Relatives: A biggest problem in my life

The last few days are hectic for me and the reason behind it a lot is I don't even wanna talk about them right now because it's already 2:00 am, but still my eyes don't wanna close, and overthinking is giving me panic attacks but I have no one around me who can console me right now because I didn't share my issues with anyone I am a type of girl who feels hesitates to share sadness with other. I feel like if I share my problems with others they will make fun of it or just say she is just creating a hype that's it she has nothing to worry about she is living a perfect life with no worries

Believe me, I won't

As I told you I have a lot of problems in life that nobody can imagine. My parents had a love marriage they start dating when they are in their college and both studied in the same class. My father fall in love with my mom and propose to him for marriage and she refuse because she don't wanna go against his parents my father talk about this scenario to his sister and she said no because she hates my mom and the reason is just that my mom wears jeans and she thinks girls who do fashion have not a good character my father force a lot even don't talk to his sister for months in the end both get married. I am now 23 years old and believe me till now my father's sister didn't accept my mom and always yell at her without any reason but my mom didn't say a single word in return. That's why my aunt still didn't accept us (me & my siblings) and never give us a priority in any event and always ignore us and back bite us when we are not around

At every festival, our all relatives gathered and spend quality time together and once we start laughing they taunt us about how my mother trapped her brother (my dad) I was only 6 years when I start asking my dad if she is his real sister and why she hates us for no reason and the only excuse my father have is it's just her way of talking and till now she does the same

Time heals every wound we learn how to be happy without relatives

With time my siblings and my mother change our thinking and instead of crying about their behavior I learn how to be happy alone I think it's the biggest victory that we have in life and now our all relatives are jealous just because our happiness doesn't depend on them and we learn to survive alone. Now they try to make our relationship normal but will they give us those 13 years that we spent under their hate and now when they don't matter for they showing us love just because we are now stable and fulfilling all the basic needs by ourselves and never ask for money or anything to them. For you maybe the word relatives means a bunch of people who provide you happiness but for me, they are only depression givers

Conclusion

I think when a person learn how to survive alone it's her biggest achievement in life than he ever had because you will never become happy if your happiness depends on other. Change your priorities and give yourself time I am sure you will enjoy your own company more than anyone around you