@Nico91 16 December 2022

My soul is torn to pieces, at this hour... Huddled in an armchair, I try to put my thoughts together! It's hard, because they are scattered and find no end, no end... And I can't brother, understand why man is so perverted! That's how my soul is, I believe in man's words, even though I feel his venom mixed with honey... I still give man a chance! I gave a hand at the beginning, even both... I gave as much time as I could, so that it would be good, but I was wrong, because nobody cared, as far as my soul goes... And in a day, it didn't even matter, with a poisoned kiss, he chased me away! I am sorry for nothing, except that the man is lost! That's why I withdraw, in my shell, away from the world, with my thoughts! It's strange to meet a man who talks about goodness and God every day, but the facts contradict everything! It's strange to sit next to someone who, just by their mere presence, warns you to run away! It's strange to see hypocrisy tattooed on your face and yet want to believe in goodness! ... And I wonder, like a madman, when was humanity lost!?