What's going on? Why is this happening to me? Today I wake up from my bed after hearing the alarm a couple of times. And when I wake up I felt a sadness inside me. I can't figure out the reason. And this does not happen today only, I sometimes feel the same thing. Don't know why? 😥
So, for removing that emotion I open up my mobile, scroll Facebook, go to the inbox. Nowadays, I visit read.cash site, check notifications, read other's articles. OMG! It now becomes a routine!
Then I get washed, have breakfast, and again scroll mobile. Like seriously? This mobile now becomes a company all the time. No, actually someday I read some books try to take preparation for upcoming exams though it is not much worthy.
Today, I quarreled with my mother. So sad! Actually, I get tempered by small issues sometimes and can't control myself. It continued for a long time. After that, I got busy with my work and went out to my job as a teacher. I enjoyed the company of my students. They are three in total. I come back early and so get time for refreshments. Standing on my balcony I enjoyed the view of the river, felt the wind, listened to music. Awesome feelings you know! I practiced music for some time then recited poems and recorded it for a page.
Now, I am wondering what else I can do. Not in the mood of watching movies. Oh, it's raining here! So, enjoying the weather of rain also.
I wanted to write something about myself, about my views, and publish it as a journal. It is my first entry as a journal. Hope you like it. Or if you have anything to suggest please share it with me.
12th July, 2020
I'm not commenting on all point or on the whole article. I'm just saying being angry in small reason with mother is so easy. But instead of mother if you be angry on other it become conflict.