Why do I feel like I'm insane?
I'm a person who thinks rationally and scientifically
Nevertheless, why do feel like I'm always conceived to be distinctive
For all I thought it would be normal considering the reasons behind every conviction
I fully know myself
I'm never emotional as I felt bothered
Easily exhausted and don't want ructions
All I see are hormones
It's normal for humans to feel this hormonal sensations
But, what's weird is that I can't feel any
It's not that I'm afraid to be drowned by it but
I just can't
Maybe my mind's all forged to be a computer
Forged to the point I'm empty
Like I'm made up of bundles of datum, .exe's and commands
And turned out to be an AI robot
Thirsty for awareness
Thirsty for emotions
Thirsty to live normal
As far as I got friends
They all have sweet songs to sing
Felt butterflies
Experienced fathomless smiles
Create memories they'll never regret
And even dreamt with someone who's willing to take their hands to paint a colorful future
While me?
I can't even imagine what the future holds
I can't force myself
What lacks can't be learnt through encyclopedias
Can't either be downloaded and ran as system programs
There's no option
I can't escape..........
Unconsciously,
Tears fell down
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