@Nico91 12 December 2022

Life offers many lessons and we really like to repeat them, without being able to retain anything, as if we are incapable, to understand the essence, too blind, to see the truth and much too gullible, to pleas and tears! Personally, I feel like laughing at myself, giving myself a couple of slaps, punishing myself a little, maybe, maybe my mind comes to mind, that she's gone on vacation! Oh, she would have had enough of the poor thing, to keep repeating a lesson that I have gone through so many times! I am wasting time, in an attempt that I hope, in my heart, to help, as I can and it is possible, so that in the end, I will be the one to blame, not the inability of that person, to do what he is told!! No, I'm not complaining about my wasted time on people who don't deserve it, but I'm having fun, for that desperate attempt to create an image in front of acquaintances, which it's hard for them to support! But their pride is greater than the truth! Pride stronger than need and in this way, they return, from where they left, from the first step, placed on a step, which they cannot climb! On the one hand, I feel sorry for such people, because they are not able to stand up on their own when they are on the ground! And sad, that when they get a hand, they think they both belong to them! They don't settle for a little, they want it all, effortlessly! Then, looking deeper, I tell myself that they deserve their fate and that they get from life, what they give, so who am I to try to offer them another perspective of the future, when they want suddenly, propelled to the top! ? I know a saying, "little by little, vinegar is made".... And let someone else say that I'm bad! Well, know that I agree with him... The whole man has changed me! The whole man made me stay away from him! I'm not saying that I'm putting everyone in the same pot! I would be a hypocrite to do so, but I have reserved the right to choose... who to believe, who to give help to, who deserves to receive it and last but not least, time! So, my dear Life, I am curious, how much patience do you have with me and how many more times do you plan to let me repeat!