Sometimes we dream..... sometimes our dream is mute... Sometimes we love... sometimes we don't... sometimes we speak... sometimes our soul is silent... sometimes we give... sometimes we receive more than we gave ever.... sometimes we find our way... but sometimes we forget who we are... sometimes we are surrounded by friends... sometimes we are alone... Many times we live.. But other times... who knows.. .
My soul is torn to pieces, at this hour...
Huddled in an armchair, I try to put my thoughts together! It's hard, because they are scattered and find no end, no end...
And I can't brother, understand why man is so perverted! That's how my soul is, I believe in man's words, even though I feel his venom mixed with honey...
I still give man a chance! I gave a hand at the beginning, even both... I gave as much time as I could, so that it would be good, but I was wrong, because nobody cared, as far as my soul goes... And in a day, it didn't even matter, with a poisoned kiss, he chased me away!
I am sorry for nothing, except that the man is lost! That's why I withdraw, in my shell, away from the world, with my thoughts!
It's strange to meet a man who talks about goodness and God every day, but the facts contradict everything!
It's strange to sit next to someone who, just by their mere presence, warns you to run away! It's strange to see hypocrisy tattooed on your face and yet want to believe in goodness!
... And I wonder, like a madman, when was humanity lost!?
One day you will realize that your time is coming to an end. Then you will support your face in your palm, you will look for a long time to nowhere and you will ask yourself rhetorically: where and when did it go?
All around you is empty, in your soul the same , because all the loved ones will have left there a long time ago. You will vaguely remember how happiness accompanied you until a certain moment, but you didn't have time to reach them. Everything passed you by, everything was gone, everything flew...
The day you will realize that you have so much left undone it will be extremely painful....but late..!
There comes a time when you take inventory in your soul: what you collected, what you threw away and what you have left...
There are some life stories that you have left behind, others seem to cling to your soul.
You gleefully throw at them hoping they will break loose and fall.
But, no.
The pains don't go away. I stand there, clinging tightly to the corners of memories. Sometimes they twist you like in a dense fog, sometimes they make you think right in the middle of the road...
Most of the time, life does not embrace you with the most beautiful stories. He grabs you by the hand and throws you where, by accident, you must be. There are few times when she chooses to become your friend.
Sometimes she puts you in her cradle, sometimes she hugs you until you collapse... After choosing to roll you well, she jumps you, caresses your temple and puts a shield in your arms with which to start your journey.
Wisdom. Which you managed to acquire or...not.
Heart.....
Heart, give me strength to reach for the stars, That everything I promised you, I promised you, don't you be afraid, I'm not afraid, heart, I went to look for the hard answers, I didn't go to look for gold.
And hold my hand, so I can reach the Moon, we only won the war together. Don't cry heart, this is how I get home, I know you sit at the window and wait for the sun to come out and it will come out, leave it, the world is talking anyway. From their straw fire, only smoke remains, we both know, don't doubt me, I will bring you what I promised you, when I return to you.
We know that life is hard, we know that you do your best to live it, but sometimes it becomes very hard.
So tough, that you might think it's tough enough to keep going.
But then we have to remember that the only solution is to go through it.
Nothing goes on forever, neither do bad days.
Life can be a really interesting adventure.
But sometimes there are those days, weeks or even months, when everything becomes extremely hard.
Life can confront you with trials and tribulations, it may push you to the ground and leave you with the impression that all hope has disappeared.
An angel had no peace in heaven because of the torments of sinners in hell and often came down to ask them to remember the good they had done in life.
- Perhaps, however, you have done a small good deed!
Try to remember! He prayed to the sinners. Later a lady remembered:
– Me! I gave a beggar an onion with green tails from my garden one spring! Is this not a good deed?
- Of course it is!
The angel was happy. Then he ran to the Sky Archives and checked the onion story.
He brought the onion with tails to hell and said to the woman:
- Hold on to the onion! I'll grab the other end and together we'll fly up.
That's how you'll get to Heaven!
Said and done.
The onion tails held up and did not break under the woman's weight. But other sinners caught wind of the news and rather clung to the woman's feet, so that they too could escape from hell.
A multitude of people hung from her legs and feet, and the onion held on without breaking. They all flew to Heaven.
When the woman looked down and saw the crowd of people, she began to fear that the onion would break and she would fall.
So he began to kick the others, trying to get them down, and saying:
- You stay there, in hell, sinners!
Because you have done no good!
At that moment the onion stalks broke and they all fell into Hell.
She, the sinner, had judged other sinners…
Let's always try to be good,
That God sees us!
But it's none of my business, yours Let's judge someone!
Experience is the only thing that makes you change deeply and exchange one point of view for another.
In order to no longer be able to believe in what you used to believe in, you have to go through something stronger with your whole being that will overturn your belief, your values.
It depends on how brave you are not to be a rock, stuck in prejudices, dogmas, rules, but to throw yourself, live, receive, let yourself be modified, give, try and then know where you are and who you are.
If I could I would heal from the sky, by the swaying of flight from thought and wandering over the fields, under my bare feet I would murmur earth.
I would be born again, maybe in a blade of grass with his arm sublimely outstretched among the chicory, to forget about my blue body or is it just the sky that flowed on the flowers.
To learn the tender drunkenness of silence, the anxiety of you not to know, with the sunrises to put on my nothingness, poem of life in your eyes to be.
But I'm only human, my body is leaking an awkward and enslaving thread of time, rust creaks through the sounds of the moment and all the tears in the world still hurt me.With heavenly wounds on the earthly body, I'm just a grain of sand and that's it.
The winter of the soul brings with it some of the most profound and revelatory moments in the human experience, and wisdom belongs to those who have lived their winters…
We may not have the freedom to choose whether to live our soul winter, but we can choose how to live it...!
To lose ourselves among emotions, thoughts and seasons is the most inexplicable state of bliss!
To have the impression that we are living a dream, when in fact we are living an indescribable reality!
On a petal of the soul, on the wings of love, there are dreams, desires, hopes, all born of sensitivity!
Just as flowers need all kinds of weather to grow, we, in turn, need many kinds of weather to bloom and become the beautiful flowers God wants us to be!
Our LIFE needs a purpose to give it identity…
It can come from the pursuit of good, the pursuit of truth, or the pursuit of beauty!
Days go by and so do we...Time doesn't forgive anyone but we can still forgive.We just have to ask and offer forgiveness.Sometimes it's so hard for us to do that.
Thoughts hit the walls of pride, beautiful words remain hidden somewhere deep inside us and... time passes. But what does it cost us to ask for forgiveness for an inappropriate word or a wrong deed??... Nothing!
We stay angry with others , but also us... and... instead of offering love and forgiveness, we wallow in resentments that suffocate our Soul, weigh down its wings.
Then how can the Soul fly with all that ballast that drags it down? The soul is God's house, he enters there barefoot.
Then how can we receive him, if the room is not ready? The soul needs forgiveness and love, not pride... And...unfortunately, we are often too proud, too full of ourselves to admit our mistake and we live like this without realizing how much we lose .
Most importantly we waste time, a time that never comes back no matter how much we want it...A time that we could spend with the people we have wronged or who have wronged us wrong...a time called LIFE!
For there comes a time when we have no more time...
Find the man with whom you can breathe your life. Find the man who will kiss your forehead and palms.
Find the man who will give the last money he has in his pocket just to buy you a flower, to remind you how much he loves you. Find the man who makes you laugh, when you actually want to cry.
Find the man who will hold your hand when you make a mistake. Find the man who will tell you that you are the most important, the best and the most beautiful in the world.
Find the man who will teach you to dream the future with him. Find the man in whose eyes you can see your future and peace. Find the man. The man who will be your present and future. Find the man who will be your friend first of all, then love him, keep him and take care of his soul.
That's all you have to do.
If you found it, keep it and don't forget to give thanks, daily, for finding it.
Be light where you are each, be love, be hope, be comfort and do as where you pass to leave behind you a better and more beautiful place...🤗
-Why are you always nice to everyone, do you think you can change it??
- No, I don't think so, but I don't want her to change me!
-Yes... I'm afraid not to see the true face of man, not to see the masks that fall, with every word spoken and with every deed that contradicts him! I'm afraid to look into their eyes, lest the ocean of envy and jealousy in which they bathe, attract me! I am afraid to see their soul caught in the vice of wickedness, bleeding! I'm afraid I won't know them better than I do now.
Start the day by smiling at yourself in the mirror, then smile at your loved ones, smile at strangers on the street, in traffic, on the subway, smile when you see a child, smile at your colleagues at the office! Smiling means optimism, it means joy of life, it means strength, it means trust, it means balance, harmony, and all these cumulatively, it means choosing a healthy way of looking at life!
Just because some people are trying to clip my wings doesn't mean they're totally succeeding. Others will come who will help me to have wings again. Because some people disappoint me, I don't have to be suspicious of anyone around. There are still warm hearts. And sometimes a true friend. Just because my dream seems unattainable, doesn't mean I'm going to give up on it. Because that's the situation today. Tomorrow may be totally different. The fact that some people don't know what shared feelings are doesn't make me think that there aren't people in the world who have heard of it. So I don't give up. Hope dies last. And mine wants a very long life...
Friendship.
Man's joy is Man. People seek each other to communicate, to open their souls, to sigh and rejoice together, to be in communion. In a friendship everyone receives or gives something, sometimes a lot, sometimes a little. Every human is unique and beautiful.
Friends don't ask, they wait and believe in that light within us. And I get the answer, because the understanding comes naturally.
Learn, forgive and accept the humanity of the other, that's what my grandmother used to tell me.
When do you reap the fruits of friendship and put them away?
When we no longer need to say anything to each other, but only to be happy that we are, that we hear or see each other sometimes.
Even in silence, the dialogue of hearts needs no conditions, only the joy of giving, of sharing. Friendship is built little by little, from the sun and rains of the heart, from the pieces of time spent together.
Friendship does not end when you have nothing left to share, but only then begins. Friendship, like love, never grows old. Friends show us the light when we see darkness, they smile at us even if we rarely see each other, they wipe our tears even from a distance.
Friends accept you like the sun, the ocean, the moon, the trees, the earth.
Life offers many lessons and we really like to repeat them, without being able to retain anything, as if we are incapable, to understand the essence, too blind, to see the truth and much too gullible, to pleas and tears! Personally, I feel like laughing at myself, giving myself a couple of slaps, punishing myself a little, maybe, maybe my mind comes to mind, that she's gone on vacation!
Oh, she would have had enough of the poor thing, to keep repeating a lesson that I have gone through so many times!
I am wasting time, in an attempt that I hope, in my heart, to help, as I can and it is possible, so that in the end, I will be the one to blame, not the inability of that person, to do what he is told!! No, I'm not complaining about my wasted time on people who don't deserve it, but I'm having fun, for that desperate attempt to create an image in front of acquaintances, which it's hard for them to support! But their pride is greater than the truth!
Pride stronger than need and in this way, they return, from where they left, from the first step, placed on a step, which they cannot climb!
On the one hand, I feel sorry for such people, because they are not able to stand up on their own when they are on the ground!
And sad, that when they get a hand, they think they both belong to them! They don't settle for a little, they want it all, effortlessly!
Then, looking deeper, I tell myself that they deserve their fate and that they get from life, what they give, so who am I to try to offer them another perspective of the future, when they want suddenly, propelled to the top! ?
I know a saying, "little by little, vinegar is made".... And let someone else say that I'm bad! Well, know that I agree with him...
The whole man has changed me! The whole man made me stay away from him! I'm not saying that I'm putting everyone in the same pot! I would be a hypocrite to do so, but I have reserved the right to choose... who to believe, who to give help to, who deserves to receive it and last but not least, time!
So, my dear Life, I am curious, how much patience do you have with me and how many more times do you plan to let me repeat!
Find the man with whom you can breathe your life. Find the man who will kiss your forehead and palms. Find the man who will give the last money he has in his pocket just to buy you a flower, to remind you how much he loves you. Find the man who makes you laugh, when you actually want to cry.
Find the man who will hold your hand when you make a mistake.
Find the man who will tell you that you are the most important, the best and the most beautiful in the world.
Find the man who will teach you to dream the future with him. Find the man in whose eyes you can see your future and peace.
Find the man. The man who will be your present and future. Find the man who will be your friend first of all, then love him, keep him and take care of his soul. That's all you have to do.
If you found it, keep it and don't forget to give thanks, daily, for finding it.
When you lose your dearest soul, suddenly, you have no other alternative but to live in a world you no longer recognize.
It's dark even when the sun is in the sky. You feel alone even when you are surrounded by the world. You just exist, you no longer know your identity. You see life unfolding before your eyes in a beautiful world and you try to reach out to touch it. But you can't.
The people around live their lives and have no other worries, at least not such a terrible one. You try to live in that world too, you put on a fake smile and pretend you're interested.
But it hurts too much and it's inhumanly tiring, so you better isolate yourself. It would be nice to be able to change places with someone else, to stop feeling constantly tormented by the loss suffered, by dark thoughts and by the terrible longing.
It's terrible when you see that others go on with their lives, laugh, make plans and have dreams, when you are stuck in time. You continue from inertia, with a pain so deep that you don't even realize where it springs from.
It is invisible to others. But it's always there, in you. And it hurts constantly. The world tells you nonsense like "He is always with you, in your heart". But it's not HERE, aievea.
It doesn't warm you at all that others have a living person next to them, but you are asked to be content with your memories. It seems like it's been so long since you last heard his voice, but at the same time it seems like it was yesterday. You feel like you've been abandoned to haunt this unknown world alone, but you also feel guilty that you still exist without your dearest soul. This is mourning, a huge bundle of tangled feelings and emotions.
And you need time, patience and care to survive. Grief is an extraordinarily lonely journey when you are the only person who truly understands the horror of this soulful experience.
You should not expect anything from others, especially their love.
She can come, of course, she can come without ceasing...if she comes, let her be welcome, you will be grateful but you don't have to wait for her.
Do you want to be happy?
Do not ask to be loved, but love yourselves, day and night, and you will always be happy.
Maybe one day you will meet a great love...
Yes... why not?
It may come, but don't wait for it...
I wish you the joyous peace that wants to embrace everyone.
Let us love without judgment, be kind without expectation, be merciful without searching, be as we want others to be, that heavenly grace may be poured out upon us.
Let's wrap everyone in love, even if they are far away, because only love conquers, illuminates and improves.
Let us pray to God with a good heart and faith, for all and we will be heard!
Only love and kindness hear, see and feel the truth! Let us care, otherwise we live for nothing.
Joy is an attribute of LOVE... It cannot be felt if there is no LOVE… The more LOVE you give, the more joy you have... It is a quality of the SOUL and takes place in the mind when the personality and the SOUL are on the same wavelength!
If anyone thinks that LOVE and PEACE are clichés of yesteryears…
And which should be left in the past, that's their problem...
LOVE and PEACE are eternal!
May you enjoy LOVE and PEACE in every moment of your LIFE, regardless of your age!
Strong people teach you how to move forward. Positive people will bring you sunshine.
Kind people bring you warmth.
The greatest luck in life is having someone guide you in the direction of success.
Hard work will not make you rich.
Blind effort consumes life.
Knowledge, resources, methods and choices are more important than effort.
My mother once told me that she walked into a room where two friends were talking about her, they didn't know she was there.
He nodded, smiled and left.
My mom told me she had a friend who talked bad about her, she never knew mom found out, mom never mentioned.
She smiled and walked away from this friendship. She told me that she had relatives who chose to cut her out of their lives because she wanted to make a change with her life. She smiled, nodded and left.
So I asked her how she could just walk away from the people who betrayed her while she claims they are her friends and family?
She replied that every time she was at a crossroads like that, she had to decide who would go on her journey with her.
That showed her who she could take with her. This is how he explained to me that you should never be angry with a person who betrays you, even in the name of friendship and family. 🎀 Just leave with grace and enjoy your journey with all the new people God puts in their place.