boom" instantly so we don't have to buy another battery again.
**Which side of the armrest is really yours at a movie theater?**
I am a left handed so whatever chair that had left arm rest will be mine. But you know what? Mostly it's in the right hahaha.
**How would you know if someone has manipulated your memory?**
When they plan to plant another happenings yet I still remember what exactly happened, when, where and what. When they act nice yet they are not, actually some are obvious in manipulating a person. Before they do that, they have to make sure they aren't just a player but a coach.
**Is it weird to enjoy the smell of your own fart?**
Not at all hahaha. I don't even want to smell my own fart as I know it will smell disgusting and it's not good hahaha. Besides, I don't want to get dizzy lol.
**Which of the teachers would you prefer to have if you were a Hogwarts student?**
About this, I don't know if Dumbledore is a teacher but I like his character.
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Worst School Ever
I promise to never stress myself again, but here I am still experiencing it. Allow me to rant for once as I need to release all the feelings that have felt inside. Remember when I told you about how I dislike our school too much? Well, this happened again, this time it's even worse. When I was in school to fill out and sign the application for graduation I asked the registrar if there's anything I needed to do but she responded "Wala na" (no more), so I went home thinking that maybe I already signed or submitted everything that's needed. But to my surprise this morning, my sister told me that my name was in the list that needed to submit my original PSA birth certificate. See? That's how irresponsible they are, and now I have to spend $20 for the fare again just to pass my birth, if only they told me earlier then, I did it at once. It irritates me too much knowing that I have to go to school again and again as they announced it one by one. To be honest, I want to post or rant on Facebook about what I feel co'z they never care how much we spend, or if we are busy or not. They never cared what we felt. I don't know if I'll be happy that I'm a graduating student or be mad co'z they made things difficult for us? Instead of helping us they drag us down. I freaking hate my school, if wishing that it will turn to ash and everything will burn is a bad idea, then maybe I'm a bad woman. Call me anything you want but, I just wish this thing to happen (but I won't do it).
Irresponsible, slow service and they all wanted that we pass the requirements as soon as possible yet they don't do their part as a staff. They wanted us to always chase and beg them but that won't happen. I'm tired of acting like good students when they can't be a good staff. I'm tired of faking my smile in front of them when I really hate them. I thought they had the best service but I got it all wrong co'z actually they have the worst one. If only they care then they will announce everything so that we won't go back and forth. If they care then maybe I don't feel this way. What they care about is MONEY, MONEY, MONEY. They posted that I have to submit it ASAP, but c'mon I will do it if I'm available. They taught me to act like this so they have to deal with it. Besides, we are all the same (human), they are not above me nor I am. If they don't want anyone to rant, or feel this way then they have to act accordingly. I'm not alone who feels this way too, some of the graduating students feel that they don't care co'z they never really.
You know what I planned is that I will wait for my partner to visit me here in the province so he could bring my PSA and pass it to the registrar office in the school, co'z if I'm the one who will did it I'll surely rant and I don't want to act like I don't respect them even though they seem to have not respected us. Maybe my partner can submit it next week and I don't care if they wait for it or not. They just can't request us to do it fastly as their service is slower than ever. To be honest, I only have a small respect left for them as they showed how irresponsible they are.
`Now, and ever "I HATE MY SCHOOL".`
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