Why I write

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4 years ago

I like probably most people, used to write in a diary. It was supposed to be a safe place for me to deal with and express my thoughts. Sadly, that's not how it worked. There's a classic trope about concerned parents violating their childs privacy by reading their journals or diaries. Though now more often it's texts and social media messages.

Unfortunately my privacy was also violated (though not by a biological parent). I came home one day to find my diary (which had been in my under ware drawer) lying open on the kitchen table, lock broken.

I was yelled at and degraded. The memory stuck with me and I didn't write for a long time after that. I was scared. That led me into a heavy depression. I didn't want to be judged for what I wrote but more importantly I didn't want my private thoughts and feelings being demonized and belittled.

It wasn't until I left home that I finally took up writing again, though for the most part a bit differently. I still write for the same reasons. To help with my past, to deal with my emotions. I also do it simply because I enjoy it.

Writing is an escape from the everyday. It allows me to stretch my imagination while also getting better in touch with myself. Sometimes, I write just to feel less alone.

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Interesting writing. haha

I also like to write, but as a Geography teacher, some different content. Want to join us our Geography community.

By the way, I can join as sponsor, do you want?

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4 years ago

There is nothing wrong in writing your thoughts and what u feel. But, invading your diary is. I hope you continue writing. And continue expanding your thoughts about a certain imagination or matter. Keep it up! 🙃

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4 years ago

I remember the day I found my diary on the table. It's interesting how those who do you wrong, violate you even dare to be angry and scold at you. 🤔

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4 years ago

That's true. He called me ungrateful among other things. Said I had no respect and how dare I write those horrible things. Funny because everything I wrote was about what had been done to me at his hand.

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4 years ago

It was the same here. Strange how they do not recognize their own behaviour, role in it. 🤔

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4 years ago