Where to focus?

The same night, still gloomy, no trace of stars but this time my feeling is quite different. I'm happy deep inside co'z everything seems to be okay. Nothing to worry about, maybe because I know how to live my present life without overthinking so badly. However, this Ukraine and Russian war makes me feel worried.

It's been almost 2 years since we experienced this pandemic. It makes our life even harder, losing jobs, population rate increase due to the addition of teenage pregnancy, hospitals full, businesses shut down, area restrictions and what worse is losing a life. We've been suffering so badly that we wish to go back to normal where there's no Covid to think about, where school is open for face to face classes, where most of the businesses get their usual income, where employment rate increases and where everyone is happy just as it is today. It's been awhile since every country had a new normal routine wherein it's not quite far from before, there are still some who are still trying to recover and so does the economy. Everyone is excited to remove these restrictions that had been implemented that hinder us from visiting the person we longing to see.

As we are trying to heal this pandemic, that's when the war between Ukraine and Russia arises. I have read a lot of information about the root of this chaos and I can say who among them is the reason that it shouldn't end like this. We all know that Russia is a sleeping giant, a country where missiles, nuclear weapons and other fighters came and were made. If we could compare the ability of each country I could say Ukraine will lose the fight. Russia had it all, everything they had co'z they are prepared for this, they always are. But instead of focusing on going back to normal, this happened.

Where to focus?

A lot of people have already died, soldiers sacrificed for the sake of their beloved country. How heartbreaking seeing them saying goodbye to their family co'z they don't know that might be the last. Can peace be the center? How will it stop when both parties don't want to? How will this end, does it need to have one country left? How about those families who have been affected which are totally not yet done from pandemic suffering? Are they going to suffer again? I have so many questions but I can't have the answers. Can't they talk about it? I mean for sure everything will be done in a peaceful way. I just feel worried and sorry for those who lose their lives, for those families who wait for their loved ones to come home safe, for those wife who wish to hug their husband again and for those kids who want to be carried by their father again. There are people who look forward to seeing their special one once again. They still have plans to make, plans to build and plans to create but how? When they can't come home again? This should be the end? Again, where to focus? Where should be the priority? Is this war really needed? Can't we have peace for once? I'm sure the both Presidents can talk privately and settle what's needed. I don't know what to write again. Instead of having a happy heart today I feel lonely again. What I learned about this war is that, if we already have an agreement we shouldn't make a way to destroy co'z we want it or not chaos occurs that destroys everyone's life. I can't afford to see this thing.

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