Hi! My name is Kayle Anteza and I live in the Philippines. I'm from Visayas region VI in the Province where the mountain meets the sea Antique. I am the 2nd child among the 4 siblings. I grow up in a poor family but I am rich in love and care of my parents. Since I was a kid my dad was already working far away from us. To give as a better future and to provide everthing we need.
My dream is to be a PE teacher. I was really excited during our graduation because finally another chapter of my life was opened. My college life. After graduation, I told my mom that I want to study in my dream school and that was West Visayas State Univerty. My mom and dad supported me. So we get entrance exam with my friend. Total of 12,000 student applied on that university. I'm very excited and quite nervous but confident that I will pass the entrance exam. I already set my plans goals, where would I work, everything I already planned. 3 days ago I got an email from the school, and I did not pass the exam. I cry a lot, and ask God why he didn't let me pass the exam. Thats my desire my passion.The world stops and my plans already destroyed in just one exam. My heart was broken into pieces and I lost my direction.
I cry out to the Lord all night. Asking him why ? Why he didn't pass me,why he didn't let me in ,in my dream school. I did not even ask God if its also his plan fpr me to be a PE teacher. All I was thinking is for my self.
Early in the morning my dad called to my mom ,telling that he resigned on his job because something happed on the company that his working with for almost 11 years. Getting that news made me realized of something. That it's really God's plan not let me study on that school. Because that was exactly the time that dad has already no job. Both of my parents have no job. And what if I past the entrance exam where do we get my allowances ,how we gonna pay my borading house, and I was away from my family,how would i pay my tuition fees.
Indeed that time,God made me realized of something that He has a better plans for me.Almost past 2 weeks and I already move on to what happend. I find a school where I'm close to my family, I could get scholar and free tuition as well. You know what where God put me. He put me to the school that I don't like. Sometimes God allows things to happened for us to know that we are not the one who owns our life. It's the Lord,if you let Him inter in your heart and let him decide what plans he have for you you'll not be disappointed.
Recently I'm already a 4th year College student. Taking up a Bachelor of Science in Community Development. 1 year left and I'll goona graduate. Praise God because he sustains me all through out my college life. I also got certificates.
God put me where he wants me to be. His plans is always perfect. For now Ill gonna follow what God wants for me.
One of my desire now is not for myself but for God. I want to work in mission . Where you can travel around the world,explore and discover things. Most especially in helping community better ,most especially the people who are living there. It's my passion to help those unpriveledge and less fortunate people. And to share God's love around our globe.
What I learned about my life story is that. God's plan will always prevail. Trust Him because He has a better plan for you. Don't insist you plans for yourself if in the first place your purpose is not right you'll gonna be frustrated and disappointed.
