The Hardest Part of Being College Student.

I don't know how I can start this article but I just want to express myself and tell what I feel being in this stage. If highschool is more on immature behavior and always being with someone competing, then college is different from that situations. College life isn't easy indeed, there are things that we can't handle. College life is more practically, you need to work hard on things before you get what you want. You need to be mindful on the words you came out from your mouth.

I've been in the most hard situations in my college life right now. I know that this is just the beginning of difficult situations but this shall to pass. We have upcoming big event this coming first week of November. We need to attend training in the varsity as much as possible. My parents don't want to me to have a boardinghouse because it's to expensive for them. I already explained to them that having a boardinghouse is more convenient and can save more money, but they insist don't get a boardinghouse. I respect their decision but I really want to have a boardinghouse. My two classmates found a boardinghouse and if three of us to be in one boardinghouse it only cause 900 pesos a month. I am thinking to go for the 900 pesos a month but the condition is I am the one to pay for that. I really want to go for that but I am so broke this time 😭. All my savings in the past few months was spend to my daily food and travel expenses everytime I go to the University. We have our training every Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday. And my face to face class is Monday Wednesday and Friday. The allowance I received from my parents is only budgeted on the day I have face-to-face classes. It's really hard for me that all of my family member didn't support my dream being a varsity player. I am so passionate to be a varsity player that's why even though sometimes my body is so tired and so as my mind. I am doing my best to handle everything.

I just realized that after all of this things they will proud of me. Every night I cry out to God to provide all the things I need everyday. I am so thankful that God used other people even strangers to help me provide my needs. I don't have any extra money for next week I really hope and pray that God will provide everything next week. I don't know in what way but by faith I can survive from this situation.

One thing I learned from being a college student. Maubos man lahat ng pera mo and sometimes you feel so tired, stress and unworthy. Don't rely on that temporary feelings. Just keep pushing and always faithful in God, always believed that He will provide everything. There's nothing to feel doubt on God's Power and Ability to help us.

Walang sususko kahit alam mong walang wala kana. Kahit alam monh ubos na lahat ng pera mo, just believe because by Faith everything is possible.

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